To Be Loved


Listen up, turn it up and rock it out
party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
this is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some fucking respect
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal.

Go!

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I want domination
I want your submission
I see you’re not resisting
To this temptation
I’ve got one confession
A love deprivation
I’ve got a jet black heart
It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I’ve got another confession
I fell to temptation
And there is no question
There was some connection
I’ve got to follow my heart
No matter how far
I’ve gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

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The Paramour Sessions (2006)


To Be Loved
Alive (N' Out Of Control)
Crash
The World Around You
Forever
I Devise My Own Demise
Time Is Running Out
What Do You Do?
My Heart Is A Fist
No More Secrets
Reckless
The Fire
Roses On My Grave
SOS

Alive (N' Out Of Control)


For crying out lord I'm running from a comedown
God forbid i know i've been a letdown
Reaching for the sky while leaving in a gutter
Kicking and screaming i am singing bloody murder
I'm alive when i'm vulnerable
I'm out of control, i'm losing my soul
I can't be your angel when i'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when i'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and i don't want your help
Don't try and save me go take care of yourself
I'm alive! Sick of the pain I'm sick of the sorrow
Sick of today i'm sick of tomorrow
I'm addicted to the misery in my head
I better stop before i end up dead

So i climb to the top just to fall to the bottom
And i climb to the top just to fall to the bottom

Crash


I refuse to be your victim i refuse to be your slave
I keep on burning my bridges
I keep on fucking up everything
Running from desperation god knows where i've been
I don't know where i'm headed
But i'm going too fast i think i'm going to crash
I'm going to crash
I'm going to crash, to crash
It is time for annihilation its time to be a criminal
No time for his hesitation time to be an animal
Looking at my reflection i don't like what i see
So i ask myself a question
Do i got what i want or do i got what i need?
I'm not afraid of the future
Of spinning right out of control
I don't know where i'm headed
But i'm going too fast i think i'm going to crash
I refuse to be a victim, i don't want to fall again
I know where i'm headed
God knows where i've been...
Live-love-life!
Live-love-fight!

The World Around You


Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love we only fell apart
I'm getting lonely, i need somebody to hold me
I thought i'd never miss her
She cut me out o f her pictures
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life your living?
Somebody tells the truth, somebody lives a lie
I can see right through, the story is in your eyes
I know what they're saying, there is no need for explaining
There will be nothing better than when i burn all your letters
We never fell in love we only fell apart
We only fell apart
So we pick up the pieces and put 'em together
We said this was gnoa last forever
We never fell in love we only fell apart
Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love we only fell apart

Forever


In the brightest hour of my darkest day
I realized what isw rong with me
Can't get over you. can't get through to you
It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start
Take thses memories that are Haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors
He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her...
Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever
Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl... little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroine-in this moment i'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I'm never forgiven..this broken heart of mine
One last kidd before i go
Dry your tears, it is time to let you go
One last kiss

I Devise My Own Demise


I can't control everything
And i can't forget just what i've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than i am today
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing
It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone (notherfuck it, goodbye!)
I just want you to take, take me back home
To a better place that i've never known
That i've never known
I can't control everything (death is the only way out!)
And i can't forget just what i've seen (death is the only way out!)
These memories take me away
To a better place that i am today
Than i am today
...this life i'm losing (this life i'm losing)
I devise my...own demise

Time Is Running Out


Woah-o, woah-o, yeah, yeah
You say I'm looking really bad, you say I'm looking really sick
And I don't even care I never really did
So when push comes to shove and I slap you in the face
Just remember one thing...
When its time to fill the void my whole life has been destroyed
And everyone around me says my time is running out
I refuse to surrender, I refuse to surrender
So when I'm out of control and I'm out of my m ind
Just remember one thing, I think I'm just fine
So catch me when I fall, I won't remember a thing at all
So catch me when I fall

What Do You Do?


I got a one-way ticker on a hell-bound train
With nothing to lose and nothing to gain
Nobody ever taught me how to live
I'm feeling like i'm lost- like i'll never be found
I'm twisted and i'm turned around
Nobody ever taught me how to love
I'm hurting everbody i'm hurting myself
I'm desperate
So what do you do
When it all comes down on you?
Do you run and hide
Or face the truth?
If you were to tell me that i'd die today
This is what i'd have to say
I never really had the time to live
And if you were to give me just another chance
Another life, another dance
All i really want to do is love
I'm hurting everybody
I'm hurting myself
I'm desperate
When all is said and done you could be the one
With open arms and open eyes
You're jumping off the edge and hoping you can fly
Accept your fate for what it is
Into the great unknown
...got a one-way ticket on a hell-bound train
With nothing to lose and nothing to gain...

My Heart Is A Fist


I surrender,
I know I've been a pretender
You can have this guilt this misery i wear so well
I wave my flag i sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before i do any harm
I surrender
i know I've been a pretender

I'm living a dead life I'm staring into the headlights
Of a gateway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight

Crash and burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life
I'm burning under the spotlight

[Chorus:]
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again

Take a look at these hollow eyes- one last look before i say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare i feel like can never escape

So watch me fall from grade-watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover i feel i can never escape my fate

[Chorus]

I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
You don't notice me
I'm screaming while i pray
While i pray
While i pray
You don't notice me
I'm sick of you...
I am done with you...

[Chorus]

No More Secrets


I live the days of war
I live the nights of love
I suffer to survive
I gotta gotta gotta stay alive
I hear the battle cries
Their fists are in the sky
I know what i'm fighting for...
No more secrets no more lies
See right through your alibis
Take a look into my eyes
No more secrets no more lies
This is a call to arms
It's time to go to war
It's time to rant and rave
Gotta gotta gotta make a change
Down on the devil street
Is there everybody melts
I know what i'm fighting for...
What does around comes around baby!
You'll get yours one day, that's right!
I want it all i want it now!
Make no mistake, give it to me straight...
What goes around comes around baby!
You'd get yours one day, that's right!