3. Refuse

Refuse, refuse
Refuse to bow to any man
Refuse to deny my rights
Refuse to self-destruct
Refuse, refuse
Refuse to condemn my soul
Refuse to sell myself out
Refuse to destroy myself
Refuse, refuse
Hold your head high stand up tall
Watch how quickly that'll make the cowards fall
Refuse, I refuse
Respect your body and challenge your mind
You'll come out a winner every single time
Refuse, I refuse
I refuse
Refuse to destroy my mind
Refuse to live your lie
Refuse to appease the enemy
Refuse, refuse
Man made titles shouldn't impress
Terminate them like a pest
Refuse, I refuse
Play this game just like a toy
Celebrate what you destroy
Refuse, I refuse

Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy
Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy
Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy

You never reach a point as low
As when you want to reap more than you sow
Look in the mirror and you will see
Your potential worst enemy

Refuse to conform my thoughts
Refuse to control my pain
Refuse to be a guinea pig
Refuse
Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy!

4. What's The Word?

So what's the word?
I'm looking for a word that can ease the pain
That we all suffer from living in a world that's insane
A simple word I could shout out or blurt
And that would take away all of the hurt
A word to soothe your soul when the tears flow
And that would make the smile on your face glow
Bury your bad memories in a deep grave
Free your mind from the chains of an emotional slave
A word as pretty as a purple sunset
A word so powerful you'll never forget
That I'd be willing to do anything for you
But I just need to know what to do

I'm looking for a word, is it a secret word?
I wish there was a word

I wish there was a word that could help you heal
That could take away all the pain you feel
Not asking for a word that can cure a disease
Just a word to put your mind at ease
I'm looking for a way to communicate
That all the people on the earth can relate
I'm looking for a word that won't let you down
That'll give you strength when I'm not around
A word that can fill you up when you're past empty
A peaceful place in your mind that's is always rent free

Yea I got to slow down
Cause too much is going down
How many times can one person cry?
How many times can one person die?

I'm looking for the word, that special magic word
I'm looking for the word, the secret word

So what's the word?
So what's the word?
My, my, my, another lie
Why, why, why, you got to lie?

So what's the word?
I spend too much time wondering what the hell is wrong with me
Where all you see is joy, pain is all I see
Suffocating in a world full of schemers
(Who are) Taking advantage of the hopes of the dreamers
I need a word to let you know that I need help
Cause sometimes I get so down on myself
Trying to find my place in this madness
Drowning myself in a cesspool of sadness

Yea I got to slow down
Cause it's getting so out of hand
Half of my homies that stood so proud next to me
Are doing time in the state penitentiary

Lie. lie, lie, until you die
Lie, lie, lie, until you die
So what's the word?

5. Fascist Pig

Tense atmosphere in the air
Riot written everywhere
Riot squads coming from over there
Time to go home if you're square

[Chorus:]
Riot squad bas their heads
Kick their ass until they're dead
I want to be a fascist pig
Love to fight what a thrill
We don't stop until we kill
I want to be a fascist pig

Throw a bottle in the air
Put them up to their dare
We'll just laugh while they stare
Let them hit me see if I care

[Chorus]

Get attacked by them
You'll never heal
They'll rob your conscience
Your sanity they'll steal
They'll beat your brains until they spill
That's the fascist favorite meal

[Chorus]

6. I Saw Your Mommy

Yesterday as I went out of the house
I saw a body lying down quiet as a mouse
She was lying face down in the sewer
What you do-I got up closer and realized that I knew her
What you see-All her organs comingfrom her inside
That's nasty-Slashed up skin, sliced-up hide
Tell me some more-Turned her over and saw the tire tracks on her head
Then what-That's when I realized she was dead

[Chorus:]
Twisted body, chopped-off feet
her body was minced meat
Bust crawling on her arms
She's dead can't do no harm
Gnarled-up legs, broken and bent
Her last breath has been spent

I wonder how much you had to pay
To get your mom killed in such a bloody way

I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead
I watched her as she bled
Well she had-Chewed-off toes on her chopped-off feet
Say what?-I took a picture 'cause I thought it was neat
That's cold-But the thing I like seeing the best
What's that-Was the rodents using her hair as a nest
Damn-I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead
I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead

[Chorus]

I know it is your allowance that you'll really miss
But make it look good at her funeral and give her a kiss

I saw your mommy and your mommy's dead
I saw her lying in a pool of read-And she doesn't know how to swim
I think it's the greatest thing I'll ever see-What's that?
Your dead mommy lying in front of me
I'll always remember her lying dead on the floor
I hope she dies twenty times more

I saw your mommy and your mommy is dead
I saw your mommy and your mommy is dead
I saw her, I saw her...mommy
I saw your mommy

Freedumb (1999)



1. Freedumb
2. Ain't Gonna Take It
3. Scream Out
4. Half Way Up My Head
5. Cyco Vision
6. I Ain't Like You
7. Naked
8. Hippie Killers
9. Built To Survive
10. I Wanna Get Sick
11. We Are A Family
12. I'll Buy Myself
13. Gaigan Go Home
14. Heaven

1. Freedumb

[Muir, Paul, Pleasants, Clark]

Peace through politics - is a fallacy that does not exist
Freedom, Freedom, Freedom, Freedom
Where's your freedom? We got your freedumb
Get your freedom, I got your freedom
Truth is hard sell but I know what goes over well
Lies and cheap and free so the profit margin works
exceptionally

Where's your freedumb I got your freedom
Get your freedumb we got your freedom

2. Ain't Gonna Take It

[Muir, Paul, Pleasants]

Ain't gonna take it - Amymore [3x's]

Don't mess with my head - don't mess with my head
Don't mess with my head - don't mess with my mind
Now you messed with me the very last time
Well I'm mad as hell - hell that's the truth
For someone like you I got no use

[Chorus:] Ain't gonna take it - Anymore [3X's]

It's a quarter to pain - half past hate
I got to get moving cause I'm running late
It was all thought out, but now I'm breaking the pain
In a moment we'll find out who's the man
Well you should have stopped and seen that I'm not the one
Now there's no stopping what's got to get done
You shouldn't have messed with my head
You shouldn't have messed with my mind
And now you'll find out about cyco time

[Chorus:] Ain't gonna take it - Anymore

You picked at my soul - you picked at my brain
You pushed my button like I'm a video game
You picked at my head you picked at my mind
But now you've picked on me the very last time
Cause I'm heavy on my mind and I'm light on my feet
That's just the sad facts thats not conceit
You picked at my head you picked at my mind
But now you've picked on me the very last time
Ain't gonna take it Ain't gonna take it Ain't gonna take it

[Chorus:] Ain't gonna take it - Anymore [3X's]

3. Scream Out

[Muir]

Pressures charging try to stall - Pound my head against the wall
I've been feelings this for way to long
I've been fighting this for way too long
Something's bout to happen - get out of my way
Something's better happen - get out of my way

[Chorus:]
Scream and shout - let it out
Rip it out - Scream and shout
Scream and shout - let it out
Break it out - Scream and out
Scream out [5X's]

Hypnotized, Analyzed - A sorry attempt to sanitize
When I've been feelings this for way too long
When I've been fighting this for way too long
I guess I'll do it my way - your's don't work
I'm left to do it my way - your's don't work

[Chorus]

4. Half Way Up My Head

[Muir, Pleasants]

I don't know what it is
But I'm acting like I know
I don't like what I see
But I never let it show
You can not understand
What you were not meant to find
So I lock it in a vault
Halfway up my mind
Halfway up my head

Halfway up head
Halfway up my head - that's where it got stuck
If you're trying to change me - well you're just out of luck
I know what I am and how I must be
Halfway up my head

[Chorus:]
Halfway up my head
It got stuck
Halfway up my head

Halfway up my head in a back of a file
I put up a front with a wink and a smile
All of the things that you've done and you've said
Halfway up my head Halfway up my head

[Chorus]

When I don't know what to think
Then I don't know what to say
When I don't know what to do
I still do it anyway

So if I sound confused
You're listening all wrong
I take it piece by piece
And I cut what gets to long
Halfway up my head

Halfway up my head
That's where it got lost
Don't like what you said so the message got tossed
You can not lock up what was meant to run free
The spirit in me, the spirit in me
I don't ask for no help and I won't

5. Cyco Vision

[Muir, Clark]

You tell me what I wanna hear
I hear it all with my ears
But that won't do me any use
So I use my eyes to see the truth

I've got CYCO VISION
I use CYCO VISION
I said CYCO VISION
I see with CYCO VISION

It doesn't matter what you say ... bullshit
It only matters what you do ... no shit
You cannot take the easy way out with me
'cause I got cyco vision

You put a smile on your face
To try and hide behind your lies
But it just magnifies the pain in your soul that I see with my CYCO VISION

When you think with all your might
You change right to wrong and wrong to right
But it stays the same to me
'cause I got cyco vision