I'm Going To Be A Murderer

I'm going to be a murderer
I can claim to see the future and
I'm a greedy girl who gorges on the grasp end of a grudge
And I won't budge 'cause

I'm a stubborn stuck up petty gal
I'm fearsome, fearless, famished for a fight
And hungry for a handful of a fist flung for fun
And I've been stung

I only played with you
String between a kitten's mitts
Used as my jigsaw to saw the missing puzzle piece and now it fits

'Cause bad things don't happen to good people do they I've nothing to repent
And I wasn't tested 'cause I've learnt no lesson I'm in a cell but I am clearly innocent

So I'm destined for an evil act
See seesaws and scales should steady up
The science is silent still the system is sustained
The rules remain 'cause

Circling the circle
I would say that I'd done nothing to deserve
Justs are juxtaposing
And certainly no sentence should be served

I only played with you
String between a kitten's mitts
Used as my jigsaw to saw the missing puzzle piece and now it fits

'Cause bad things don't happen to good people do they I've nothing to repent
And I wasn't tested 'cause I've learnt no lesson, I'm in a cell but I am clearly innocent

I only played with you
String between a kitten's mitts
Used as my jigsaw to saw the missing puzzle piece and now it fits

I'm going to be a murderer
I can claim to see the future and

A Brand New Me


For centuries, we have been at war
But this is where the battle ends, and I have won
And yes you may, raise awareness to
The damage I'm to mend, and what you've done
But I know that you know the truth
And I know that you know comeuppance coming after you

So I will lie defeated here
And though it may take many years, you'll come clean
I will cry repeatedly
But I'll come out the other side a brand new me

A waiting game, and though I cant sit still
I'm sure that you are in more pain,as you've the guilty plea
And you can claim, upon your mother's life
That you are in the clear, the jury'll pin the blame on me
But I know that you know the lie
And I know that you know there's details you cannot deny

So I will lie defeated here
And though it may take many years, you'll come clean
I will cry repeatedly
But I'll come out the other side a brand new me

So hide my little sheep
But do you hear me howling at the moon when you sleep
I'm a restless soul
And I'll creep around your house until the stories all fall out of all the closets you've been hoarding them in all the years

So I will lie defeated here
And though it may take many years, you'll come clean
I will cry repeatedly
But I'll come out the other side a brand new me

Trust



Dust is settling on my eyelids as I sleep
Tar is sliding down the window through which I see
Somehow its blacker than these piano keys
I think I've lost the ability to see
I'm so cold through all these clothes
I'm crushed to a pulp, on this whisky I gulp, pour pills down my throat

Unlock me I mean you no harm
Bite the arm that feeds me real food
How do you expect me to tell the truth
Trust belongs to you

Far too risky to feed you with bare arms
Wait your turn you're greedy I hear you
How can I protect myself from you
Trust is for fools

Don't disguise yourself I'm easy led
Don't pretend you're drunk that whisky's down your dress
And I know those pills are aspirin for your head
An obvious fact 'cause if they weren't bitch you'd be dead
Well I'm sick of this now, you've crossed the line
Look at you, you state, wipe the tar of your face and the dust from your eyes

Unlock me I mean you no harm
Bite the arm that feeds me real food
How do you expect me to tell the truth
Trust belongs to you

Far too risky to feed you with bare arms
Wait your turn you're greedy I hear you
How can I protect myself from you
Trust is for fools

How can you ask me to trust you again?
Did I ask you to trust me at all?
How can you tell me you don't want me back?
I don't want you around me at all

Unlock me I mean you no harm
Bite the arm that feeds me real food
How do you expect me to tell the truth
Trust belongs to you

Far too risky to feed you with bare arms
Wait your turn you're greedy I hear you
How can I protect myself from you
Trust is for fools

Trust is for fools
Trust is for fools
Trust is for fools
Trust is for fools
Trust is for fools
Trust is for fools
Trust is for fools

Beware


I snagged myself on your barbed defences
And my chainmail unravelled as if woven from wool
And so to lead by example I had to get out before I was trampled
So heed my warning and steer well clear

Beware, please beware
If you're gonna get involved with her then tread with care
'Cause that girl is trouble, take it from me

My flesh was scored by your thorny branches
Now the patch work I'm tailored from is ripped at the seams
And the thread-less warning flags waved as though the wind was mad
But I chose not to notice and got caught in your snare

Beware, please beware
If you're gonna get involved with him then tread with care
'Cause that guy is trouble, take it from me

And you've left your mark girl, a blot on my page
I would tippex you out but that only hides the pain

Well you've left your mark boy, you've bulldozed my walls
I could build them up brick by brick but they never stand quite as tall

Beware, please beware
If you're gonna get involved with her/him then tread with care
'Cause that girl/guy is trouble, take it from me

Beware/yeah
Beware/yeah
Beware/yeah
Beware

'Cause that girl/guy is trouble, take it from me

Soldier



So I'm sitting here obediently
Waiting for orders patiently
And I know I'm not to move from this seat
You don't need to tie me down don't wanna be free

I am your soldier I come to serve you
But I've been a good boy/girl I don't deserve you

Oh I salute you
I've faced up to my fate, attempted escape before
Oh I salute you
You don't need to sound the alarm, I'm not gonna run anymore

So down behind my back and up through my feet
Extracting the poison you claim to beat
I can accept now fighting only ends in pleas
How can I protest when you're stronger than me?

I am your soldier I come to serve you
But I've been a good boy/girl I don't deserve you

Oh I salute you
I've faced up to my fate, attempted escape before
Oh I salute you
You don't need to sound the alarm, I'm not gonna run anymore

Now that I'm worn you don't want to wear me
Now that I'm torn you don't want to tear me
Now that I'm done you've had your helping
But I'm desperately used, no good to anyone else and

I am your soldier I come to serve you
But I've been a good boy/girl I don't deserve you

Oh I salute you
I've faced up to my fate, attempted escape before
Oh I salute you
You don't need to sound the alarm, I'm not gonna run anymore

The Vice



Oh neglect me my dear
My brambles grow thick in your absence
So next time you try to cut me down
Your blades will blunten on my branches

You wound the vice one turn too tight
Too much pressure makes a lesser fool out of me
You bent the bars one inch too far
Now they're gaping I'm escaping, who needs a key?
I'm long gone

Oh insult me my dear
And like a sponge I'll absorb
But when I've soaked all I can hold
On your head like a rain cloud I'll pour

You wound the vice one turn too tight
Too much pressure makes a lesser fool out of me
You bent the bars one inch too far
Now they're gaping I'm escaping, who needs a key?
I'm long gone

And you're gonna cry like a mourner
And I'm done cowering in corners
Slowly and surely I'll saw through your sordid sob stories
I'm long gone

You wound the vice one turn too tight
Too much pressure makes a lesser fool out of me
You bent the bars one inch too far
Now they're gaping I'm escaping, who needs a key?
I'm long gone

Outrageous



I wanted to put myself in your position to figure you out
So I took a chainsaw to my scull and extracted my brain out
Something I found out in this exercise is you are alone
I wanted to think like you thought to answer some of the whys
So I took a blindfold of denial and bolted it to my eyes
And what I saw was something I'd not known before that you are alone

See those pretty eyes
Can be pretty green
And see that pretty mouth
Can be pretty mean
This boy is, this boy is
Outrageous

I tiptoed around you like a ballerina because I was naïve
But you made me murderous, viciousness showed itself in me
Yeah it drew out a venom I'd not known about because he was alone

He took it out on me and I took it readily
While surviving this attack I soon learned how to battle back

See those pretty eyes
Can be pretty green
And see that pretty mouth
Can be pretty mean
This boy is, this boy is
Outrageous

And I can't say that I know myself anymore
And I won't say that I can be repaired
But I know I've learn from the trails that I was made to endure
And now he won't cross me I'm angry and he's the one that needs to be
Scared

See these pretty eyes
Can be pretty green
And see this pretty mouth
Can be pretty mean
This girl is, this girl is
Outrageous

Chewing Gum



There's a little piece of you tangled in my hair
Get it out, I don't want it there
There's a little piece of you clawing at my ribcage
Let it out, it needs to be saved

Hell No
Mother you're wrong that fucker's not gone
He's here in my bed, dying
Rotting away, just smell that decay
While you're all asleep I'm crying

There's a little piece of you still catching on my ribbon
Get it off, 'cause I simply don't love you
Not again, I'm not broken

Hell No
Mother you're wrong that fucker's not gone
He's here in my bed, dying
Rotting away, just smell that decay
While you're all asleep I'm crying

He has locked me up
Punched air holes in this box
Left me in this cage
Left me here for days
And I can't find signs for an exit
Collectively we find
A person can't survive
Without an ounce of love
Without an ounce of woe

Mother you're wrong that fucker's not gone
He's here in my bed, dying
Rotting away, just smell that decay
While you're all asleep I'm crying

Soundproof Box



Life is hard living as a ghost
When all I try to do is touch you
My fingers disappear into you
I must be shouting into

A soundproof box
Where nothing can be heard it's locked
I'm wasting my last breath
Into a soundproof you

I'm so close I'm moving your hairs
By breathing onto your skin, that feeling
But you brush away the sensation
A frown, I'm disappearing
Into

A soundproof box
Where nothing can be heard it's locked
I'm wasting my last breath
Into a soundproof you

And you're never coming back

A soundproof box
Where nothing can be heard it's locked
I'm wasting my last breath
Into a soundproof you

The Dancing Dolls of Porcelain



Sad is the world when the wives are made to beg
Love is dead
'Pa is away as they tuck the kids in bed
Done by her instead
Money makes the house run smooth
So the kids are missing out on school
Am I the only one who's thinking this?
Where has our money gone? Where has our money gone?
I demand to know

I've been losing sleep
My bones are shattered from this dance
Because we are the dancing dolls of Porcelain
We dance the horah to their strings

Howl is the sound when we stare up to the skies
This life is lies
Thirst is the norm when we queue outside the vaults
We receive the payment, adds an injury to insult
If wealth could be a desert spring
And nourish drought this wasteland we live in
Am I the only one who's thinking this?
Could be a better place, could be a better place
Let the rapids flow

I've been losing sleep
My bones are shattered from this dance
Because we are the dancing dolls of Porcelain
We dance the horah to their strings

A pirouette-esque march
The constitution of this life
And we are whipped at heart
Because no one wants to starve
Pay the toll or die

I've been losing sleep
My bones are shattered from this dance
Because we are the dancing dolls of Porcelain
We dance the horah to their strings