A sip of wine chased with cyanide


Choke on the phrases left unsaid
Silver bullets that pierce my ears
Shadows of demons melt my persona
Taken from the memory of the darkest lock

Can I walk amongst the slaves chained to hopelessness
and lynched from your smile
Can I float upon your tears sweltering the hate
for our non-existance

Send the dove
Bring her a star
Throw me a raven
Spoon out my heart

Glorify her smile
Condemn his frown

With the last ounce of dignity
I will pray
Scream out
My mistakes to the heavens

Send the dove
Bring her a star
Throw me a raven
Spoon out my..
Spoon out my heart

Can I walk amongst the slaves chained to hopelessness
and lynched from your smile
Can I float upon your tears sweltering the hate
for our non-existance

Spoon out my heart [many times]

A song for a broken heart


Take this for what its worth,
this song my smile,
i write to you from hell my song
leaving my foot against the gas
and the wall that must have said your name
(I'll write to you from hell tonight)
waken me, for nothing you can say could
stop this now, would a noose replace his lips?
can a song replace a broken heart? can a song
replace a broken love? on the beach i remind myself
that holding hands is so powerless
tonight i dont even have the stars to hold onto
Paint this red
her picture will remain unbroken she crys tonight
i fall in love
wipe each tear away with sand paper tonight im not alone
i just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head
will i fall within the break? ill watch you fall.

Annunciate while you masticate


move into the grave that bares your name.
my high is creeping, but is it set in stone?
we're both wasted, but we're not going anywhere like this.
(so we'll see right through)
for me to walk face first into sliding glass for your pleasure.
all in the taste of salt on your neck.
(now i) choke on the urge of taking it back
(till i'm) spilling the blood that rests on my tounge.
(dreaming) of holding your head, detached from the rest.
this fuse left burning, but now we're far too close.
to let the past stitch our wounds and seal our tears.
lest sick from the guild you spread.
lust sick in this momen. we won't believe in anything

Charred fields of snow


Wires, Wires break me now
This Touch, last touch, this touch
break me, now i, i see you, im sorry, im not sorry
a word too soft to be spoken
wrapped in barbed wire
im traveling amongst the charred, fields of snow
i have become.. wounded
for the souls lost in this display of self rightous ideals
break me for im the one, the one who deserves this pain
the innocent will find
innocence will find it's place in heaven
this pain will not stop
i now dispose of you
one by one their souls will take you over
the pain of thousands, your time has come
to think you have broken us down
you have not
the innocent are free now
and you're condemned

this touch, last touch, this touch
break me, now i, i see innocence of thousands that passed
you think you have broken us down
you have not
and break me for im the one who diserves this pain
the innocent will find their way to heaven (to heaven)
one by one their souls will take you over
the pain of thousands, your time has come
to think you have broken us down
you have not

Easier sad than done


Why don't you try harder?
Next Time, we're better safe than sorry
When I'm gone
And I'm never coming back again
So now you think I'm crazy
And I know I love you and...
Who cares?

She's gone
Away
And left you sad and lonely
The world you knew before is gone
And you wish that she would
Call
To say
You know i'm sad and lonely
And everything before
Is everything I have

So why don't you say sorry?
Next Time
We're better safe than sorry
When i'm gone
And i'm never coming back again
So now you think i'm crazy
And now you know i love you and...

She's gone
Away
And left you sad and lonely
The world you knew before is gone
And you wish that she would
Call
To say
You know i'm sad and lonely
And everything before
Is everything I have

But you knew it
Without got your answer
But when you're gone
Without your answer
But when you're gone
Without got your answer
But when you're gone
Without got your answer

If you got your answer
But when you're gone
You pick out your answer
But when you're gone
Without your answer
But when you're gone
Without your answer...

Let go

Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
Because it's all going off without you
Excuse me
Too busy
You're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap when
You've no idea when you're like

Let go

So let go
Don't jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it dances with the fall
So honey back for more
Can't you see that all that stuff's essential?
Such boundless
Pleasure, we've no time for later now
You can't await
You roll your eyes means
You've twenty seconds to comply

Let go

So let go
Don't jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

When you here
You're here
When you're here
You're here

Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Can't wait
You roll your eyes
Twenty second to reply

So let go
Just jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

Let go

So let go
Just jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

Lipgloss and letdown

blind to the answers, find yourself,
walk for the moment, find the reason in yourself,
there's a reason, there's a reason for you and i,
there's a reason, there's a reason for you and i,
take this time to find a meaning,
a reason to sit back and measure the worst 6 years of my life,
waiting for your legs to close on my best friends,
last night i saw your life flash before my eyes

why did i laugh so hard baby?
(you won't be back)
i never meant to hurt you (but i did)
and i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
(you won't be back)
i'll never hurt you again

take this time to find your tongue,
a sorry excuse to stop your lies,
the best 30 seconds of my life,
my angel take your pills,
my angel i sold your ring,
and now you're speechless
and i can't stop laughing

why did i laugh so hard baby?
(you won't be back and i'm still laughing)
i never meant to hurt you
(but i did)
and i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
(you won't be back)
i'll never hurt you again

why did i laugh so hard baby?
(you won't be back and i'm still laughing)
i never meant to hurt you (but i did)
and i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
(you won't be back and i'm still laughing)
i'll never hurt you again

i didn't want it this way,
i didn't want it this way,
i didn't want it this way,
i didn't want it this way,
well, i hope that you are happy where you are
(you should have left me sleeping)
and i'm glad to say i put you there i put you there
(you should have let me sleep...)
well, who's the one who's laughing now
(now there's nothing left to say...)
i'm the one who's laughing now, yeah
(...i hope you're feeling my embrace, and i can't sleep)
well, i hope that you are happy where you are
(now there's nothing left to say...)
and i'm glad to say i put you there, i put you there
(...i hope you're feeling my embrace, and i can't sleep)

Love to hate, hate to me

Read the tale of my desire
I'll never walk away
A book of hate, yeah
I'll never exhale
1000 volts for,
I'll never walk away
every smile you gave me
Never exhale
as your eyes close
I'll bring before, the sight of true unhappiness
whisper i care then gracious enough
I let you go
Remember me for times i've ruined you
(not the times i made you smile)

[Chorus]
Take this blade to my wrist
Help me end what makes you ugly
Swimming in the pools of my mind
You come to me at night
Leave me black and save yourself

I’ll never walk away
A book of hate, yeah
I'll never exhale
1000 volts for
I’ll never walk away
every smile you gave me
Never exhale
As the story prolongs
with each word
my stomach starts to turn
I have swallowed nails so I can never say your name
Now words are heard through my eyes
(through my eyes)

[Chorus]

Can you see the fire
that burns from my heart
this song is for you so perfect
I have made an attempt, to have you

[Chorus]

Light up this cigarette
Tonight I will sleep with a gun in my mouth
Good night my love
(good night my love)

Nightmares win 6-0

This nightmare ends.
As the cocoon fills with oil.
Fossils become waste upon cemented wings.
On the rocks father spills memories of mothers eyes.
A kiss turns to brandy.
A dagger learns to cut hair.
Lipstick stains her addiction...
As the crescent moon turns clouds into frowns.
Watch the sea swallow and forget...
Given up ambition for eight legs...
Venom engulfs the most precious fairy tales.
Goldilocks forgets the bite for prince charming...
Each window breathes smoke, and pavement paces while cigarettes burn.
A tribal affair rises the masses from the broken hearts left at her door
At her door, at her door, at her door

Radio flyers last journey


its cold, its raining
and Connecticut is hating me
the snowflakes on gallows
in the fall serenity
lay me down on thorns and nails
splintering the bones
lay me down on thorns and nail
the last one to pass in his bed

again..leave me alone..I'm sorry, sorry
lay me down
Poison nails
Lay me down
in this bed
he's warm he’s floating
and the angels wings are carrying
the radio flyer sends for him
and the mother now buries it
lay me down on thorns and nails
splintering the bones
he last one to pass in his bed

I'll open this bottle of wine