18 DEGREES

From side to side
Can't get no sleep
The music just annoys
Sentences on repeat

Standing between the cold
And the warm
Opens and closes his eyes
Standing between the dark
And the light
Grey an 18 degrees

Wakes up but doesn't know if
He slept
Opens his eyes but doesn't know if
They were closed
Got a message on his answering machine
Nobody's home
No his not home

ARIE FOR MY KING

Violin play my song
These notes are made of tones
Candle burn my flame
This fire is made of water
My eyes are now dry to see
The road a head of me

Ocean play my scream
These notes are made of cream
I have searched to find answers
Ocean play my yell
My throat is now clear to sing
An arie for my king

BEAUTY QUEEN

Beauty queen
Follow all the way under
There is lightening and thunder
At my road
But i know you will find secrets lying
All around when you're dying
From yourself
In my well

Trust me i am right here behind you
Shouting so you can know when to turn
Trust me i have walked here before
And i know every shore in this well
You can dwell here

BEFORE SHE GOES TO BED

She's tired
Just speaking with her eyes
Before she goes to bed
Not up some long conservation
Her feet's a bit cold
Her smile a bit old

Has not been eating for a while
Has not been drinking
It's like she's captured in her body
She just longs to get out
Someday just run
Run without thinking of her breath

She just longs to let her thoughts fly
And run with her white long dress
Through long fields
Brown and wild
Like a child
Like them

BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

ust to get these thoughts in order
This is not an easy life
Still my burdens are cast over
To a man which i call friend
Have your way in me
I cry out my soul screams
Have your way in me

Tired of confusions
This power is so strong i know
My feelings are quarreling with me again
But I know that i am right
Love that grips me
Love that holds me closer than a man can ever do
Love that grips me
I whisper softly behind closed doors
I love you

BURN THE BOOKS

Burn the books
They are telling me too many things
Got the looks
I guess that's all that matters
Give me space
I have already all i can get
More and more, more and more
And more

Find my star
I've looked at it for answers
I've got scars
From people telling me directions
Bury me
Hide me from my future
Want to have
Those camel knees I've heard of
Heard of

Pray with me
Pray for better mornings
Hard to fill
All my expectations
Cry with me
Cry for the forgiveness
From the Only One
The Only One can give us

HIDDEN POETRY

she stole my sentence, stole my pen
i tried my best to get it back again
she hit me hard with a strong hand
i made a grin and left the land

i missed the train, i can't get home
got no more money on my phone
i sleep outside and here i'll stay
'couse once i'm here, wont go away

poetry written so noone
can hear
my nervous scream, my endless
fear
my dream

all my words chosen carefully
will not stand in the way, will not jump
in the sea
where is the hope, where is the truth
(my answers are drowed in the name of my youth)
i press my nose against the floor
won't do it again - never done it before
my belly buttons starts to burn
the greates concern is what i earn

poetry...

shake her hand
and leave her
take her tounge and say her words
society can't be explained
i'll leave it to the birds

HIDING PLACE

Where is my hiding place if not in thy castle
Pain steams from my self minded heart
Forrest of words i'm lost in your darkness
Silence are you an enemy or a friend
Reconsidering my constructions
I have built up a tower
I have built up a shelter
With stones of words
My mind's throwing words back at me
I scream
Where is the heart
Where is he heart of man

Where is the steadfast joy
If not in thy presence
Empty empty empty i burn down
Oh consuming fire take me over
To what i no longer understand
Reconsidering my constructions
I have built up a tower
I have built up a shelter
With stones of words
I can hear you
And i lay down my sword
As i cry holy holy holy

I ONCE HEARD A BOY

I once heard a boy who said "god is asleep"
I ripped off my clothes and i started to weep
As i cried out and yelled and i stamped my feet
To wake him up

I once heard a girl who said that "god is dead"
My soul started shaking and so did my head
And i could not protest because i lost my voice
And my world started to rumble

I went to the doctor, i went to the shrink
They gave me some pills, and they told me to think
They suggested to me that i'd lay down and rest
It would pass in year maybe two

Well, i ran to the mountains, i climbed to the top
The wind started blowing and lifted me up
As i flew over the city i heard that my name
Was spoken tenderly

I went to the doctor, i went to the shrink
They gave me some pills, and they told me to think
They suggested to me that i'd lay down and rest
It would pass in year maybe two

I once heard a boy who said "god is asleep"
I ripped of my clothes and i started to weep
How to tell them about my believe

IT'S NOT A MATTER OF

I don't say that it ain't an offer
I don't say it won't give me pain
It's not a matter of season
I've given this away
But the joy it brings is so much greater
And the fear is so much less
I don't say i'll always be smiling
I don't say all days will be bright
It's not a matter of season
I've given this away
But my heart can't stop the beating
And my feet can't stop the dance