"Discovering The Waterfront"
 
I will promise myself I won't care
distracting myself from your stare
and I've seen this mistake once before
with your games I will never fall for
I've hung up my guns
I won't kill again

I won't forget you (I won't forget you)
I'm not gonna let you win (I'm not gonna...)
but I'm tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it's not gonna change

You ask for my heart
you know that I'm down
but not the way you lie to me,
you tear it all apart and beg for me to stay
I've sailed off to sea (sailed off to sea),
I'm not coming back

I won't forget you (I won't forget you)
I'm not gonna let you win (I'm not gonna...)
but I'm tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it's not gonna change

Counting down
Make that sound
And you know it makes no sense
Counting down
Till you mess around
And I know you can't ever change
When I'm trembling,
Thrown overboard
And I'm ready to relive the past
Counting down
Make that sound
Break the silence

Pretend it's not forever,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll feel better,
One day when I can make it through.

I won't forget you (I won't forget you)
I'm not gonna let you win (I'm not gonna...)
but I'm tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it's not gonna change (It's not gonna change)

I won't forget you (Counting down...)
I'm not gonna let you win (Counting down...)
but I'm tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it's not gonna change

"Defend You"
 
I'm lying down
and you can't see why
I've gone to sleep

Try to relate
can't give in to your temptations (temptations)

All your hopes and dreams,
washing away silently
forget everything you taught me (you taught me)
when I looked up to you

Fall to your knees
and give up your aspirations (aspirations)
falling to your knees

[Chorus:]
So how can you expect
me to just close my eyes
and forget your mistakes?
defending you is getting
harder everyday, day

I'm breaking down
the ending's near,
the final call to make it through (make it through)
you'll choose
try to relate, forget everything
you taught me (you taught me)
when I looked up to you

[Chorus]

I'll look inside myself for strength
like a million times before
You'll never let it in because
I know you said
I know you said
I know, I know, I know, I know

Fall, how can you let it go? (let it go)
how can you be this way?
I'll never forget (never forget)
where I come from, where I've been
I'll never become you

[Chorus x2]

"My Heroine"
 
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in every time.

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself (myself).
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.

Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

I will save myself!

"Always And Never"
 
This was my fate, giving in
To your lips, to your eyes
I should have known
It would come back to haunt me
Crooked smile, the reflection in your eyes
That shows my weakness for
Beautiful mistakes,
Something that I know you've seen before,
I'm not the first
Set the trap, I'm falling for it every time

I can't believe
Everyone knew from the start
This would come back to haunt me
I can't stand to see you now!
How could I ever trust you?

Take it back to the streets,
I'll start again
I'll never look back,
I'll never look back, back

How do you feel?
I bet you don't feel anything!
Don't have a heart attack
Don't have a heart attack
But I won't stop you

Flying high, razor blades make perfect lines,
On just about anything you want
Broken pores spill out, everything you want to say,
It shows my weakness for

Falling in love with
My wallowing despair that shines in black
It consumes me, I'll take it back
I'll build it back to what it was

I can't believe everyone knew from the start
This would come back to haunt me
I can't stand to see you now!
How could I ever trust you?

Take it back to the streets,
I'll start again
I'll never look back,
I'll never look back, back

How do you feel?
I bet you don't feel anything!
Don't have a heart attack
Don't have a heart attack
But I won't stop you

I can't believe everyone knew from the start
This would come back to haunt me
I can't stand to see you now!
How could I ever trust you?

Cut me out, of your life
Like its nothing, like I'm nothing!
Make believe you can love,
That it's better, that your better!

Part of me is gone
You've taken
You've taken
You've taken
You've taken

Part of me is gone,
You've taken
You've taken
Pieces from me

Take it back to the streets,
I'll start again
I'll never look back,
I'll never look back, back

How do you feel?
I bet you don't feel anything!
Don't have a heart attack
Don't have a heart attack
But I won't stop you

You won't stop, you'll never change
You won't stop, you'll never change

"Already Dead"
 
You won't find me here
the place that you expected me to be
in my bed on the second floor
I'm outside your house
I'm closing in on you
and all the times you smiled
you said hello and thought I was ok
I was planning your final struggle

[Chorus]
When you wake up I'll be there
when you see me you'll be on your back again
(when you, when you, when you, when you)
know you're already dead
you'll love me too

You will find me here
the place you least expected me to be
breaking through your basement window
I'm outside your room
I can hear you breathe
and all the times you laughed
you shook my hand and thought I was your friend
I was planning your tragic ending

[Chorus]

You'll look down on me, with eyes of endless tragedy
try and stop the pain, but there's never closure
find your solace in what you could have been

When they look for me, the evidence is buried deep
try to guide the way into the darkness

[Chorus]

Looking down on me through eyes that never stop crying
looking down on me, will you ever look away?

"Three Hours Back"
 
Let's go!

Indifference grows, indifference feeds on me
A sickness fills the pathways where I breathe
Miles away from where I want to be, want to be

One day you will see!
Nothing is this simple, this simple
One day you will see!
It takes its toll on me, toll on me

Hey! Lie awake and wait out all those
Days! Till I finally come home
Changed and jaded, everything that I hate
I'll be there...

Trading in my youth, for broken wings
As I slowly watch you
Walk away, so walk away
Will you stay, will you stay, will you walk away?

Fall asleep to flashing screens and paper cuts, yeah
Waking up with vacant eyes and broken hearts again

One day you will see!
(One day you will see!)
Nothing is this simple, this simple
One day you will see!
(One day you will see!)
It takes its toll on me, toll on me

Hey! Lie awake and wait out all those
Days! Till I finally come home
Changed and jaded, everything that I hate
I'll be there...

"Call It Karma"
 
Blame it on the weather, but I'm a mess
And this February darkness has me hating everyone
And I know I need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
And the longer I lay here I know it's harder to get up
without you

[Chorus:]
Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

Find me something out there that's making sense
And it's just another trend carefully hidden in your dress
And the cycles neverending and the fashions overdone
And the further that I run away, the further I'll come back
to shelter...

[Chorus]

You are the fire on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I'd rather burn than fall
It isn't fate that took us all by storm
It's just the turn of a card

[Chorus]

You are the fire on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I'd rather burn than fall
It isn't fate that took us all by storm,
It's just the turn of a card

Goodbye, old friend
Goodbye, goodnight
I'll move on
You'll call it fate, I'll call it karma
We had our time, it was fun
while it lasted

I'll look back with honor
and no regrets
I won't be mad, won't feel bad
These memories will never leave me
Don't be sad
cause life goes on, life goes on
It's getting too late
Tomorrow is here

"Rodeo Clown"

Originally by Lifetime
 
Did you know that I kept it for a year.
All these times I figured you'd be here.
HEY!

The last time I saw you, I tried to move right through the crowd.
And I was calling your name, but the band played too loud.
The last time I saw you, I tried to move right through the crowd.
WAS CALLING YOUR NAME BUT THE BAND PLAYED LOUD!

Note that I kept it for a year.
All these times I figured you'd be here
GO!

The last time I saw you, I tried to move right through the crowd.
And I was calling your name, but the band played too loud.
THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU, I TRIED TO MOVE RIGHT THROUGH THE CROWD!
WAS CALLING YOUR NAME BUT THE BAND PLAYED LOUD!

Rodeo clown.
Rodeo clown.
Did you know?
Rodeo clown.
RODEO CLOWN!

Arrivals And Departures (2007)



1.   Sound Of The Sun
2.   Bodies And Words
3.   If You Could See Into My Soul
4.   Worlds Apart
5.   My Disaster
6.   Still Dreaming
7.   The Sand Will Turn To Glass
8.   Here Today, Gone Tomorrow
9.   Vanity And Greed
10.   Love With Caution
11.   True Romance
12.   Rain Will Fall / BestBuy Bonus Track
13.   Falling Down / BestBuy Bonus Track

"Sound Of The Sun"
 
You've cast these scars across my face
You can't bring me down.
You think I'll never be the same.

Go!

And I don't know what's wrong with me,
I wanted to be all the things you need,
All the things you need.

And now I'm standing here alone,
I'm waiting for it all to come and go,
All to come and go.

Maybe I just have to let it go...

Make it up, make it up when you're not around.
Break it up, break it up, can't you hear the sound of the sun
Rising from the ground

Make it up, make it up when you're not around.
Break it up, break it up, do you always wanna be the one
Running from yourself

You!

And nothing's ever as it seems
When all your dreams exist in memories,
Exist in memories.

And all the trauma takes its toll.
I don't remember all our common goals,
All our common goals.

Maybe you just have to let me know...

Make it up, make it up when you're not around.
Break it up, break it up, can't you hear the sound of the sun
Rising from the ground

Make it up, make it up when you're not around.
Break it up, break it up, do you always wanna be the one
Running from yourself

You've cast these scars across my face
You can't bring me down.
You think I'll never be the same.

Go! Go! Go!

It's not you i'm afraid of
But I'm not scared of myself
You'll lie with or without me
You'll never need my help

Maybe I just have to let it go,
I have to let it go...

Make it up, make it up when you're not around.
Break it up, break it up, can't you hear the sound of the sun
Rising from the ground

Make it up, make it up when you're not around.
Break it up, break it up, do you always wanna be the one
Running from yourself