15. Rainroom

We saw it all pass by
And you went by
And I can't control anything
When you said that life can't be what you want
And I really want everything
When I pray
When I believe
I saw it end long before it ended
Life itself turned pale and ended
I saw you cry out acres of your image
Life itself does not heal me
Like a slow scenery
I'm losing all my faith
In lifeless motion
you're walking like you're dead
We saw it all pass by
And you went by
And I can't control anything
When you said that life can't be what you want
And I really want everything

16. Nowhere

Atmosphere decays in me
I fail to convict my useless days
The lack of substance
Circle of downfall
Exit less ways
Into pale wake
Tired attempts to crush the design
It's like nowhere
I cannot sell the plight that is mine
Everything is real
But I'm not here
I've lost my strength somewhere nowhere
Used to care about weather
Used to plan the days that came
Used to try and watch you
Used to know my name
Someone said remember
But I can't remember anything at all
Anything at all

17. At Last

All my presence died today
I breathe to memories
Guess I'm closing down
Torn and tired of my heart's sound
What's worth to me
When life's not around
I will sleep tonight
To sleep tomorrow
If I sleep at last
A promise has been broken
The essence of Love in rust
One in a million
I'm the one turning pale
Any colours to express
Apart from bleak is hard
And where you are
My thoughts are in guilt
So forget me
Forget me not
Time to catch something
Since my ticket says the end
All my flowers withered today
The room is quiet
Gues it's Growing cold
Dead calm without my heart's sound
What's worth to you
When I'm not around
I will sleep tonight
To sleep tomorrow
If I sleep at last

18. Inside The Fall

All noise that breaks my head
I run along the water
You didn't really notice
I've left and gone away
You're like waiting
Incurable disease
Left me waiting
Inside the fall
All waves that traps my breath
I should be in your sight
But you didn't really notice
That I've left and gone away

19. Untrue

I know I said I would be there
But your wish was something else
And many times we said forever
Death believes we are untrue

20. Nerve

High white ways
Shattered by rain
Pale dead walls
Nerves pushed in pain
Red light faced
Mirrors of the dead
People in the archways
Eyes full of lead

Always closing down myself
Lower sights and never see
Worlds of noise and worlds of light
Expecting not to be

High white ways
Shattered by rain
Pale dead walls
Nerves pushed in pain
Red light faced
Mirrors of the dead
People in the archways
Eyes full of lead

Always closing down myself
Lower sights and never see
Worlds of noise and worlds of light
Expecting not to be
Not close enough for you
To hear a breath and steal a sight
But just close enough for me
To take a step and pass you by

21. Saw You Down

As through your shattered eyes
It all came together
And your heart cries
Weeping through the weather
Another way to change your mind
I'm weaker than they say
To leave this all behind
The only way to stay

Don't you know
I'm the end of what will be
And right below us
The last thing you'll see

In the water
I saw you drown
Down the water
I saw you drown

As through my shattered sight
You're no longer here
And my heart cries
Sleeping through the light
Another way to change my mind
Never is the day
To leave it all behind
The only way to stay

Don't you know
I'm the end of what will be
And right below us
The last thing you'll see

In the water
I saw you drown
Down the water
I saw you drown

22. Quite World

Four numbers staring back at me
Displaying the mediocrity of my presence
I'm wasting my day watching them change
The sun with it's blue sky outside
Shining down on all you happy people
I'm wasting my day waiting for rain
Need more methods to end each day
To be happy by living this way

23. Scarlet Heavens

Only for the wind I lay myself down
Feeling this scarlet scent of death
Under ebony shades I dream of a child
Dancing in heaven, dancing in heaven

I must have seen this face before
A monument of shallow sorrows
Under ebony shades a child now dies
But grievance won't regain

Something grasp for my soul
I think it's God
But my sorrow is dragging me down
Through my sins

Where is God in his heaven?
Why am I a twisted mind?
Now I see the light above
But in darkness I must fall

For my soul you pray at last
Will I find my place?
The stench of sorrow that pierces my flesh
Can never be pure

When the blackness overwhelms me
Where shall I turn?
To run away to never look back
To run away from evil

Only for the wind I lay myself down
Feeling this scarlet scent of death
Under ebony shades I dream of a child
Dancing in heaven, dancing in heaven

I must have seen this face before
A monument of shallow sorrows
Under ebony shades a child now dies
But grievance won't regain

Dancing in heaven

The Black Sessions (2005)



1. Teargas
2. Right Into The Bliss
3. Criminals
4. Help Me Disappear
5. Nerve
6. The Future Of Speech
7. Ghost Of The Sun
8. I Am Nothing
9. Deadhouse
10. Passing Bird
11. Sleeper
12. Sulfur
13. No Devotion
14. Chrome
15. A Premonition
16. Dispossession
17. Cold Ways
18. Nightmares By The Sea
19. Oh How I Enjoy The Light
20. Evidence
21. March 4th
22. I Break
23. For My Demons
24. Omerta
25. Tonight's Music
26. Stalemate
27. Wait Outside
28. Fractured
29. Sweet Nurse
30. Black Session