"Alone I Break"

Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come? (more to come)

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? [x2]

"Y'All Want A Single"

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom

What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x4]

What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and
We're still knocking the need to bow down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x4]

We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All Across the world you think we're to found
All Across the world you're breaking you down

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that shit [x4]
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x6]

"Twisted Transistor"

Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister
Listening to your Twisted Transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up, turn it up
The wind is coming through
Can't get enough

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]

Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

Hey you, hey you, finally you get it
The world ain't fair, eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast, your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess

A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]

Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do [x4]

Hey you, hey you, this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt
Says who? Says who?
Anesthetize this bitch
Anesthetize this bitch, anesthetize!
Just let me be
Between you and them things

Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor

"Politics"

Everyone's corrupt
You should just shut up
Lay down, back off
The demon you disrupted

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think that's the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?

Everybody's raped
Lying to your face
Kick's you in the gut
Slayed you here all messed up

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think that's the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?

Tiny ?? in your soul (and they remain there)
Darkest life in the deepest hole (you sit and pray there)
All the deals from the things you've done (you wouldn't ever work for)
What you thought was so much fun (you have to pay for)

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think that's the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics

Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics!



"Hypocrites"

Your messiah was never mine [x10]

Hypocrites!
Weeping rows of Jerrimiah
Drops of blood drip off your medals
Representing all our tears
in a ring of burning metal

How you wanna be, what you gonna say
it doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay

Sorcerers ?? Satan's come
To define the what and why
People travel across this earth
Over water, land, and sky

How you wanna be, what you gonna say
it doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay

Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
Pay the ?? they're touching on they're dates, stand by
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine

Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Weeping rows of Jerrimiah
Purity unlike no other
Offers help to those who need it
Don't forget care to the brother

How you wanna be, what you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay
Little old lady at home
Writing out a check to send
It's all the money that she owns
She believes the world might end

How you wanna be, what you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay

Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
Pay the ?? they're touching on they're dates, stand by
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine

Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine

Hypocrites!

Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
?
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine

Hypocrites! [x4]

"Souvenir"

I never knew what i was gonna be
somebody saw what i couldnt see
and it did me up now
I never thought i could be worthy of
lovin under the sky above
don't let the wondeful
why does everybody have to fit in
you should feel comfortable in the skin
just like me i am the

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

they never knew what i was gonna say
punch me and kick me and drown away
now you know you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
you know who you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
happy child look at that

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness

souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...

stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness




"10 Or A 2-Way"

Press your finger in and out to hold the poison
Lick it dip it and for no particular reason
She crawls on the floor slides against the door
Press your fingers over blossom and it's season

Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2-way
Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Every night every day

Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change

Treasure deep between the places that you hold dear
Can't it hurt to act as if we are in love here?
Lie across this chair fingers everywhere
To define all the angels up above here

Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2-way
Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Every night every day

Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change

When you cum (be a good girl)
Hold your breath (make it last long)
It's a mess (and it's gone)
The little tickle

Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change
Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change



"Throw Me Away"

Flesh wound, flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I assume
That someone hears me when I pray?

Love, full of hate
Don't you love how I pray?

[Chorus]
Don't let them throw me away
Keep me and I'll be okay
Skipping a beat but it plays
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

Screwed up, used up
Crumpled, lying on the floor
Fucked up, shut up
All you did back then was score

I'm feeling weak
Missing parts, incomplete

[Chorus]

Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there forever more
Make a menu for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all that I have to say
Don't let them throw me away

[Chorus]

"Love Song"

Muder!
Your holding my heart, screaming
Motherfucker!
They left me broken, bleeding
Son of!
The man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch!
Who tried to show me their scar

Everything's illuminating
Everything is dedicating
My belief destroyed my hated?
Never get what's over-rated

Love song for the dear departed
Head song for the broken hearted
Arm's to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head-drift for the more hurt bound
One sip of the blood that i found
Lieing here
Im dying here

As in!
The bitch who's worries rain down
Its ok!
We're lieing naked face down

??
Can you see me fasinated?
Your the only thing i've damaged
What you get to be mis-managed

Love song for the dear departed
Head song for the broken hearted
Arm's to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head-drift for the more hurt bound
One sip of the blood that i found
Lieing here
Im dying here
Dying here..

Don't bring me dafadils
Being a boquet of pills
See some drainum
Cracked to the crainum
Protect me when you can
Just strike me when i am
Dieing

Love song for the dear departed
Head song for the broken hearted
Arm's to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head-drift for the more hurt bound
One sip of the blood that i found
Lieing here
Im dying here
Love song for the dear departed
Head song for the broken hearted
Arm's to kill
Or flowers to steal
Head-drift for the more hurt bound
One sip of the blood that i found
Lieing here
Im dying here




Open Up"

What were you thinking
I guess i'll never know
See your eyes thinking
Pupils begin to grow

Drilling you softly
Pulling you in
Making your mind up
What's sick or a sin

[Chorus]
Open up now
Let it all go
I'm quite certain
Say it aint so
You're corrupted by
Some sick fuck
Oh no
Open up now
Head in the sky
Here's the tongue that
Keeps telling lies
Feelings in my mouth
You breathe in but can't brethe out

What you've been taking
It makes you talk
Real slow
How come i'm thinking
You'd be the last
To know

(You'd be the last to know)

Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole

[Chorus]

Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole

Open up now
Let it all go
Open up now
Let it all go

Open up now
Head in the sky
Here's the tongue that
Keeps telling lies
Feelings in my mouth
You breathe in but can't brethe out

You breathe in but can't breathe out




"Coming Undone"

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black bots have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliverance

[Chorus]
Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choke again
I find my demons are my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet chugga gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

[Chorus]

I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like i'm not getting better
Not getting better

[Chorus]

"Getting Off"

Look it buried yourself (go with it)
Is it turning you on? (go with it)
Ill be sittin right here (go with it)
When the time is right (ill stick it)

Licking your own skin, so trippy
Squeezing your own ass, so pretty
Suck the ways it's used for chilling?
When you finally come so pretty

Bitch we have got a problem
There's not enough to get in it

Getting off
Im getting off
Keep getting off
Keep getting off
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
It's not enough
It's not enough
It's more than will ever be enough
Im getting off
Im getting off to you

Dip your hands right in (go with it)
Come on rush my sin (go with it)
You can let me in (go with it)
Wonder where i've been (i'll stick it)

Licking your own skin, so trippy
Squeezing your own ass, so pretty
Suck the ways it's used for chilling?
When you finally come so pretty

Bitch we have got a problem
There's not enough to get in it

Getting off
Im getting off
Keep getting off
Keep getting off
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
It's not enough
It's not enough
It's more than will ever be enough
Im getting off
Im getting off to you

Hold my knees
Lick my treat ?

Fuck im coming
Fuck im coming on you
Im coming
Fuck
Im coming on you

Licking your own skin, so trippy
Squeezing your own ass, so pretty
Suck the ways it's used for chilling?
When you finally come so pretty

Bitch we have got a problem
There's not enough to get in it

Getting off
Im getting off
Keep getting off
Keep getting off
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
It's not enough
It's not enough
It's more than will ever be enough
Im getting off
Im getting off to you




"Liar"

My brother, you love her
But don't give up your instincts
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blink
They're trained to suduce you
Suck you dry quick as they can
They tried to reduce you
Now you're barely a man

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake, don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't give up, fuck her up
One more time, slam that door

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you

Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar

Oh my God
How can you deny the flood
That's flowing through you




"For No One"

I'm getting out
I'm leaving here
I'm kickin' right through this door
I stole your girl
Who was my girl
I always said she's a whore

Must you accelerate
From everything I hate
Now this is my kind of disaster

Break in and take what we want
And then run down liquer store
Pick up our friends
Tell them it's on
Get in
Don't ask what it's for

Sub-Woofer kickin' in
Porn on the TV screen
These spinnin' rims don't go no faster

[Chorus]
We cannive all night
And we're not gonna stop from the pig to no one
Just follow the light
And we're not gonna stop from the pig to no one

We're flippin' off the people
Who dissed on our statures today
We're throwin' bricks right through their windows
And then we drive away

And break this thing around
New things are gooda found
We keep on changin' our direction

Go nots to school but judge the places that caused us hurt
We're gone
If we keep movin' foreward
Maybe we'll forget where we're from

We're gonna shake things up
We're gonna break it down
We built this car with our rejection

[Chorus]

You can never go back not even
If you wanted to know where
You're indeed now
You've been fuckin' them real good lately
One minute you come from zero
Go now

[Chorus X2]





"Seen It All"

I'm an animal
I'm a victim
I'm the answer to your prayers
I'm a witness
On the witchhunt
I'm the monster of the stairs
I'm ghost that's
In the mirror
I'm everything that you fear
I'm the riptide
I'm the soldier
I'm the voice that's in your head

[Chorus]
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
That brought me to my knees
I've done it all
Fucked up
Wasted
Still in my blood
But now inside unseen

I'm the hunted
I'm a predator
I'm the answer to the riddle
I'm the upbeat
I'm the headfuck
I'm the way yarn flips to the middle
I the payer
I'm maniving
I'm the one who's not addicted
I'm illogic
Turn the fuck up
I'm the broken one who fixed it

[Chorus X2]

I'm just a child
With tears in it's eyes
I am holding this gift
That is broken
What do I have left now

I've seen it all
I've done it all
I've seen it all
I've done it all

[Chorus X2]

Now inside unseen

"Tearjerker"

Well I wish there was someone
Well I wish there was someone
To love me

When I used to be someone
And I knew there was someone
That loved me

As I sit here frozen alone
Even ghosts get tired and go home
As they crawl back under the stones

And I wish there was something
Please tell me there's something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
it's just saturated loneliness

Does the silence get lonely?
Does the silence get lonely?
Who knows?
I've been hearing it tell me
I've been hearing it tell me
Go home

Cause the freaks are playing tonight
They packed up and turned out the lights

And I wish there was something
Please tell me there's something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
It's just saturated loneliness

And the bath waters cold
And this life's getting old

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
And I wish I could feel it
Abduct it, corrupt it
But I never can
I never can
Never Can
Never Can
Never Can




It's Me Again Lyrics



I shred your bones to poetry
Yes it's me again
I wreck your positivity
Yes it's me again

I fuck it to watch it bleed
I kick it to make it scream
I am the alternate choice
To some straight life from mercy(?)

You see beauty, I see pain
You see sky and I see acid rain

It's me again, it's me again (it's me again)(x3)
It's me again

I rip your throat out on a whim
Yes it's me again
I only ask for everything
Yes it's me again
I squeeze it to feel it breathe
I smash it to feul this need
I am the antidote for
whatever sickness you feed

You see beauty, I see pain
You see sky and I see acid rain

It's me again, it's me again (it's me again)(x3)

Little Ms. Fucker don't move an inch
Ya'll dumb suckers can't take the heat
Your blood rushing from head to feet
This is what I stand for

All wrong choices that's done to man(?)
All you fuckers know who I am
I'm the living proof that you can
Turn around and say "it's me again"
It's me again

FUCK(x4)

You see beauty, I see pain
You see sky and I see acid rain

It's me again, it's me again (it's me again)(x7)
It's me again

Take A Look In The Mirror



"Right Now"

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]

Shut up!




"Break Some Off"

I am living without you
You think everything will be fine
I find making it hard to lie
Realize nothing is left inside

I'm about to break some fucking off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break some fucking off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break some fucking off
No it won't be fine
I'm about to break some fucking off

My lies is going to hurt you
my fate is not going to wait this time
I play, games just to spite you
I know, you're going to believe this time

I'm about to break some fucking off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break some fucking off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break some fucking off
No it won't be fine
I'm about to break some fucking off

Feel me as I'm laughing
Leaving, eating, fucking
Hating all this bullshit
Maybe I can't stand this
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I can't stand this

Fuck
I'm about to break some fucking off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break some fucking off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break some fucking off
No it won't be fine
I'm about to break some fucking off
Off, off, off, off



"Counting On Me"

Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make them pay

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won't go down
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make them pay

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

Could it really be the day, today?
Could this really make the problems go away?
I'm going to hurt just not in time

Right now!
- I take in all I can now
Right Now!
- You've torn us all part
Right Now!
- There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now [x9]

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave [x2]



"Here It Comes Again"

Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I begin?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they'll maybe end up dead

Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!

Silent it goes away
Patient, oh really should I stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I'm lead

Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!

Oh I must hold on
Oh I won't be gone
Oh I won't stop now
Oh I don't know how

Why I can't hold on?
Why I can't be gone?
Why I can't stop now?
Why I'm don't know how?

Here we go again (again) [x8]

Feeling it grab hold, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I gotta do this right)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!



"Deep Inside"

I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late

Deep Inside, It can't hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made

Deep Inside, It can't hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me
Always they bringing drama to me

Look, look at me now
NOWWWWWWWW

Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I can't stand all this fucking Pain
Please god just go away
Please god just make the pain...



"Did My Time"

Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren't we suppose to be the same
That's why I will never tame
This thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I've got something after me
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren't we suppose to be the same
That's why I will never tame
This thing that's burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really Tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Oh God, the anger's changing me [x2]




"Everything I've Known"

Away, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping in time,
Will bury all this pain
And will awake something inside

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I've known

Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time
Our love just turned to hate
but we stayed by each others side

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I've known

I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong
Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved by my pride
Then we meet again

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything that I've known




"Play Me"
(feat. Nas, JD)

[Nas:]
Everybody's an Enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching nikkid women
do sick stuff on my porn collection on television

[Nas:]
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy [x2]

[Nas:]
Watching my own back
strapped in chrome, to my homies
where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites
with benzene, amen
Look at the trash they biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman
on Apollo theater
imagine that another black with a hook
who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm enraged

[Nas:]
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy [x2]

[JD:]
You fill your lies around me
and you think you've won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done

[JD:]
You think that you can take me
you think that you can play me
you're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me [x5]

[Nas:]
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy [x2]



"Alive"

I can not ever find a way
To throw these darkened thoughts away
Need a place to hide
Its thrown in my face everyday
Guess thats the price I have to pay
For whats inside my mind

A-live! [x8]

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive

A-live! [x8]

Little things tempt me everyday
Lots of pain is how I like to play
Better not cross that line
Voices in my head have to be saved
Its something I cant throw away
Whats inside my mind
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive

I bide my time
I'm intertwined
I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind
(feeling so alive)

A-live! [x4]

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive



"Let's Do This Now"

Run away no where
To chicken shit, two face
I'm gunna go there
The fear I cannot taste
You think you got me (you laugh)
You're gunna tumble down (you laugh)
Keep coming for me (fuck off)
I'll drop you on the ground

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now [x2]

You're gunna feel how (alright)
I really am with you (you're right)
You're going no where (must stop)
Don't really know what to do (you're right)
It's going to go on (fuck off)
Until you run away (alright)
You can't control me
You best do it my way (you won)

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now [x2]

Don't you know that
You can punch me?
Don't you know that
You can bring me down?
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven't stepped across that line
LINE!

Break you down
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through your face, My fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now [x5]



"I'm Done"

We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
It has been lead astray
I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does it have to end this way

Feeling numb, so long
Oh God it's just everything
It's everything
Now I pray for all of them to go away!

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down



"Y'All Want A Single"

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom

What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x4]

What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and
We're still knocking the need to bow down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x4]

We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All Across the world you think we're to found
All Across the world you're breaking you down

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that shit [x4]
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x6]




"When Will This End"

Spinning inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always take shit
Can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on

End
When will this end? [x7]

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?



"One"

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much
too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell