"Alone"

I broke down on a Japanese street
Words unsaid they scar so deep
Bullshit, Palanuik both make me choke
Too much JD too much coke
She says speed up I want to go faster
She holds on but I outlast her
Build it up but what does that matter
We can build it up but we always watch it shatter
Get up the house is on fire
Get up I want to get higher
Get up you mother fucking liar
You make me feel alone
I burned out in Shibuya station
Lost all my friends hazard occupation
Manic Compression like quicksand slip
Ate too many mushrooms I'm gonna be sick
She says slow down you're going through the motions
I start to crash like a plane in the ocean
Build it up but what does that matter
When the shit goes down we all fucking scatter
[Repeat Chorus]
I never said I wanted to try
Never said I wanted to live this lie
All you said was good-bye
All I ever said was to get me out of here
I focus on the flame
Set it off
Wasted what a shame
Set it off
Focus on the flame
Set it off
We were once the same
[Repeat Chorus]

"Expectations"

I drove really fast before I hit the wall
I was punch drunk, spinnin' round, heading for a fall
Do or die now, got scared, so I stalled
You can have it all

[Chorus:]
Your eyes inside the back of my mind
Stars collide to see who outshines
Your eyes inside the back of my mind
It's making me blind

We can hate
We can hate each other
We can be down then fuck one another
We can hold it up, then set it on fire
Life is sacrifice and you can be a martyr
But it's more than I can stand
When you're looking down on me
Cause I can't live up to you, that makes me incomplete
I never wanted anything more
So I'll just say good-bye and watch you walk out the door
I want to be all you want me to be
I want to be all you think that you see
Would you leave me here when nobody cares?
I tried really hard not to care at all
Medicate myself
Xanax, alcohol
My admissions made me feel so small
You can keep it all
I can change
We can change for each other
We can let go and accept one another
We can tear it down to the ground and start over
Life is compromise [x2]
So if I let you down then I'll pick you up again
In the end
Suspend confidence in me to come through
To be who I want to be and to do what I want to do
Never turn my back on you

[Chorus]

"Falling Apart"

Stutter step through another trap set by deception
Mention rejection
Always lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
Jeopardize everything that I want
And I won't compromise anything anymore
In any way victimize myself any more
Liberty (YEAH)

[Chorus:]
Manipulations on my mind
Expectations well defined
Frustrate me
Liberate me
Cause everything's falling apart
You can't control me, You can't control me
Everything's falling apart
Now I can't see you
Doesn't matter what I do
I can't see you
Cause everything's falling apart

I got exposed to a deeper form of infection
Shout out "I need acception"
Always lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
lies in your eyes
Settles in your action
Criticize everything that I do
And I will overcome anything that's in store
Nevermore look up to you and adore
Liberty (YEAH)

[Chorus]

Manipulation on my mind
Inspect me - try to check me
Expectations well defined
Dissect me - want to wreck me
Violator of my own will
Accept me - reject me
Separate or SHOOT TO KILL

[Chorus]

"Let It Ride"

Let it ride
How did everything get messed up?
Let it go
Now I got myself all stressed out
Hold on to my hand, I'll show you where to go
Take you anywhere you want to go
Take a ride
Now that everything is fucked up
Take it slow
And I got you all stressed out
It's out of your hands and I know you wanted more
What did you want it...
Four shots of Jack just to relax and get my head straight
Wait for a sign a reason not to escape
Meditate, point break, mistake
Cigarette burns while my hand shakes
You can't go back
Tomorrow brings another day
Another chance, some other way
And time won't stop for you
Not even if you want it to
Let it ride
Try to tell myself to hold on
Let it go
But I always to let myself down
Thought that you had it down but now you just don't know
Bottom dropped
I spun so fast that I lost my bearings
Gather myself while everyone is staring
Have been asleep while my patience runs thin
Damn, what the fuck did I get myself in
And I miss my best friend
Cause we don't hang out anymore
I'm gonna sit and watch the waves crash on the shore
Break my fall and I'm just gonna kick it on the floor
Forevermore
[Repeat Chorus]
And I stopped keeping score
Is that what you're looking for?
And I stopped keeping score
Start over
[x2]
[Repeat Chorus]

"Type A"

Shut up
I'm not like you
Back off
Don't smother me
Fuck this
I see through you
Suffer me through
Shut up I'm not like you [x3]
Suffer me through
Type a Fly away Don't lie
I won't let you get the best of me [x3]
If I try, if I try
Oh god
I can't stand you
Disappoint you
With me
One day you'll come down too
Suffer me through
[Repeat Chorus]

"Runaway"

She wakes up in the morning
In the same room that she's been in her whole life
And everything still looks the same
But the feeling of the room has changed in spite
She said:
"You don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind"
She said:
"You don't know what it's like to be stuck in my mind all the time"
Bruised lips and the make-up
Tattooed hips and pierced
For the sake of letting everybody know
She don't belong here
Old tricks that she made up
Attitude
I don't give a fuck
For the sake of letting everybody know
She says I won't belong So long
It's not a lost cause
She's just a runaway
Is there nothing left for you to say?
And if she comes home
Do you think she'll want to stay?
Is there anything for her?
She's a runaway
Turn your back on yesterday
She calls at seven thirty
And wants to talk about her boyfriend one last time
Mom and Dad are fighting in the background,
Shattered glass cuts through red wine
I said:
"I don't know that I'm right but I know that you're wrong"

[Repeat Chorus]
Blacked out
Passed out at a party
In another town
With the same old Bacardi
Nothing ever changes what's inside me
Someone find me, someone find me
My heart showed me the way out
Don't stop
Don't give up on me now
Two beats, two streets
Too many repeats to blow my only other way out
[Repeat Chorus]

"Dear You (Far Away)"

Dear you
What's your name?
When did we start this crazy game?
Pull up a chair
Grab a drink
I need something not to make me think
And all in all
It's all the same
The days go on and on
Eleven days and forty nights
When's the last time that we kissed goodnight?
I want to know who you're laughing with
I want to know that there's more than this
But all in all
It's all the same
It goes on and on
Because you're far away
Jut like yesterday Wait to see you smile
And I'll be gone
So far away
Never ending day
Drive a million miles
And I'll be gone a while
I never thought it would come to this
I never thought of all the stupid shit I'd miss
The way you looked when I made you mad
We never missed the things that we never had
And all the talk and all the time
It goes on and on
She said:
'That's right, I don't want to leave now"

"The Fear"

I think that time has got the
Best of me, best of me
I wish the worship was mine
Apathy, apathy
For we live another day
Close it in, close it in
Technique I put me on the wall again

When I split right down the middle
Spill my insides
Hurts just a little
Split, split right down the middle
Swallow my pride
Choke, then I let go

Stop, wake up
These lies will help me find you
Fade in, fade out if that’s what you got
Girl give up, the truth can get you through
Can not deny
It can not be spoken

I think my instincts will get
Rid of me, rid of me
And my sins will weigh on me
Heavily, heavily
Will you remember reside
Fade away, fade away
Then I’m the one that should take all the blame

When I split right down the middle
Spill my insides
Hurts just a little
Split, split right down the middle
Swallow my pride
Choke, then I let go

Stop, wake up
These lies will help me find you
Fade in, fade out if that’s what you got
Girl give up, the truth can get you through
Can not deny
It can not be spoken
Stop, wake up
These lies will help me find you
Fade in, fade out if that’s what you got
Girl give up, the truth can get you through
Can not deny
It can not be spoken

Do you believe that it’s the dark before the dawn?
Do you believe
Do you believe that when you’re down you carry on?
Do you believe
I know the pressure makes you audible to love
I know that you can rise above

Losing pace, I can’t stay in this place
And I can’t, and I won’t, and I don’t need you
Losing face, what a shame and a waste
And I can’t, and I won’t, and I don’t need you

Stop, wake up
These lies will help me find you
Fade in, fade out if that’s what you got
Girl give up, the truth can get you through
Can not deny
It can not be spoken
Stop, wake up
These lies will help me find you
Fade in, fade out if that’s what you got
Girl give up, the truth can get you through
Can not deny
It can not be spoken
Deny, it can not be spoken
Deny, it can not be spoken

"Surrender"

Mother told me, yes she told me
I'd meet girls like you
She also told me stay away
You'll never know what you'll catch
Just the other day I heard
Of a soldier's falling off
Some Indonesian junk
That's going 'round

Mommy's alright, Daddy's alright
They just seem a little weird
Surrender, surrender
But don't give yourself away

Father says your mother's right
She's really up on things
Before we married Mommy served
On the WACs in the Philippines
Now I had heard the WACs recruited
Old maids for the war
But Mommy isn't one of those
I've known her all these years

Mommy's alright, Daddy's alright
They just seem a little weird
Surrender, surrender
But don't give yourself away

Whatever happened to all this season's
Losers of the year
Every time I got to thinking
Then they disappear
When I woke up, Mom and Dad
Were fuckin' on the couch
Rolling numbers, rock and rolling
Got my Kiss records oout

Mommy's alright, Daddy's alright
They just seem a little weird
Surrender, surrender
But don't give yourself away
Away..........

"Good Thing"

I don't believe a word you say
(Just say) Now we're waiting
I can't compete with you today
(Just say) That don't fuckin' phase me
I got more backbone so I guess that you can bring it on
I do not want a chance to show that I can tear it apart
Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop staring at me
Stop staring

Take another stand, take your place and get high
Everybody's doing it and so am I
All I wanted were the good things, whoa
Give another day give a piece of my mind
Everybody's doing it so why can't I
All I wanted were the good things

It's so good okay I don't care what they all say
It's just another day, what a waste what a waste
She was in a movie, they'll just be getting booed
He's not like them, just like me
Keeping us from taking my fast Chevrolet
All I got to say what a waste, what a waste.
Just like every movie, another nervous fool
He's not like them, just like me
Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop staring at me.
Stop staring

Leave it up to me, leave it up to me, leave it up to (up to me)
Leave it up to me, leave it up to me, leave it up to (up to me)
Leave it up to me, leave it up to me, leave it up to (up to me)
Leave it up to me, leave it up to me, leave it up to (up to me, yeah)

Take another stand, take your place and get high
Everybody's doing it and so am I
All I wanted were the good things
Give another day get a piece of my mind
Everybody's doing it so why can't I
All I wanted were the good things
The good things