ALL THESE CRADLES' BLANKETS WILL NEVER VEIL MY WHOLE SUBSTANCE

I hear the sound of those heavenly bells
You're keeping away from me
I see the grace of those spiritual signs
You're keeping away from me


I've found this sea of thousand mermaids beaming with
gladness
But when I try to touch their figures, they vanish with
laughter


When all you've got to do is stay
And all you've got to say is "My love"
All you've got to do is leave
Cause all that I am is nothing, nothing


I taste the tang of those devious lies
You're telling me, oh, with a sneer
I feel the pain of this half-hearted love
You're offering me with your scorn


I've found this house of thousand bedrooms waiting in
silence
But all these cradles' blankets never veil my whole
substance

ALWAYS ON MY MIND

Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that youre mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, Im sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

ANAESTHESIA

She woke me up at night
To carry me outside
We hid in deeper forests
And fainted in the dark
Anaesthesia
Anaesthesia
Shining, brilliant darkness
No more need to run
Oh, tonight is the night of my life
And tomorrow is the first day of my life
Cause you are there to hold me
And I sing
I wallow in sounds of flapping wings
Flying in darkness while she sings
Oh my lord, I will be

BIRCH

You're the goddess of my daydreams
You're the diving suit to my body
You're the one I will never touch
You're the swanlike birch
Recompense me for my longing
Sugar-coat and eat me, my Venus
Cleanse my blood with your juice
Like a swanlike birch
You're the goddess of my daydreams
You're the diving suit to my body
You're the speed I lack when I'm fleeing
You're the hiding place for my torn heart
You're the one I will never touch
You're the swanlike birch

BLUE SOLDIER NIGHT

You lay your head into my lap
I strike your face
The taxi rushes through the night
I'm endlessly far away
Blue soldier moment
Oh sweet, grown-up woman
We're hovering, gliding in the opposite
of home
It is stickily-white, like heroin, thick,
and it carries death in itself
Don't worry, I will not try to sleep with you,
I say
Staggering through your Kafkaesque
dungeon
One thousand rooms
Losing myself there in your multiplicity and
being blissful
Time is stretching toughly like plasticine
It is dark around me
I finally find your bed
Am I torturing you, darling? you ask
We pass away
I'm holding your black curly head
in my arms
Breathing heavily and deeply
My heart is running
Oh night, oh grown-up woman, oh heroin
Sticky-white death
I'm choking, craning my neck
into the heavy night air
Oh Yoon, your hair, bristly and smoky
I'm inhaling your smell
Our bodies full of sebum
Our lungs blackened
Death is lying in wait
But heaven is where hell is
The hell of decompensation pukes emotion
Pure emotion
Only emotion
Eternal emotion
I am nothing but emotion, no human being,
no son, never again son
Only art, purity
Yoon, heroine, the detour has washed me
to your shore
Where are you now?
I'm lying here in your arms, in the Glaslights
of your brothel
Oh, lock me up in your grown-up heart

COURT MY EYES ALONE

Every day I wake with the sunlight in my eyes
Every day I wake with a lonesome heart to cry
Until you call me
Until you wake me up
Until you wonder to court my eyes alone
Until you wonder to court my eyes alone

But don't you leave me
And don't deceive me
I'm coming out to call and doubt my way
Don't you leave me
Don't deceive me
I'm coming out my way

CREEP

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.

DAYLIGHT

I can see the daylight
And I feel it's right
That she's flowing now
She's flowing 'til it's through
A never-ending darkness
A never-ending night
Now she flies away
To walk upon the clouds

Can you hear me singing?
Can you see me lying
Down on the floor
Still laughing like a child?
My head is full of voices
My head is full of lights
So please let me go
Please let me run away

Silly laughing when I come home
There's just no reason to call
I try to leave you to forget you
I try to leave you to love you
try to leave you to love
leave to love you

I can see the daylight
And I feel it's right
That she's flowing now
She's flowing 'til it's through
A never-ending darkness
A never-ending night
Now she flies away
To walk upon the clouds

Silly laughing when I come home
There's just no reason to call
I try to leave you to forget you
I try to leave you to love you
try to leave you to love
leave you to love you

Silly laughing when I come home
There's just no reason to call
I try to leave you to forget you
I try to leave you to love you
try to leave you to love
leave you to love you

DAZE OF NOTHING

A burn in a daze
A daze of nothing
And I can't feel
I feel nothing
The first time in my life
I am dead
The first time in my life
I'm not sad

And I walk to my own grave
And I watch the sun go down
I walk to my own grave
And I watch the sun go down

I'm lying in a bed
A bed of nothing
And I can see the stars
Flying above me
The first time in my life
I can see
And I see you
You're flying inside of me

But the wind is still cold
Though I am dead
The first time in my life
I can feel myself
The first time in my life
I'm not sad

EVERYTHING INSIDE ME IS ILL

I feel the sunlight's pouring rain
And I don't feel like I am sane
It keeps on running through my head
Oh, everything is ill

I'm hiding under thunderclouds
Neurosurgeon, help me out
I'm strung out falling to the ground
Oh, everything is ill

Lightning in your eyes
Sunlight in your hair
How I love you today
Hold me in your arms
It's endlessly insane
How I love you today
How I love you today