"Thanks For The Memories"
 
a friendship slowly deteoriates.
a hand that pushes us apart.
i remember when you were the one, that i would turn to.
when nothing you had thought was wrong, we were the invincible ones.
thanks for the memories now that you're gone.
what the fuck should i think when you let everything get in your way?
so much holds you down so much holds you back.
are you the same?
maybe i've changed.
now we're stuck together, and our hatred grows stronger for each other.
and it tears me apart knowing you're fucked in the head,
and everything is all for you,
and fuck me for caring and sticking around.
fuck you for holding me down.
we were the invincible ones.
what went wrong?

"More Life In The Monitors"
 
this is what i do, me here in front of you.
this is my life, this is my everything.
it's in my heart, help me keep it dear,
and i will fight to keep my dreams alive.
you here with us, there's nowhere else i want to be.
this is the one thing we can't let fade away.
this is our life.
it's what drives us to go on.
this is our life.
no one can hold us back.

"Fixing Broken Hearts"
 
you can't imagine how much this fucking hurts.
how torn apart my mind has become.
i need to spare myself, from these endless tears.
i no longer want to look into the mirror.
i'm tired of being strong.
do you ever feel so alone, your own existence goes unnoticed.
yes, i'm talking about myself,
i'm not afraid to say i'm so tired of impressing you.
have you ever rebelled against everything you believed, how fucked is that?
this needs to be for me i need to fix this broken, fix this broken heart.
one day rejection will be off my doorstep,
and your eyes will fill with the passion that pumps through my veins
and falls from my eyes.
you are my demise.
and through it kisses my heart, i am still broken.

With Devils Amongst Us All (2006)



1.   A Trigger Full Of Promises
2.   I Know Hollywood And You Ain't It
3.   And Hope To Die
4.   Plastic
5.   Try.Fail.Repeat
6.   The Haunted
7.   And The Dead Walk Again
8.   Another Day, Another Idiot
9.   No Saving Me
10.   Welcome Home
11.   With Devils Amongst Us All

"A Trigger Full Of Promises"
 
Do you forgive me?
You never lost your sight
So scream your heart out
To reject one more TIME

This tragic, need for hope
Won't give up
It's what, keeps us alive
Now who will survive
In this game of chance
Now hold out your hand
And give me
This final kiss

If I load this gun, would you hold in your heart and give your life for love?

So bleed (SO BLEED)
This hate (THIS HATE)
With me
And fight these broken dreams

If I load this gun, would you give your life for love?

So bleed (SO BLEED)
This hate (THIS HATE)
With me
And fight these broken dreams!

This is more than hopeless romantics
I will never let it die
I walk the line
And your daybreak eyes
The whispers,
And the brand new scars
The brand new scars

Do you forgive me?
We will never let this die
We scream our hearts out
To reject one more TIME

If I load this gun, could you hold it to your heart and give your life, your love?

So bleed,
This hate
With me
And fight these broken dreams

So bleed
This hate
And fight these broken dreams

If I load this gun will you hold it to your heart and give your life for love?

So bleed (SO BLEED)
This hate (THIS HATE)
With me
And fight these broken dreams
And fight these broken dreams

And fight
FIGHT
FIGHT
FIGHT
FIGHT

These broken dreams

"I Know Hollywood And You Ain't It"
 
Your mechanical eyes show how empty you are inside
Night after night you walk through the door searching hoping, rotting and dying
What about this life keeps you going
Are you willing to kill this
One after another you line up to seen
Hollow, wide eyed, drama queen
Are you willing to kill this cheap show

If you are looking for the time of your life you've got it
Searching, hoping and slowly rotting if you are looking for the time
You've got it
All dolled up your selling and buying lies you buy their lies
Let's kill this cheap creep show

To all boys and girls with empty mouth and empty hands
What would you give to have it all to all the boys and girls what
Would you give to have it all
You've got look your best
Dress to impress if you're going to sell us the perfect image

"And Hope To Die"
 
The world been against you from day one
Tomorrows never promised, night has just begun
So sing with me we're all fucked
Cause this your hell and this is your heaven
Unlearn what you know burn all you've been give

I sing this song hoping that you still care
Cause we still care
That all the broken dreamers are living this nightmare

This was written when my heart and mind defined contradiction
There was nothing I could have done those days play on and on
Now I cannot see what's written on your grave
I saw the white flag raised from miles away

I'm sorry not being there
Twice in one year

You must have felt so alone
Terrified of a hollowed home
The only thing hopeless is death
Desperate hope made you cry out
Someone end the pain
The only thing hopeless is death

"Plastic"
 
A damaged past is haunting me
Creeps in won't let me breathe
I can't quite grasp psychotic thoughts (and me) the troubles lie beneath
We won't back down its far too late
Paying the price of endless pain our love, our hate
Which on will you embrace

Now I can't pretend
To live this life of plastic happiness
This plastic happiness

Because one chance is all we get to kill the questions in our minds
Just one more chance to turn around this life

Break through the structure that we see
Reach true surroundings that we seek
And force the path we know is right
This won't conquer quietly
We won't back down its far too late
Paying the price of endless pain our love, our hate

Which on will you embrace

I'm so sad to say I've watched this tragedy take everything away from me
I write words for my own survival
If you don't hear them then they mean nothing at all

I won't live like this
In plastic happiness

"Try.Fail.Repeat"
 
It's time to take back your life
So what if we showed an unbuttoned smile
Could it break the lock to our true thoughts of insecurities
That we never speak

How about we love ourselves without underlying hatred
Respect for one another, no battle scars told
That means friends are not come and go
No overwhelming dramatic ending

We will try, we will try, we will try,
It's time to start the change, what do you say
Our lives at stake

So raise your glass up high we're through with bitter alibis
Here's to new beginnings that need no fixing first
Here's to a romantic life of bittersweet compromise
A lifetime full of endings that smile at what were worth

Shout out how you feel, listen to yourself
Throw away pieces your unresolved crash course
Will depend on me, reckless with purpose
Work towards living a life worth living right

Here's to new beginnings
For what its worth

"The Haunted"
 
We must survive

This is a wake up call
To all who their eyes
This is our hope,
Hopeless beaten strife

You kill the messenger not to hear it
It doesn't mean it never happened
It doesn't mean it never happened

This is our mission statement to go show the world
We must survive

We've been dealt
There's nothing left to chance
And the ending of this story
Is not filled with catchy hooks
So save your
It will all be o.k. anthems
And it's not getting any better
No it's not getting any better

This is where we stand
I hope you're ready to end this tragedy