6. I Ain't Like You

[Muir]

Too much time on my hands
Too much salt in my wounds
Too much pain in my heart
Too many things to regret
I've been thinking
The cause of my confession
I've been thinking
The cause of my oppression
I've been thinking
What's causing my depression
I've been thinking
Because of my depression
Won't do that change again
Continuous lies never end

I'd hate myself if I thought like you
I'd have to hate myself to do the things you do
Cause I ain't like you
I ain't like you

Too much getting no where
Too much waiting to see
Too many lies have been told
Too many things thought in my head
I've been thinking
The cause of my confession
I've been thinking
The cause of my oppression
I've been thinking
What's causing my depression
I've been thinking
Because of my depression
Stand up small hypocrite
Your full of lies your full of shit

I hate myself sometimes that's true
But I can't hate myself enough to be like you

I ain't like you
I ain't like you
I ain't like you
I ain't like you

Dirty job rearrange
Smoke it up just taken change
I can not hate myself
I can not hate myself enough to be like you

7. Naked

[Muir]

I'm harmless won't you help me
I'm sickness only you can heal me
I promise that I always be there
I'm naked under my clothes

I'm feeling naked
I feel naked

My heart's bleeding why don't you help me
I'm screaming but still nobody hears

Helpless and naked
Helpless and naked
Helpless and naked
Naked, naked, naked, I'm naked

I'm harmless till I hate you
I'm tasteless that's why I'm with you
I'm sensless even on payday
I'm naked under my clothes

You saw me naked, you saw me naked

I'm saddned by all my failures
It's a good thing
I real good things I don't try

I miss you whenever I'm with you
Cause I thought that,
I thought that you were someone else

I saw you naked,
I saw you naked,
I saw you naked,
Naked under our clothes
We're all naked under our clothes

8. Hippie Killers

[Muir]

You're not educated you're just regulated
You're not educated you're just regulated
So if you're tired of getting pissed on
Until you get yourself our system
We don't need your help no way we're OK

Anarchy for me, fascism for you
anarchy for me, means fascism for you
We don't need no rules anarchy
Suicidal punx
We don't need no rules no way
Wedon't need no rule no way, we're OK
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers

No drugs smoke or drink
Hippies suck that's what I think politicians
I don't buy it
Try to contain us, we're gonna riot
The original hippie killers

You're not regulated
You're just not educated
You're not regulated
You're just not educated
So if you're tired of getting pissed on
You better get yourself our system
We don't no rules no way we're OK
We don't need no rules no way
We don't need your rules no way, anarchy
We're the original hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
No pills, trips or hipie weed
Suicidal's all that I need
Truth, respect and lots of pride
in us they live, in you they died
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers, anarchy for me
We're hippie killers, fascism for you
We're hippie killers, anarchy for me
We're hippie killers, fascism for you
We don't need no rules no way !
Anarchy suicidal style

9. Built To Survive

[Muir]

You've heard about the war in my head
And I've been known to wake the dead
I'm not evil just possessed to skate
And feeling like shit, just don't feel great

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive

So much time spent alone
And I'm still searching for my home

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive

Had my scrapes with the law
Is that your mommy that I saw ?
They tried to ban us from L.A.
But every dog has his day

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive
And we're built to survive

It's 1999 and going cyco's all that's on my mind

Controlled by hatred lost again

What I don't need is a friend
I want more you fascist pig
We are family, we live to live

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive

10. I Wanna Get Sick

[Muit, Pleasants, Clark]

I hurt myself so I can heal myself
I wanna get sick
I hate myself so I can love myself
I wanna get sick

I, I wanna release, I wanna get ill,
I wanna get sick
I, I wanna go off, I wanna get ill
I wanna get sick

I feel my best when I am at worst
I wanna get sick
I fight myself to make peace with myself
I wanna get sick

I, I wanna go off, I wanna get ill
I wanna get sick
Sick sick sick bbb get sick, ya get sick

I confuse myself to understand myself
I wanna get sick
I punish myself to replenish myself
I wanna get sick

I, I wanna release, I wanna get ill,
I wanna get sick
I, I wanna go off, I wanna get ill
I wanna get sick
Get sick get sick get sick

11. We Are A Family

[Muir, Clark]

S. T.
S. T.

S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!

Suicidal and proud we are family
We are family with all the love you could ever need
We don't judge you from the color of your skin
We judge you from what's within

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

We are a family brothers and sisters
that are proud to be committed to one and all
United we will never fall cause we are a family
We are a family!

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

Original from the westside, S.M. and Venice
Now we're grown to be a worlwide menace
Say what we want cause I know how to back it up
A cyco like me just straight don't give a fuck

and in case you might not know
I'm insane suicidal
Rolling hard with notarious family
We're as bad we want to be

Cause in my life there's only one guarentee
That suicidal I always be
And further more you don't want to forget
We don't take no shit !

We are family
Everyone that's a down sui
We like it hard and loud
And we are always down and proud

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

S.T

Suicidal and proud
Suicidal and proud
We are family !

12. I'll Buy Myself

[Muir, Clark]

Quack quack wop woop

I'm about to get my thrill
And I don't it from no funny ass pill
I'm about to straight break loose
I could fight it but it ain't no use
I'm about it this far away
From going off and making someone pay
I'm about to buy myself

Quack quack wop woop

I'm about to toss and turn
No sleep tonight I got a lesson to learn
I'm about to throw a fit
I can't seem to find the time to quit
I'm about ready to roll
Light on my feet with my gutted soul
I'm about to get my thrill
Anyway I will

I'll buy, I'll buy myself
I ain't got, I got noone else
I'll buy, I'll buy myself
When i go on sale

I'm about 105
Died years ago, but I'm still alive
I'm about 17
It's time to reinvent the punk rock scene
I'm about one inch small
When it seems that's noone cares at all
I'm about to buy myself

Quack quack wop woop

13. Gaigan Go Home

[Muir, Wackerman]

Teach me and I'll teach you
If you need a hand I'll give you two
Respect me and I'll respect you
Disrespect me and I will destroy you

Gaigan kaera
Gaigan go home

Don't come back
Don't come back

Hope for the best expect the worst
This life it ain't no curse
Respect me and I'll respect you
Challenge me and I will destroy you

Gaigan go home
Don't come back
Don't come back if you ain't suicidal
Gaigan go home

watch what you say watch what you do
Cause I can give it back times ten to you
You challenge me so I will destroy you

Gaigan kaere
Gaigan go home

Gaigan kaera

14. Heaven

[Muir, Clark]

I'm so excited today I'm gonna die
But I'm going to heaven so there's no reason to cry
God says he loves me and I love him too
Yes I have struggled, but but now suffering's through

I don't want you to cry
I just wanna say
I'm so excited today I'm gonna die
But I'll live forever so it's not really goodbye
God has a plan for me and a plan for you

So there's no reason to cry
There's no reason to cry
Cause I'm going to heaven
I'm going to heaven
Yes I'm going to heaven
I'm going to heaven

Over head such a shinning light
As playful angels hover in flight
In the blindingly brilliant pure white
A sensation so peacefully
My soul rises separates from my body
The pearly gates I can now clearly see
I've gone to heaven
Hallelujah
I'm so excited again I'll never die
I'm up heaven so there's no reason to cry

Free Your Soul... And Save My Mind (2000)



1. Self Destruct
2. Su Casa Es Mi Casa
3. No More No Less
4. Free Your Soul... And Save My Mind
5. Pop Songs
6. Bullenium
7. Animal
8. Straight From The Heart
9. Cyco Speak
10. Start Your Brain
11. Public Dissension
12. Children Of The Bored
13. Got Mutation
14. Charlie Monroe
15. Home
16. Refuse