differently

Restore energy
when strength
is gone
And numb me
up when the
pain's too
strong
Stress of life it
last too long
you remove my
strains
And reality
is gone......
[Chorus]

"#1"

I turn away and shove my hands deep in my pockets
I see her face my body aches and I start rotting
I watch as he stares into eyes that gazed upon me
Time ticks by I feel like dying and then she calls me

[ Chorus ]
I think its great that we're so such good friends
I'm so glad that we're such good friends
Do you think of me when your being abused
Thank God I wasn't used.
Wait by the phone because she said that she would call me
I know she won't but I still hope it will start ringing
I'll try to find something to do to pass the time

I lock my door, pace back and forth my teeth are grinding

[ Repeat Chorus ]

When he makes you cry do you consider your best interests,
When he gets high you know your pain is self inflicted
I watch as he stares into eyes that gazed upon me
Time ticks my I feel like dying and then she calls me

"Propaganda"

I passed by some familiar
faces,
But they flipped me off &
cursed my name,
I watched the hippies raise
their signs
and I saved my tears for

another time

I just wish that they could
understand
that I had no choice whether
or not
to put a gun in my hand
I just wish that they could
understand
I don't give a shit about being
a man

"Fooling Yourself"

If you're doing it for yourself
And you don't care what they think
I can understand having a little fun
It really makes no difference to me

Now you're taking it too far
Why can't you see
That being strung out for two weeks just to
be with them

is being someone you never wanted to be

[Chorus]
I don't care
that you turned your back on me
I do care that your turned your back on you
turned your back on me

Yeah you're doing it for yourself
And you don't care what they think
Cause you're searching for something
That you will never find

Something you'll never reach

[Chorus]

Guess whose making it too far
Why can't you see
That being strung out for two weeks
Just to be with them is being
Someone you never wanted to be......

"Nocturnal Emission"

Well I'm lying in bed sweating staring at the ceiling, in my brain I have painted a beautiful picture of you, I'm not even going to try to fall asleep tonight, I don't want to lost the picture in my mind, in my mind.

[ Chorus ]
Then I close my eyes and quickly drift away
magically transported to another time and place
hold away
magically transported to another time and place
hold you in my arms and we go whirling through the air
going all four directions, heading straight for nowhere
I wake up in cold sweat come to grips with reality

when the bulb in my nightlight flickers, flickers, flickers and dies, I'm left alone, staring at my ceiling once again

[ Chorus ]

It's my nocturnal emission