8. My God

All I see is sand in my eye
All I hear are prayers
All I think is believe me or die
All I do is prepare

My god is the only one
My way supreme
If you don't believe in me
I will hear you scream
My god is the only one
My way supreme

All I see is sand in my eye
All I hear are prayers
All I think is believe me or die
All I do is prepare

No one tells me I'm in the wrong
No one feels my pain
No one else will walk on my ground and
No one will live to say

My god is the only one
My way is the way
If you don't want to side with me
Your soul will turn to clay
My god is the only one
My way supreme

No one understands your ways
No one will sympathize
We all think you wrap your religion
To keep what's left inside

No one is on your side, no
No one else wants to die
I don't want to say you're out of your head
But I can see right through your mind

No one understands your ways and
No one will sympathize
We all think you wrap your religion
To keep what's left inside

No one is on your side, no
Nobody else wants to die
I don't want to say you're out of your head
But I can see right through your mind

My god is the only one
My way supreme
If you don't believe in me
I will hear you scream

No one understands your ways
No one will sympathize
We all think you wrap your religion
To keep what's left inside

No one is on your side, no
Nobody else wants to die
I don't want to say you're out of your head
But I can see right through your mind

9. Learn To Dance

I see you now
I see you clear
I've touched your heart
I've scarred your soul
As I go dancing through your mind

Learn to dance

No way

You think you're invisible
You think you've won
You felt your heart
Skip in the middle of a beat
As I go dancing through your mind

Learn to dance
No way

You feel me deep inside your soul
As I go dancing through your mind
You know some things you shouldn't know
As I go dancing through your mind
You feel the end is coming near
As I go dancing through your mind
You're living in a constant fear
Of me just dancing through your mind

10. Frustrate

I want to kill, to throw against the wall
Hole in the glass to feel it all
A release to stay insane

I want to scream
Clenched fist, ground teeth
A bad dream, feeling so mean
Stumble across my piece
Quiver the index, sweat between the skin and the steel
All of the sudden it feels so real
The bang, the smoke, the blood

Jump to the car, start it to the floor and while the engine's still in a
roar slap it it drive
And leave behind a trail of anger a path to find

I want to scream
Clenched fist, ground teeth
A bad dream, feeling so mean
Stumble across my piece
Quiver the index, sweat between the skin and the steel
All of the sudden it feels so real
The bang, the smoke, the blood

I can't feel my feet but I see em flyin
Never hit the ground, rising above
Looking down on you, down on the heads of the damned
Marching all right through into the crowd

I want to scream
Clenched fist, ground teeth
A bad dream, feeling so mean
Stumble across my piece
Quiver the index, sweat between the skin and the steel
All of the sudden it feels so real
The bang, the smoke, the blood

I want to kill, to throw against the wall
Hole in the glass to feel it all
A release to stay insane

11. Killing Time

Stop everything you do
Take a step outside and look through
There's a path you do not see
And it's all lit up and lined with trees
There's an arrow directing you there
Bright neon orange and flashing
It's there to make sure you don't
Take on a path that circles around

There's only a couple of ways
To get lost in life's little maze
You can explore a dead wrong path
Or follow someone else
You got to use your own mind
And if you're still wrong all the time
Then you really deserve what's coming up, what's coming up, what's coming up

Yeah it's gonna be
Killing time, killing time
No time to mess around cuz it's
Killing time, killing time
No time to call, no time to lose
There is no choice, not up to you
It's killing time, killing time
No time to slide away
Killing time, killing time

You fail to think I know what I say
Everybody's full of shit anyway
The path you take is all by chance
And I'm telling stories to enhance
There's no need to plan it out
Or to add to your list a load of doubt
Leave all that shit behind for what's coming up

There's no way to prepare
Or to know who's gonna be there
There's a chill running up your spine
And it's always there, it's always there
Five or six times a night
I'm awake with my eyes shut tight
But I don't wanna go back to sleep
And dream about what's coming up

Welcome to
Killing time, killing time
No one anticipating
Killing time, killing time
No one just standing around before
Killing time, killing time
No one to drag down under

I can see tracks that you've left behind
You live in the crosshairs most of the time
And there's no way to see or tell
You're only a few short moments from hell

It's not the bullets but the gun
That make the killing so much fun
And it's never too much or to tough
And it's always never enough

"Dreams Of Death" (2005)



1. Requiescal
2. Straight To Hell
3. Parasychic, Paranoid
4. Bleed
5. Look In His Eyes
6. Childhood Hero
7. Bathing In Red
8. Nascentes Morimar
9. Out Of Mind

2. Straight To Hell

Waking from another nightmare
It’s so hard to tell
Dreams are turning real and there's a blood bath
Straight to hell
I can - see what’s happening
I know - almost everything
I can tell - when I’m imagining
Why can’t I - remember anything?
Waking from another nightmare
It’s so hard to tell
Dreams are turning real and there's a blood bath
Straight to hell
I’m told - I’m a psycopath
????? - I’ll be in a paper ?????
Killing - somehow clears my mind
Willing - to do a little more each time
Waking from another nightmare
It’s so hard to tell
Dreams are turning real and there's a blood bath
Straight to hell
Never knowing if I’m really in reality
Never can tell if I am still asleep
Never knowing if I’m really in reality
Never can tell if I am still asleep
Never knowing if I need to - blame
Never to feel remorse or - shame
I never can remember what I do
I can't stop coming after you
Waking from another nightmare
It’s so hard to tell
Dreams are turning real and there's a blood bath
Straight to hell
Waking from another nightmare
It’s so hard to tell
Dreams are turning real and there's a blood bath
Straight to hell

3. Parasychic, Paranoid

I can see the writing in the sky
I can tell when someone's going to die
I can see the end is flying
I can tell when death is near
Parapsychic Paranoid
Parapsychic Paranoid
Parapsychic Paranoid
Parapsychic Paranoid
When I see things how I know when death will come
How can I be sure it's not just me?
Do I see a future or just a memory?
Do I see a future or just a memory?
It's a curse
It's a drug
A way of life a walk of shame
It's a torture
It's insane
And as I'm insane You're all dead
Parapsychic Paranoid
Parapsychic Paranoid
Parapsychic Paranoid
Parapsychic Paranoid
When I see things how I know when death will come
How can I be sure it's not just me?
Do I see a future or just a memory?
Do I see a future or just a memory?

4. Bleed

Knowledge alone is not what's consuming me
No one at home - even when I'm not asleep
Demons are chasing me
Knowing that I can't run
Teasing and taunting me
Round in my mind
Knowledge alone is not what's consuming
Bleed the mind
Drain to see what's inside
What will you find
Something you can't explain
Bleed the mind
Empty the thoughts from there
Asleep inside
Brain activity - rare
Demons are chasing me
Knowing that I can't run
Teasing and taunting me
Round in my mind
Bleed the mind
Until the head is turned
Search the soul - can't find morality
No one at home - lost deep inside my sleep
Search the soul - look past the hollow stare
Find my soul
Demons are chasing me
Knowing that I can't run
Teasing and taunting me
Round in my mind
Bleed the mind
Until the head is
Until the head is turned

5. Look In His Eyes

My fast heart is beating my soul cut and bleeding
My hells are too meeting with the man inside my brain
I tell him the all as I stand and I fall
And just to top it all I pay him for the task
My guts I am spilling I tell of the killings
With me at top billing I take off the mask
His jaw starts a dropping I say there's no stopping
The blood I'll be mopping right there on his couch
Another time he'll ask me what it is I'm thinking
And I will have to show him I long to see him dead
The walls dripping red from the axe in his head
And I'm sure now he's dead by the look in his eyes
Put me to sleep and hypnotize see the dead stare in my eyes
Let your guard down when you try to get inside my head
Dive in deep into my mind wonder all the things you'll find
A war is up your death is signed session over-dead
I think I'm starting to go crazy over wanting to kill
I think I'll never stop the craving to see blood start to spill
I see the outcome when your heart stops beating and I start to sweat
I love the moment when you're dead but haven't taken your last breath
The cops busting in in the middle of my sin
I stop and start to grin as I see the bodies fly
In my mind I kill them all heads will roll and bodies fall
Blood and guts and that is all that you can recognize
I come back from a daydream open eyes and start to scream
What does all this gore mean is it really real or not
Splash my face and rub my eyes maybe noone really dies
Open up to realize its all inside my head
I think I'm starting to go crazy over wanting to kill
I think I'll never stop the craving to see blood start to spill
I see the outcome when your heart stops beating and I start to sweat
I love the moment when you're dead but haven't taken your last breath
I think I'm starting to go crazy over wanting to kill
I think I'll never stop the craving to see blood start to spill
I think I'm starting to go crazy over wanting to kill
I think I'll never stop the craving to see blood start to spill
I see the outcome when your heart stops beating and I start to sweat
I love the moment when you're dead but haven't taken your last breath yet

6. Childhood Hero

When I couldn't sleep
When I saw shadows moving
When I had to cry
I was afraid of the unknown
When I wasn't sure of where my next footstep would fall
He was always there
When I did some things out of my mind
When I let my life stray out of line
When I put myself in danger
When I just didn't care
He was my knight in shining gear
He was my strength to face the fear
My booming voice of reason
Now my childhood hero down
I don't even know who's there anymore
He came walking right on in through my door
Through my door
All I remember is a demons attack
I had to protect myself from coming back
Coming back
Felt the pain of evil wrapping hands around my throat
Couldn't run away cause both my legs had been broke
Grab a gun and shoot into the dark to save my life
Didn't know what I had done til I turned on the light
Childhood hero down
Oh my God what have I done
Childhood hero down
It's just a dream that's in my head
Not just your father figure lifeless on the floor
He never should have just come walking through my door
I have to battle all the demons in my sleep
This is the company I keep that I keep
Felt the pain of evil wrapping hands around my throat
Couldn't run away cause both my legs had been broke
Grab a gun and shoot into the dark to save my life
Didn't know what I had done til I turned on the light
Childhood hero down
Oh my God what have I done
Childhood hero down
It's just a dream that's in my head
Childhood hero down
Memories and brains upon the wall
Childhood hero down
It's just a dream that's in my head
Why are all my loved ones dead
Childhood hero down
Oh my God what have I done
A shot in the dark has killed the one I love
Childhood hero down
Daddy what were you doing in my room
When I was dreaming death and doom
Childhood hero down
Memories and brains upon the wall
Watching my childhood evil fall
Childhood hero down
It's just a dream that's in my head
Why are all my loved ones dead-dead