I find it hard to swallow


I know your history
I know what you mean to me
...my everything
...my everything

I know your mystery will not be clear to me
...my everything
...my everything


I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...

I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'll always be
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know you take from me
I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything

...into everything

I know your threat runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'll always be
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

"Wasted"

Im wasted again
Passed out dont know who I am
Im so wasted again
Black out dont know where Ive been
Or who I am
I thought I could make it on my own
I thought I was indestructible
I had an excuse cause i was young
I thought I was so untouchable
I would throw it all away
I would throw my life away
Im wasted again
Passed out dont know who I am
Im so wasted again
Black out dont know where Ive been
I couldnt admit that I was wrong
I didnt fit in didnt belong
I was young
I was stupid
A life of despair
I was proud
I was angry
I just didnt care
I was everything I never wanted to be
I became my enemy
I would throw it all away
I would throw my life away
Im wasted again
Passed out dont know who I am
Im so wasted again
Black out dont know where Ive been
or who I am
They Said I had potential
They said I got whats coming to me
They say I got the devil (the devil)
and I dont know whats wrong with me
whats wrong with me
Im wasted again
Passed out dont know who I am
So wasted again
Black out dont know where Ive been
Im wasted again
Passed out dont know who I am
So wasted again
Black out dont know where Ive been
Cause Im wasted again (so wasted)
Im wasted again (so wasted)
Im wasted again (so wasted)
Im wasted again (so wasted)
(so wasted)
(so wasted)
(so wasted)

"Ocean Size"

Yeah ah, Yeah
Yeah ah, yeah

I never wanted
I never needed anything but you
Or any dreams come true
I never wished for
I never asked for all your little games
Or all your guilted shame

Now you're acting like you just don't care
Like you could find this one anywhere

It isn't fair

My life is an open book

My feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you

So now i'm asking to what had happened
To all the words you said
Well now you want me dead
If you were made for
The thing you stayed for

All that time ago

Now you're acting like you lost a friend
Like we were only pretend
Is this the end

Cuz my life is an open book

My feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
(long before i ever met you)

Long before i ever met you

I wanted to take back my life
Cuz i gave it all to you
I just want to make it right
So i'm waiting on you
Yeah i'm waiting on you

My feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you

"Uncomfortable"

Uncomfortable, I wish I was comfortable,
'Cause I could show you loveable and sit another hour with you.

Sympathy, I need a little sympathy.
You ask me what I wanna be, I wanna little time with you.

If I could just see you again, i'd show you who I am.
If I could be with you again, i'd show you what, i'd show you what is

Uncomfortable, I wish I was comfortable,
'Cause I could show you loveable and sit another hour with you.

Apathy, I wish that wasn't half of me.
I hope it's not the end of me, just wish i'd never made it come true.

If I could just see you again, i'd show you who I am.
If I could be with you again, i'd show you what, i'd show you what is

Uncomfortable, I wish I was comfortable,
'Cause I could show you loveable and sit another hour with you. (I could show you)
And sit another hour with you. (I could show you)
And sit another hour with you. (I could show you)
And sit another hour with you. (I could show you)
And sit another hour with...

"Too Many Nights"

Too many nights, with too many faces
I don't know where I've been
Too many days
With too many places, I don't know who I am

Drive into the lights
The streets are like rain clouds
Dripping into the night

Wheels keep on turning
The sky is still burning
Thunderclouds start a fight

Far away from home

Rolling like hills
The sea is my homeland
Wishing upon a car
Miles are minutes
And days are my cities
Recording my life on a map
Far away from home

Too many nights, with too many faces
I don't know where I've been
Too many days with too many places, I don't know who I am

And the stars make a picture
And the stars are my heaven to see

And the stars make a picture
And the stars are my heaven to see