"Dissolve"

Flat on your back
your senses are lost
and you're what you are
Just because you mean what you say
that's not saying
that you're so far in the clean
nothing means anything
last of the pack
your image dissolves
and your life's unresolved
all my children slaughter me
all that was is not to be
all the snakes that are on my bad
look on back and never laugh
nothing leaves your mind
there's nothing that is left behind
nothing 'round you back
beleive me girl relax
I'm in the breeze
belive me
nothing is seen really
All's in the mind
see me
I am a lie
really

"Goals"

Sucking on a rhyme
you know I don't feel right
These dreams they steal all my time
they take it from my eyes
I don't try as much to feel
anything these days
I will try and reach the field
and there I will stay
No time comes to me now
there's nothing i'm for or opposed to
there's nothing I'm really supposed to do
goals discrupt the past
one thing about a life
it's an endless straight line
the dreams I once had
they've taken me for a ride
just show me they way to live
that's all I need
where I don't notice anything
that's where I will be
life doesn't come to me now
and I wouldn't want it to
there's nothing I'd like to do
goals discrupt the past
There's nothing I realize
there's noone I despise
Nothing to hide behind
this time

"A Corner"

I mean it
I wouldn't go ouside and walk around
They may fear for your life
But I've reached this conclusion
everyone's in a corner
face to the wall
I never looked the other way
I'm not allowed to at all
great is my confusion
It never lets me be
no one said to be here
I was punished by me
and there's a weeping fire
that's high as a moutain
and we go all the way up
to the top
great is my confusion
It never lets me down
everyone's in a corner
they'll never turn around

"Repeating"

Everyone's alike here now
when it was right I moved out
back from where I came
Life is a funny game
ending on a calling card
not even knowing where we are
I make a cowardly mistake
where are all the plans we made
here I go again to fall apart
so long
when er meet again I will not be there
beliving in a thing you see to disbelive
all the days that slipped away are repeating
aint you comin' along this time
I'll show you the things that were mine
I'm bleeding from the walls that cry
life has always passed me by
here I go again to fall apart
so long
when we meet again I will not be there
beliving in a thing you see to disbelive
all the days that slipped away are repeating

"What I Saw"

There's one room
There's one light
There's one night
In the fire
In the pain
In the wire
This from me
This one lie
That seems right
Time can't climb
It can't be
It can't see
I see to be right
I fall down tonight
I go to hell to be what I sell
Falling again is such a welcome end
Can the end of today be more than tonight
Echoes of these far reaching sights
Stuck with the pain of knowing you should have tried
Give me your hands
And we'll never die
This love song
It sits wrong
It means jack
The time's right to be wrong
All night long
I feel good
I feel so far away
This is mine
It could be anyday
I saw what I saw
I call up a man
Distance is what gets me right in
I had a hand in everyone losing their place
Never must stop
It's stealing my heart
A moment to squeeze begging on its knees
I know I'll never be right beyond tonight
Give me your hands
And we'll never die

"The World's Edge"

These are different lives
Being lived at the same time
Like holding in to a whole
The world's edge is closer
I'm gonna leap right off her
And that will be the end of me
Intersecting lines
Falling way behind
I'm walking on a rope
Drifting from her
I've never been further
All I know is right
Dreams drift right past me

"Inside A Break"

Inside a break there's only moments that hide
Every mistake is really worth a try
I know a way a lie can be refined
Hand me your cross and run for your life
Any good luck is a falling tree
I'm noone and no one is me
All day to call some kind of faceless guide
Someday you see is just today in a guise
Every pace you go would go without you
The busiest days there's really nothing to do
I go away to turn the dark to light
Don't look at me when you're wondering why
Hymns sound so good to him
Reflections occur within
Unwind so called holes
Language is false but it speaks to me
Places are gone when there's no one to see 'em
I got a pain that spans millions of lives
Going to where we'll dive into the sky
Any old way is a new way to be
There's just no cause for beating anybody
All of us kids we like to climb to fall
Once within there's nothing better at all
Than nowhere

"A Firm Kick"

A firm kick in the pants
This last chance to get things right
This was one time I closed an eye
Looked away from you
Look out for yourself tonight
Sometimes I have to get things right
I never meant what I said to you
To give up all the things that you love to do
I'd never guessed that you'd done me wrong
I'll never accept that dance and song
A little time to adjust
Would be just what we need
I've meant to tell you what I think that you think
When I cross your mind
Forgone
Stressed at the light
Whats wrong with being uptight
I never say what I intend to (at least he knows THAT problem as well..)
But does it mean that much to you
I'd a close call with a glitch in time
Are you really that happy to be mine
No I'm not disguising
All that fighting
And dreams not come true
I will play some light from the sun
The world by my side
I will see down as a forlorn maiden in the sky
And I will play a song of thunder you may recognize
You make a never
Thats forever
Knowing what you deny
When I revisit the past its a blast
I've just gotta move on
I've just let down someone I relied on
And I dont see why
How did we pretty up that speech
M City talking through me
I've never done what I set out to do
Don't come to me 'cuz I'll run from you
Left out of life would I really care
Not a whole lot
There's nothing for me there
I'll never forget the limits that we set
Bacl when it was out moon
I never made a presence of living with good sence
It's really not my strong suit

"Look On"

I can't get through
Knots in my mind
I resent
The self i can't find
I can't get through
A paper and a pencil
Are the best friends i've got
I went to downtown LA.
Got picked up by the cops
I didn't get what i wanted
But i didn't care a lot
I saw that life was kidding
Look on
I'm warning you
I skipped a life
To be here
i've got no right
I'm bad luck
I used to feel a lot
Things used to be alright
so much was going on
I'm empty now inside
When i thought life was terrible
Things were going fine
Vincent called as a set up
Look on
It's not right
I lost my fame
It's a cheap trick
I wanna do it again
I've got no life
I am a seperate entity
From the guy i was before
Here nobody wants me
I hoped for something more
I flip through empty pages
That i thought i wrote on
I can't tell what is dreaming
Look on

"Emptiness"

And now a minute is trapped
It fell into a crack
Eleven tries leading the way
and then foresight comes
I've lost my sence of it all
The feelings I can't resolve
Circumstances outside convention
And you knwo I tried
To be part of life
I found the rest of me
I was beaten on down
Emptniess set me free
I lived on a cloud
The walk through the storm
Was like a holiday
I happened to have been warned
Over and over again
The sense of speaking dissolved
Words meanings I couldn't recall
And all I'd found did my losing
I was tough to find
Playing games with my mind
Up the drops that I climbed
In the abyss I was hurled into
By who I brought back into time
I found the rest of me
I was beaten on down
Emptiness set me free
I lived on a cloud
The walk through the storm
Was like a holiday
I happened to have been warned
Over and over again