"Best Of Me"

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry
I'll make everything alright
All these things that I've done
Now what have I become, and where'd I go wrong?
I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first
I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)
I will stand accused
With my hand on my heart
I'm just trying to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that I can't take
back all of the mistakes
But I will try
Although it's not easy
I know you believe me
Cause I would not lie
Don't believe their lies
Told through jealous eyes
They don't understand (I'm sorry)
I won't break your heart
I won't bring you down
But I will have to say

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

"Confusion And Frustration In Modern Times"

Up in smoke pop goes the culture
The tension blew it up
While choking from my bleeding ulcer
We eventually threw it up
So what went wrong?
Where's the voice of reason?
It's long gone, we lost it long ago
Apathy plus-sized filled the void of motivation
I can hardly breathe at all

Confusion's all I see
Frustration surrounds me
Solution's bid farewell
Sedation? What the hell

I broke the mirror to the past
to find what I was looking for
The bleeding heart of broken glass
is all I found and nothing more regrets
Short of no correction
Paid my debts to anxiety
The iron lung collapsed from the pressure and the swelling
I can hardly breathe at all

Confusion's all I see
Frustration surrounds me
Solution's bid farewell
Sedation? What the hell
[x2]

Dead end roads and warning signs
Destination nowhere in sight, so!

Divided we stand, together we fall
There isn't a god that can save us all
So don't pray on your knees
Just beg on your hands
There is no belief in this promised land
Divided we stand, together we fall
There's no god that can save us all
So don't pray on your knees
Just beg on your hands,
There is no belief in this promised land
There is no belief

Confusion's all I see
Frustration surrounds me
Solution's bid farewell
Sedation? What the hell

"So Long, Goodbye"

Time passes by, direction unknown.
You've left us now, but we're not alone.
Before you know it, your cup's overflown.
You measure no one that I've ever known.

And it's quite alright.
And goodbye for now.
Just look up to the stars,
and believe who you are,
'cause it's quite alright.
And so long, goodbye.

We always knew that it'd come to this.
It's times like these I forget what I miss.
Matters of heart are hard to address.
Especially when yours is full of emptiness.

And it's quite alright.
And goodbye for now.
Just look up to the stars,
and believe who you are,
'cause it's quite alright.
And so long, goodbye.

Time passes by, direction unknown.
You've left us now, but we're not alone.
Before you know it, your cup's overflown.
You measure no one that I've ever known.

And it's quite alright.
And goodbye for now.
Just look up to the stars,
and believe who you are,
'cause it's quite alright.
And so long, goodbye.

"Look At Me"

Look at me
Who am I supposed to be
and what do I believe?

Can you tell me
Since you've made up your mind
Who knows what you believe

And I just don't know
Oh I just don't know
Who I'm supposed to be

Look at me
Am I the image of your hopes and tragedies?
Just look at me
Will I ever be more than just a memory?

'Cause you just don't know
Well, you just don't know
All I am is me
All I am is me
All I am is me

Screaming Bloody Murder (2011)



"Reason To Believe"

I've been waiting for something for so long
To show me the answers that I want
A reason to believe in that's so strong
But I don't think that it exists

I've been waiting for something for so long
To show me the answers that I want
A reason to believe in that's so strong
But I don't think that it exists

Yeah, give me reason to believe
This world's not a sick machine,
When everywhere's a dead end in every direction
Yeah, can you give me what I need
Or just sit and watch me bleed?
'Cause after all, you can't get everything you want now
But all I would need is one thing to keep me moving on

Everybody's got a secret, can you tell me what is mine?
Can you tell me what you'd find, I'll tell you if you keep it
I promise not to lie, oh

Well, I have the fears, the pain and the tears I just can't hide
It all disappears 'cause everything passes with the time
All you need is reason to believe

"Screaming Bloody Murder"

I’m not quite myself these days
Guess we all come undone
Time to time, in different ways
Well, I have myself to blame
Guess I don’t understand
I need help in many ways

God’s got a plan for me
Well I’m gonna tell you one thing
I don’t got the patience or the time
What can I say
I’m no angel, I’m not forsaken
But I can bleed

Tear me open, I believe
God will set you up to bleed
And no one can deceive
What is meant to be
And ‘bloody murder’ we will scream

Well I guess it’s time for me
Tell me what I’m left to believe in
‘Cause I don’t know the concept of the pain
I don’t want the faith, I’ll just lose it
I can prove it
Watch me bleed

Tear me open, I believe
God will set you up to bleed
And no one can deceive
What is meant to be
And ‘bloody murder’ we will scream
God will set you up to tear me open

‘Cause I’m not giving up
No self-control
Suffocated to the bone
I’m my worst enemy
Who can’t be saved
I’m just His disgrace

Tear me open, I believe
God will set you up to bleed
And no one can deceive
What is meant to be
And ‘bloody murder’ we will scream
God will set you up to tear me open

These days are strange, it’s true
There’s not a thing that I would change
No mistakes that I’d undo

"Skumfuk"

Take the pictures off the wall
Erase the thoughts, forget them all
The choice is yours to save yourself
Or in the hands of someone else

Oohhhh [x4]

Broken thoughts and alibis
Conscience disappears in time
A voice is all that I can show
That all that I have is a soul

Oohhhh [x4]

Yeah

Like a setup to fail
You're a dead-beat on parade
With a foot in the gutter
And the other in the grave
You've cooked your silver spoon so black
So die

Well what can I say?
Guess it's obvious you would end up this way,
When you live amongst the dead

The best of luck,
As the one and only resident skumfuk
A victim or just a tragedy?

I hear you talk
But I don't hear you speak
You don't make sense,
Your mind is incomplete

And I can't believe all the things that you say
You just can't get enough
We'll all be waiting here just for the day
Guess your time is up

Well what can I say?
Guess it's obvious you would end up this way,
When you live amongst the dead

The best of luck,
As the one and only resident skumfuk
A victim or just a tragedy?

All that I need is time for me to breathe
Dream little dreams that only I believe
Now that I see beyond the light,
I know I'll be, I'll be alright.

"Time For You To Go"

Going in alone, did my time and now I'm done
It's so easy
All the faces that I see don't mean anything at all to me
But you've got me going now
Out of my mind and it's a hell of a time, yeah

I don't wanna say what I don't mean
but I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't wanna cause a scene
but I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go

I'll tell you everything that you know you never wanna hear
Cause' it's true
I'd give you all I've got but there's nothing there that you could use
Oh, you've got me going now
Out of my mind and it's a hell of a time with you now, yeah

I don't wanna say what I don't mean
but I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't wanna cause a scene
but I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go

I don't wanna say what I don't mean
but I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't wanna cause a scene
but I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go


I'll tell you everything that you know you never wanna hear
Cause' it's true
I'd give you all I've got but I'm the only thing you'd use
You've got me going now

I don't wanna say what I don't mean
but I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't wanna cause a scene
but I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go

I don't wanna say what I don't mean
but I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't wanna cause a scene
but I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go

"Jessica Kill"

Oh my love how do I explain
How I've come to feel this way
I'm addicted to the pain
Even more than words can say
Every hit hurts like your kiss
Like a needle to a vein
My last words of this begin, I want you

She said you don't even know
How just how much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you c*m

You make me, so crazy
But I'm okay, just pain me
Take it very slow
Cause I'm in love tonight

So now that it is come to this
I'll be your dirty little thrill
For the world I wouldn't miss
Cause I just wanna feel you kill
Self-inflicted masochist
How could anyone resist
My last words of this begin, I want you

She said you don't even know
How just how much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you c*m

You make me, so crazy
But I'm okay, just pain me
Take it very slow
Cause I'm in love tonight

Tell me the difference between love and death
You fear them both as they take your breath
Tell me the difference between love and death
You fear them both as they take your breath

And all of this comes to an end
But I cannot resist your death

She said you don't even know
How just how much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you c*m

You make me, so crazy
But I'm okay, just pain me
Take it very slow
Cause I'm in love tonight

She said you don't even know
How just how much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you c*m

You make me, so crazy
But I'm okay, just pain me
Take it very slow
Cause I'm in love tonight

"What Am I To Say"

What am I to say?
I'm all wrapped up in apathy
and I don't want to stay this way
There's nothing left to do
now that I am onto you
All I want to know is the truth

And I don't want to go
but I feel like I should
Cause' I'm falling apart
and I die, and die, and die

How could you be the better part of me
when we're only half of what we used to be?
Today, could you see, this isn't what we need
and I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell
So goodbye, farewell

What am I to say?
I still remember everyday
and memories don't fade away
And it all falls apart
in the shadows of the past
It can seem to be so hard but it's time the feelings pass

How could you be the better part of me
when we're only half of what we used to be?
Today, could you see, this isn't what we need
and I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell
So goodbye, farewell

To pull the trigger is now what you've waited for
I stand accused myself, sometimes I'm wrong, God help me
And hear beneath my lie, what am I praying for?
I don't believe in hell but I just might be there tonight

How could you be the better part of me
when we're only half of what we used to be?
Today, could you see, this isn't what we need
and I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell
So goodbye, farewell
Goodbye, farewell