Selfdeceiver


Dusk has come to pass
The irreversible darkness surrounds us
Scared away from the light
No mercy will be shown
Your blood will flow
Weakminded, you deserve to die
Filled with the purest of hate
My axe rips the air

Deformed beyond recognition
The unpurest of all
Not even worthy of the ignorance
The ignorance of your slayer
Kneel on command

you, you couldn't believe
Couldn't believe it was for real
Until you realize, that it is you
The selfdeceiver

There is nothing, all must end
For the selfdeceivers

Repeat verse 3
*repeat

It is you who are crawling
Crawling in a world of shit
And still you enjoy it
But even when there's nothing
Lets to crawl for you're still stuck
In your pile of fucking shit
The blade will fall
To end it all

Silence of the world beyound

embraced by the midwinter frost
the light of darkness slips away
black roses surround the fields
strange floating lights, they float
endless visions into forever

eternity their burning shadows
spirits break the mist
destiny takes the final twist
beauty arise in a flood of bright, (maybe light)
screams fill their lungs... silence

traumatic voyage for the lost
horrified in their empty shells
alone in the world full of life
sadness their only delight
silence of the dead, beautifull as hell

eternity their burning shadows
spirits break the mist
destiny takes the final twist

screams of silence
beyound the gate of emptiness
the well of burning fright
lost in between, all life is forgotten
embraced by the midsummer breeze

back in the silence of the world beyound

eternity their burning shadows
spirits break the mist
destiny takes the final twist...

Spellbound

spellbound by the night
anger turns into rage
forced into rooms of hate
bleeding althought there is no wound
taking pleasure from torture
I see it eating me alive
I feel it burning me from inside
soothing our selfish thoughts
i'm empty in body and soul
no longer alive, dancing still dead
darkside forever alive
disease that can never be cured
leave it all behind, still I am trapped
will I ever be free?

I wish I could end it now
I wish I could end it all
but there you are
pushing it over the edge
again and again and again

spellbound by my own illusions
to proud to fall down on my knees
I wish I could bleed, to clean all the wounds
leave it all behind and drown in my dreams
for all my sins forgive me
and at last i'll be free

Strangeland


And as I reach my hand out for the smiling moon, which reflects our sanity, our journey begins to the other world.
We see the image of someone we know.
Our thoughts projects visions of insanity that lies in our subconscious.
We're in the dreamland as we know, or is it the journey of our souls.
Despair and happiness, joy and sorrow, we discover in the strangeland we all have inside of us.
A window to another world opens as we close our eyes and fly away.
But as the window close, our visions seems gone with the wind.
Maybe never to be seen again.
I open my eyes and say goodbye.
As my memories pass away with the light of day.

The black spiral

a sane man wanders
in hopes high not to die
to master and to understand
the sickness of every soul
one breath in the frozen darkness,
darkness burning with fear
feeding upon the mind
twisting and turning

a sick and broken portrait of balance
the swift dagger of madness
but with madness comes power
sanity splits appart
paradox upon paradox
painfully draining
yet unseen untouched
sanity falls, falls into the pit of nothingness
to pure is the vision of corruption
too close, too sick

the mind cracks
shatters and disappears in the darkness
nothing has changed
life continues it's sick parodly
of it's ideal

and only death can set us free

the black spiral
a sick and broken portrait of balance
the swift dagger of madness
but with madness comes power
sanity splits apart
paradox upon paradox
painfully draining
yet unseen untouched
sanity falls, falls into the pit of nothingness

The complete emptiness


No hope, no cure
No destination anymore
So empty yet complete
I've seen it all before

A gleam of light revealed
But always out of reach
I was never to know
It wasn't part of the show
You need the truth, but truth hurts
What i need is not what is offered
Answers i don't want to hear
I'm sorry i can't help you i suffer too

* no nope, no cure
No destination anymore
So empty yet complete
I've seen it all before
The truth it kills
Without any blood spilled
Relieved from life
An urge to fulfill

Life is worthless, life is pain
Here i have nothing to gain
My blood runs down tne drain
(blood rain)

In spite op my dreams, i hold back
For now long will i hold back?
Don't know what life is for
But i don't wanna see anymore

*repeat

The joy of sorrow


A bitter tear smashes the surface.
Happiness spreads it's wings, never to return.
Blackness now the state of mind, an endless age of suffering.
A statue it speaks words never to be spoken.
Forced entries opens up the soul like never healing wounds.
Will it ever disappear?

It's beautiful like moonlight touching water.
It's painful, a being torn to shreds.
It's magnificent like perfection itself.
It's awful, a being fading on the shelf.

Endless cries above and below.
Prayers they stay unheard like the silence of a world, fading into nothingness.
Time has left us in the cold, still the fires are burning.
While everything is getting old, except the sorrow in the snow.

The orchid's sleep

lost in the halls of dream
bound by the chains of a scream
here we stand alone
never allowed to know
what's behind the wall of sleep

imprisoned in a web of night
in search of an emerald sky
the astral body flies, I stand alone
through the dust of ages forlorn
chased by the wind and the storm

enslaved by the orchids sweet scent
a tear from the dead mans eye
wings of fallen angel burn
where's the gold at the rainbows end

it is there but oh so far away
flames of fire burns so deep
as we fall out of the orchid's sleep

an emerald sky before our eyes
disapearing in the morning sun
is it for real or is it the dream?

imprisoned in a web of night
in search of an emerald sky
the astral body flies, I stand alone
through the dust of ages... forlorn
chased by the wind and the storm
enslavved by the orchids sweet scent
a tear from the dead mans eye
where is the gold at the rainbows end?
it is there but oh so far away

The storm


The storm is closing in

A shadow of a man drifting by
His life is all forgotten
He doesn't know the purpose of his dreams
Relive this world from sorrow and pain

A struggle in misery it shall be
In his search for the lost horizon
Pain and suffering is his lost friend

As he opens his eyes and looks at the
Rainfilled skies, grey as forever

* Lightning strikes as he finds that
A rainbow is bringing light to his eyes
Now he's the rider of the lost
In search of paradise and joy
But the man without a shadow
Stands in his path

The storm is closing in, again and again

Lifting a sword in desperation
Cuts through lifeless air, he is gone
The tale of gods are to be told
And a raging battle unfold
Leaving his world destroyed in desperation
The path will be neverending
As he ride through the forest of cold
Ice breaks free he is on his way

*repeat

The void


Horrified by the magic of night
I'm enchanted under the spell
In pain i scream once again
The pain i thought that i would feel
It came upon me early this time

* i try to escape into the void
Into my nomansland
How else would i survive x2
Trapped in the spidersweb
She who will eat out my heart
Leaves he with laughters of malice

As many nights before
I fear it's my dying breath
Still i do this with pleasure
Although i know it's pointless and useless
I end up witn tne poison
Running through my veins

(doomed to) eternally suffer
Eternally die
Eternally arise
Immortal in my suffering x2

I try to escape into the void
Into my nomansland
How else would i survive

*repeat

The void x2