A sip of wine chased with cyanide


Choke on the phrases left unsaid
Silver bullets that pierce my ears
Shadows of demons melt my persona
Taken from the memory of the darkest lock

Can I walk amongst the slaves chained to hopelessness
and lynched from your smile
Can I float upon your tears sweltering the hate
for our non-existance

Send the dove
Bring her a star
Throw me a raven
Spoon out my heart

Glorify her smile
Condemn his frown

With the last ounce of dignity
I will pray
Scream out
My mistakes to the heavens

Send the dove
Bring her a star
Throw me a raven
Spoon out my..
Spoon out my heart

Can I walk amongst the slaves chained to hopelessness
and lynched from your smile
Can I float upon your tears sweltering the hate
for our non-existance

Spoon out my heart [many times]

A song for a broken heart


Take this for what its worth,
this song my smile,
i write to you from hell my song
leaving my foot against the gas
and the wall that must have said your name
(I'll write to you from hell tonight)
waken me, for nothing you can say could
stop this now, would a noose replace his lips?
can a song replace a broken heart? can a song
replace a broken love? on the beach i remind myself
that holding hands is so powerless
tonight i dont even have the stars to hold onto
Paint this red
her picture will remain unbroken she crys tonight
i fall in love
wipe each tear away with sand paper tonight im not alone
i just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head
will i fall within the break? ill watch you fall.

Annunciate while you masticate


move into the grave that bares your name.
my high is creeping, but is it set in stone?
we're both wasted, but we're not going anywhere like this.
(so we'll see right through)
for me to walk face first into sliding glass for your pleasure.
all in the taste of salt on your neck.
(now i) choke on the urge of taking it back
(till i'm) spilling the blood that rests on my tounge.
(dreaming) of holding your head, detached from the rest.
this fuse left burning, but now we're far too close.
to let the past stitch our wounds and seal our tears.
lest sick from the guild you spread.
lust sick in this momen. we won't believe in anything

Charred fields of snow


Wires, Wires break me now
This Touch, last touch, this touch
break me, now i, i see you, im sorry, im not sorry
a word too soft to be spoken
wrapped in barbed wire
im traveling amongst the charred, fields of snow
i have become.. wounded
for the souls lost in this display of self rightous ideals
break me for im the one, the one who deserves this pain
the innocent will find
innocence will find it's place in heaven
this pain will not stop
i now dispose of you
one by one their souls will take you over
the pain of thousands, your time has come
to think you have broken us down
you have not
the innocent are free now
and you're condemned

this touch, last touch, this touch
break me, now i, i see innocence of thousands that passed
you think you have broken us down
you have not
and break me for im the one who diserves this pain
the innocent will find their way to heaven (to heaven)
one by one their souls will take you over
the pain of thousands, your time has come
to think you have broken us down
you have not

Easier sad than done


Why don't you try harder?
Next Time, we're better safe than sorry
When I'm gone
And I'm never coming back again
So now you think I'm crazy
And I know I love you and...
Who cares?

She's gone
Away
And left you sad and lonely
The world you knew before is gone
And you wish that she would
Call
To say
You know i'm sad and lonely
And everything before
Is everything I have

So why don't you say sorry?
Next Time
We're better safe than sorry
When i'm gone
And i'm never coming back again
So now you think i'm crazy
And now you know i love you and...

She's gone
Away
And left you sad and lonely
The world you knew before is gone
And you wish that she would
Call
To say
You know i'm sad and lonely
And everything before
Is everything I have

But you knew it
Without got your answer
But when you're gone
Without your answer
But when you're gone
Without got your answer
But when you're gone
Without got your answer

If you got your answer
But when you're gone
You pick out your answer
But when you're gone
Without your answer
But when you're gone
Without your answer...

Let go

Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
Because it's all going off without you
Excuse me
Too busy
You're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap when
You've no idea when you're like

Let go

So let go
Don't jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it dances with the fall
So honey back for more
Can't you see that all that stuff's essential?
Such boundless
Pleasure, we've no time for later now
You can't await
You roll your eyes means
You've twenty seconds to comply

Let go

So let go
Don't jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

When you here
You're here
When you're here
You're here

Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Can't wait
You roll your eyes
Twenty second to reply

So let go
Just jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

Let go

So let go
Just jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
And it's alright
Because there's beauty in the breakdown
Let go
So let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
And it's all right
Because there's beauty in the breakdown

Lipgloss and letdown

blind to the answers, find yourself,
walk for the moment, find the reason in yourself,
there's a reason, there's a reason for you and i,
there's a reason, there's a reason for you and i,
take this time to find a meaning,
a reason to sit back and measure the worst 6 years of my life,
waiting for your legs to close on my best friends,
last night i saw your life flash before my eyes

why did i laugh so hard baby?
(you won't be back)
i never meant to hurt you (but i did)
and i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
(you won't be back)
i'll never hurt you again

take this time to find your tongue,
a sorry excuse to stop your lies,
the best 30 seconds of my life,
my angel take your pills,
my angel i sold your ring,
and now you're speechless
and i can't stop laughing

why did i laugh so hard baby?
(you won't be back and i'm still laughing)
i never meant to hurt you
(but i did)
and i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
(you won't be back)
i'll never hurt you again

why did i laugh so hard baby?
(you won't be back and i'm still laughing)
i never meant to hurt you (but i did)
and i'm sorry that you cried so hard darling,
(you won't be back and i'm still laughing)
i'll never hurt you again

i didn't want it this way,
i didn't want it this way,
i didn't want it this way,
i didn't want it this way,
well, i hope that you are happy where you are
(you should have left me sleeping)
and i'm glad to say i put you there i put you there
(you should have let me sleep...)
well, who's the one who's laughing now
(now there's nothing left to say...)
i'm the one who's laughing now, yeah
(...i hope you're feeling my embrace, and i can't sleep)
well, i hope that you are happy where you are
(now there's nothing left to say...)
and i'm glad to say i put you there, i put you there
(...i hope you're feeling my embrace, and i can't sleep)

Love to hate, hate to me

Read the tale of my desire
I'll never walk away
A book of hate, yeah
I'll never exhale
1000 volts for,
I'll never walk away
every smile you gave me
Never exhale
as your eyes close
I'll bring before, the sight of true unhappiness
whisper i care then gracious enough
I let you go
Remember me for times i've ruined you
(not the times i made you smile)

[Chorus]
Take this blade to my wrist
Help me end what makes you ugly
Swimming in the pools of my mind
You come to me at night
Leave me black and save yourself

I’ll never walk away
A book of hate, yeah
I'll never exhale
1000 volts for
I’ll never walk away
every smile you gave me
Never exhale
As the story prolongs
with each word
my stomach starts to turn
I have swallowed nails so I can never say your name
Now words are heard through my eyes
(through my eyes)

[Chorus]

Can you see the fire
that burns from my heart
this song is for you so perfect
I have made an attempt, to have you

[Chorus]

Light up this cigarette
Tonight I will sleep with a gun in my mouth
Good night my love
(good night my love)

Nightmares win 6-0

This nightmare ends.
As the cocoon fills with oil.
Fossils become waste upon cemented wings.
On the rocks father spills memories of mothers eyes.
A kiss turns to brandy.
A dagger learns to cut hair.
Lipstick stains her addiction...
As the crescent moon turns clouds into frowns.
Watch the sea swallow and forget...
Given up ambition for eight legs...
Venom engulfs the most precious fairy tales.
Goldilocks forgets the bite for prince charming...
Each window breathes smoke, and pavement paces while cigarettes burn.
A tribal affair rises the masses from the broken hearts left at her door
At her door, at her door, at her door

Radio flyers last journey


its cold, its raining
and Connecticut is hating me
the snowflakes on gallows
in the fall serenity
lay me down on thorns and nails
splintering the bones
lay me down on thorns and nail
the last one to pass in his bed

again..leave me alone..I'm sorry, sorry
lay me down
Poison nails
Lay me down
in this bed
he's warm he’s floating
and the angels wings are carrying
the radio flyer sends for him
and the mother now buries it
lay me down on thorns and nails
splintering the bones
he last one to pass in his bed

I'll open this bottle of wine

Stand up

This town of sober actors
Feel free to watch your city
become more than a sitcom dependency
As they walk, her streets are bleeding
from the talent that they're bringing
The stars will pave your journey
To another, to another x-rated love story

The hills have become your idols
The hills have become your idols

Stand up
We're falling back again
To find something that amounts to anything
(This town has killed us both)

Stand up
We're falling back again
To find something that amounts to anything
(This town has killed us both)
Stand up cause this town is failing us

This town of shifting power
Covered under Neilson ratings
Let's decide how to feed your children
Rise and fall to the sound they're scripting
Sit and smile at the pain you're buying
Will it hurt when we live in paradise?
We're washing up on sunset

Sit and smile at the pain you're buying
Sit and smile at the pain you'll buy

Stand up
We're falling back again
To find something that amounts to anything
(This town has killed us both)

Stand up
We're falling back again
To find something that amounts to anything
(This town has killed us both)
Stand up cause this town is failing us

This might be your chance
And when you find them running with
Your gun in hand

Stand up
We're falling back again
To find something that amounts to anything
(This town has killed us both)

Stand up
We're falling again
To find something that amounts to anything
(This town has killed us both)
Stand up

The shooting star that destroyed us all

A star up in the sky
A Poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice

A star up in the sky
A Poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice

Let me walk on high wire of rusty nails
While barefoot shedding the flesh of our existence

I wanted to break the fall

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice

Now's the time
Now's the time

The more I try
The more I lose
But today
Will you remember me ?

But today
Will you remember me ?
But today
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Walking home
Street lights go out

Walking home
Street lights go out

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can not inhale the sparkle of your voice

Toxic


Baby, can't you see
I'm calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm fallin'

There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous
I'm lovin' it

Too high
Can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic

It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly
It's taking over me

Too high
Can't come down
It's in the air
And it's all around
Can you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic

Don't you know that you're toxic

[x2]
With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now

We go to eleven


In storybooks children grow up to become leaders.
innocence leads our young to fall victim to
(we're not your slaves) the disadvantages our parents brought before them.
grow up fast and lose sight of becoming an influence
(and I'll never sleep, I'll never sleep again)

they stole our innocence, they broke our foundation.
broken by production, released at ten.
before you kill your idols, kiss them goodnight.
after birth the hand that feeds may bleed.
transformers for abuse (we're not your slaves)
legos build the outcome whether its mental or physical,
before you kill your idols, kiss them goodnight.
(and I'll never sleep, I'll never sleep again)
mother I'll bleed for you, as father bled for me...
mother I'll bleed for you, as father bled for me...
before you kill your idols, kiss them goodnight.
before you kill your idols, kiss them goodnight.

before you kill your idols, kiss them goodnight.

Withered


where did summer go?
left me to wonder when the bottle will tap out.
and the sun will arise.
i woke up yesterday with a hole in my chest...

(yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling
(like in winters chill) to feel the warmth from this bottle is useless
(when you wake up it's gone) when you wake up it all starts again.

i learned to break yesterday.
destroy tomorrow.
i've watched each leaf fall off my tree.
i've watched the seasons change.

(yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling
(like in winters chill) to feel the warmth from this bottle is useless
(when you wake up it's gone) when you wake up it all starts again.

(why?) it all starts again
(why step aside when you fall back in place?) it all starts again
(why? why? why?)
(Oh misery is so beautiful...)

(yet i feel no pain) numb to all feeling
(like in winters chill) to feel the warmth from this bottle is useless
(when you wake up it's gone) when you wake up it all starts again.

i need this...