I Gotta Have Something I Ain't Got (outtake)

Kateriina Christofrou Leyden
Wrestling Inspired
Damn (I ain't got no fear) Just Tears
I could take every little thing u said to me,
And just throw it out the damn door.
Coz I really don't care about you,
And you don't care about me any more.
I've got so much damn rage,
And so much damn pain.
Every time the sun shines,
I wish it would rain.

I got so many tears,
And no damn fears.
So I just cry until my head hurts.

I can't stand it, you're so complicated.
Thinking about u get me frustrated.
You can tell me to do what ever is daring.
Coz I ain't got no fears, just tears.

So after all that you've done now,
It's like I don't damn exist.
Coz every time I see you on the street,
You pretend like we've never kissed.
I've got so much damn anger,
And so much damn wrath.
Me plus you equals doom,
So you do the math.

I got so many tears,
And no damn fears.
So I just cry until my head hurts.

I can't stand it, you're so complicated,
Thinking about u get me frustrated.
You can tell me to do what ever is daring,
Coz I ain't got no fears, just tears.

Tell me to jump of bridge (Ill do it).
Tell me to go in a snake pit (Ill do it).
Tell me to kiss a scorpion (Ill do it).
Tell me to stare at death (Ill do it).
Tell me to look at medusa (Ill do it).
But tell me to apologize (I WONT).

I can't stand it, you're so complicated,
Thinking about u get me frustrated.
You can tell me to do what ever is daring,
Coz I ain't got no fears, just tears.

I Guess I've Come To Live Here

I guess I've come to live here in your eyes.
This must be the place called paradise.
You are so precious to me,
What a special time within our lives.
And I guess I've come to live here in your eyes.

A thousand times I see you
And a thousand times you take my breath away.
Fears and doubts consume me and I'm afraid someone will take it all away.
I hope we're here forever, but I guess it's time that we both realized.
That I guess I've come to live here in your eyes.

I guess I've come to live here in your eyes.
This must be the place called paradise.
You are so precious to me,
What a special time within our lives.
And I guess I've come to live here in your eyes.

A thousand times I see you
And a thousand times you take my breath away.
Fears and doubts consume me and I'm afraid someone will take it all away.
I hope we're here forever, but I guess it's time that we both realized.
That I guess I've come to live here in your eyes.

I Hope So

You say your heart will never break:
I hope so, for your sake.
But happiness is sometimes hard,
For hearts to cling to.
You say he'll always be with you:
I hope so, for your sake.
But should he find somebody new,
What would you do?
If you were wrong, would you confess?
I wouldn't know, but I could guess,
That you would act the same as I,
An' cry.
And should these things ever come true,
When love is gone, what will you do?
Will you accept my love for you?
I hope so, for my sake.
Instrumental break.
If you were wrong, would you confess?
I wouldn't know, but I could guess,
That you would act the same as I,
An' cry.
And should these things ever come true,
When love is gone, what will you do?
Will you accept my love for you?
I hope so, for my sake.

I Just Can't Let You Say Goodbye

I had not planned on seeing you I was afraid of what I'd do
But pride is strong here am I and I just can't let you say goodbye
Please have no fear you're in no harm as long as you're here in my arms
But you can't leave so please don't try but I just can't let you say goodbye
What force behind your evil mind can let your lips speak so unkind
To one who loves as much as I I just can't let you say goodbye
The flesh around your throat is pale intended by my fingernails
Please don't scream and please don't cry cause I just can't let you say goodbye
Your voice is still it speaks no more you'll never hurt me anymore
Death is a friend to love and I cause now you'll never say goodbye

I Just Don't Understand

I'd be the last one to tell you that you shouldn't go.
And the first to say: "Be happy if you can."
But when you lie an' hurt someone who needs an' loves you so,
Do you mind too much if I don't understand?

I suppose that you're convinced this is the thing to do.
Life is short an' sweet; break all the hearts you can.
I guess I shouldn't be surprised: it's all a game to you.
But do you mind too much if I don't understand?

Forgive me but it all seems so unreal to me.
An' my heart an' me, we'd made so many plans.
But that's all over now, there's nothin' left to do.
But do you mind too much if I don't understand?

[Instrumental]

Forgive me but it all seems so unreal to me.
An' my heart an' me, we'd made so many plans.
But that's all over now, there's nothin' left to do.
But do you mind too much if I don't understand?

I Just Dropped By

I just dropped by to see the house I used to live in
I hope that you don't mind I won't stay very long
So long ago someone I lived here together and then so suddenly I found myself alone
I couldn't stand the thought of living here without her
And so I moved away to let my memories die
But my memories outlived my own judgement
This may sounds strange to you but I just thought I'd drop by
The very door you're standing in she used to stand there
And wait for me to come home every night
And when I'd see her standing there I'd run to meet her
These things were on my mind so I just thought I'd drop by
I guess that I should leave someone just might not understand
And I'm aware of how the neighbors like to cry
But you can tell them all today a most I'm happy man
Was in the neighborhood and he just thought he'd drop by

I Just Drove By

I always go the other way but my car drove me down today
To a little house on the older side of town
Back when things were never hard I used to play there in that yard
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
Cokes were just a nickel then and across the street at the five and ten
A lot of things were cheap and square and strange
And the life that we had might have been but it was one we loved believin' in
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
I wondered now if love is still the way it was back then
I need to know that life is still a place worth livin' in
There it is just like it was a house where there was always love
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
[ guitar ]
In a world that seen it's better days it's good to know some things remain the same
Though standing still is not times way
Take to heart while in it's spring oh love is just a fragile thing
And I just drove by to see if things had changed
I wondered now if love is still...
I just drove by to see if things had changed

I Let My Mind Wander

I let my mind wander
And what did it do?
It just kept right on goin'
Until it got back to you
I let my mind wander

Can't trust it one minute
It's worse than a child
Disobeys without conscience
It's drivin' me wild
When I let my mind wander

Try to keep my mind busy
On thoughts of today
But invariably memories
Seem to lure it away

My lonely heart wonders
If there'll ever come a day
When I can be happy
But I can't see no way
'Cause I let my mind wander

I try to keep my mind busy
With thoughts of today
But invariably mem'ries
Seem to lure it away

My lonely heart wonders
If there'll ever come a day
When I can be happy
But I can't see no way
'Cause I let my mind wander

I Love The Life I Live

I see you watchin’ me just like a hawk
I don’t mind the way you talk
But if you touch me something’s got to give
I live the life I love and I love the life I live

My diamond ring and my money too
Tomorrow night they could belong to you
The girl move me at their will
I live the life I love and I love the life I live

I may lay a hundred on a bet this time
Tomorrow night can’t cover your dime
Next week I could be over the hill
I’m just tryin’ to tell you people how I feel

You see me rockin’ as I pass you by
Don’t talk about me cause I could be high
Just forgive me if you will
I live the life I love and I love the life I live

Well, I may lay a hundred on a bet this time
Tomorrow night can’t cover your dime
Next week I could be over the hill
I’m just tryin’ to tell you people how I feel

You see me rockin’ as I pass you by
Don’t talk about me cause I could be high
Just forgive me if you will
I live the life I love and I love the life I live

I Love You A Thousand Ways

I love you I'll prove it in days to come I swear it's true darling you're the only one
I've been so blue and lonesome since you've gone
I love you I'll prove it a thousand ways
I'll be nice and sweet to you and no more will you be blue
I'll prove I love you every day all kinds of ways
So darling please wait please wait until I'm free
There'll be a change a great change made in me
I love you and there'll never be blue days I love you and I'll prove it a thousand ways
[ piano ]
I'll be nice and sweet to you...