The Truth Is Out There

Now I am crawling in (my crawling skin)
I can't wake up anymore (can't find the door)
I try to make a deal (with myself)
to avoid the blinding door... (once again)

The party's over, the flies are back,
Unexplained. Mean and bad.
The deepest wound, still no scab.

Full HD sci-fi scream,
The time is out, mind is clean, it's blank
I'm missing a little time...

I found a truth beneath the lie
Buried deep, explain me why
The world is upside down...
I do not know a soul in here,
But i can remember the faces
And the truth is in their eyes...

Everything's mixed with gray
Say g'nite and welcome the day
cannot see hues,
So that is why the grays wear green?

I don't like this state of mind...
I can see, but I can't find it,
Horrified to see what the following two days will bring

Can I trust my own eyes?
Is that me in disguise?
Is this bliss or am I insane?

Found the thin red line of madness
Far from the Skyland Mountain...

I found a truth beneath a lie
Buried deep, explain me why
The world is upside down...
I do not know a soul in here
But I can remember the faces...
The truth is in their eyes...

Don't really want to know...
Don't want to go out there...
I feel hypnotized...
The truth is somewhere...

Wake up, I only want to wake up
Don't wanna fall asleep, but
I'm already dreaming
I feel my skin is peeling off.
What I've been concealing?
Something underneath...

My crawling skin (my crawling skin)
I can't wake up anymore (not anymore)
I've seen how this will end... (oh it will end)
Don't want to soak anymore...

The truth is out there.
Somewhere between two fairy tales,
Caught somewhere deep between someone's truth and a lie

Another really rainy morning, it's a perfect day...
I'm too tired to be hypnotized now
It's all to real for me anyway

Wake up, I only want to wake up,
Don't wanna fall asleep, but
I'm already dreaming
I feel my skin is peeling off.
What I've been concealing?
Something underneath my crawling skin...

Everything Fades To Gray (Full Version)

Tonight my life will lack it's meaning
One final step before we're seeing...
For once I am happy my little friend
Cannot comprehend what we are seeing

No words are needed, only a gaze, embrace...
Contact the living, remember the dead...

There is always something to learn,
Repetition proves it's worth
Without those moments, we would not remember

It's not fair, it's not fair, there was a time now...
Kneeling down, take in the moment when
Everything becomes finally clear.
It's not fair to lose it,
And how... there was a time now
But Death is cheating us somehow

Come here now...

Can't walk away, nothing to say
no need to feel so afraid,
Colors last a lifetime and fade to gray...

It's not fair, it's not fair, there was a time now...
Kneeling down, take in the moment when
Everything becomes finally clear.
It's not fair to lose it,
And how... there as a time now
But Death is cheating us somehow
...And he's already here.

"When it all ends..."
When everything fades to gray,
We dive into the darkness
Some things are needless to say...

Somethings are needless to say,
We dive into the darkness
When everything fades to gray...

In The Dark

[Bonus track]

I'm from where the magic is
I'll give you what I cannot take away with me
And the sunlit day and moon
I wanna have a silent kiss, I wanna make you mine,
I'm thinking how... can't leave me now
Stay with me somehow

You come from where the fire is, you give me what you couldn't burn the last time
One sunless day and moon
I wanna be so close to you, see whatever scars you carry within your broken heart,
Mine's your missing heart

Come with me, where the magic is, there's more than light we could share
We could join the sun and moon if you want to

Be my lifeline for this lifetime, suffer in pleasure forever and ever
I'd like to see how the walls around your heart will fall apart...
Stop resisting, let the light in, suffer in pleasure forever and ever
...for this one lifetime

Let me take you where the magic is, back in time,
Remember the light, of the cold December moon

I wanna have a silent kiss, I wanna make you mine,
I'm thinking you can't leave me now
Stay with me somehow
Stay with me somehow
Come with me where the magic is, there is more than light we can share
We could own the sun and moon

Be my lifeline for this lifetime, suffer in pleasure forever and ever
I'd like to see how the walls around your heart will fall apart..
Stop resisting, let the light in, suffer in pleasure forever and ever... for this one lifetime
Be my lifeline for this lifetime, suffer in pleasure forever and ever
Stop resisting let the light in... oh, oh... for this one lifetime

I am feeling your face in the dark
I'm hearing you breathe in the dark
I am tasting your lips in the dark
I'm holding you close in the dark

I'll take you where the magic is
I'll give you everything I I only can offer
You can have my broken midnight moon
If you give me your broken heart
And I will give you something real and golden.
We can make this life the finest art...

I come from where the magic is
I'd give you what I could take away with me
And a sunlit day and moon
I wanna have a silent kiss I wanna make you mine,
I'm thinking you can't leave me now
Stay with me somehow

I am feeling your face in the dark
I'm hearing you breathe in the dark
I am tasting your lips in the dark
I'm holding you close in the dark

Nothing More

[Japanese bonus track]

Day-break, I should have walked away
Drowning, the past without a name
Rising, my execution day
Empty, like drops we fade away

Life has now dealt me the final card

Soon we are done and the hourglass is empty so now
There's nothing more to say...
All the regrets,all the mistakes have been washed away,
Right now there's nothing to

Save me, decisions made to last
Somehow our moment, it has passed
Finally, my last seconds decay
Lifeless, your face I see again

Soon we are done and the...

Cast down these chains our story ends, in pain
It is farewell, what once was there is dead

Soon we are done and the...

In My Eyes You're A Giant

[Japanese bonus track]

In my eyes you're a giant,
The keeper of all the keys,
Different but compliant
A God for someone like me

Learned to read what you're thinking...
Suffering every moment left alone...
Tamed the beast deep within me...
Sleep in peace friend, cause I am guarding...

When I'm not howling at the bright new moon
The burning flame within, my own kin, and
Every night I hear something out there calling me
Reminding me, friend, to know, that I'm not your child...

I follow when you lead, and do what you command,
But there is something that is out of my hand
It's my own nature, appetite, I am a creature of the night

I am howling at the bright new moon...

Bright new moon, brings the light in my life
One more day and you must let me go...

Here I am howling at the bright new moon
The burning flame within, my own kin, and
Every night I heard something out here calling me
Reminding me, friend, to know, I'm not your child...

I am howling out there
At the bright new burning flame, within my heart
Every night I hear something out there,
Telling me I'm not your child

Stones Grow Her Name (2012)



Only The Broken Hearts (Make You Beautiful)

So life, your gilded leafs have turned
From "once upon a time" to "darkest hour"
Ember to inferno- the ending is stronger
I burned myself for a page of rhymes

Only the broken hearts make you beautiful
And one has got to be mine
Only a broken heart, turned cynical
Lights my final rhyme

Someone broke the frame and now my picture's gone
Remember what I look like?
You can keep my old umbrella
I'll have my rainy day, thank you for all the pain

That's all I wanted...

Only the broken hearts make you beautiful
And one has got to be mine
Only a broken heart, turned cynical
Love lost, a typical rhyme

Only the broken hearts make you beautiful
And one has got to be mine
Only a broken heart, turned cynical
Love lost, a typical rhyme

Only the broken hearts make you beautiful
And one has got to be mine
Only a broken heart, turned cynical
Love lost, a typical rhyme

Shitload Of Money

Yeah!
She got a shitload of money
The night's a mile high deja vu
Taking her wings and halo down to boom town, yeah

She got a shitload of money
When the night is over
She walks away no wings, no halo

There's an angel with no glory
There's a book without a story
Wings road stained will now descend
Teary smile to rip your heart into two... yay...

It is an ordinary day dream
To save an angel, be her plaything
But now you know

She got a shitload of money
Shiny wings dark sky
All chains only glorify freedom

Nobody knows how she got it (what she's got)
She got a shitload of money
A fallen angel paid for her halo

Underhanded, they are falling
All the trump cards they are folding
Oh, the greenback days are over now
Lady Luck took off with her new love

"I'm never in for the penny, but always in for a
Pounding when I'm playing
Put your mouth where my money is,
The world is now for sale, hon!"
So many open mouths, one silver spoon

She got a shitload of money
Shiny wings dark sky
All chains only glorify freedom

Nobody knows how she got it (what she's got)
She got a shitload of money
A fallen angel paid for her halo

Losing My Insanity

The siren's sounding, the screech is warning
all is ending
Night of nights, I'm a child of the world
now derailed
They found me crying in the dark
I'm not accepting
If I sleep I am there, yet I'm always too late

Seems to me I can do in a dream
almost anything
If only dreams were real

Losing my insanity
Would mean I'm losing everything
The dream where I can fly
I'm losing my insanity

I'm not awake, I'm not asleep
I'm filthy, dirty only in my dreams

When you can't see me
I'm standing on the hill and I'm the king
of this land in the palm of your hand
Dreams are deceiving
I arrive while I am leaving
I'm the bird in the sky, you are aiming at me

Seems to me I can do in a dream
almost anything
If only dreams were real

Losing my insanity
Would mean I'm losing everything
The dream where I can fly
I'm losing my insanity

Losing my insanity
Would mean I'm losing everything
The dream where I can fly
I'm losing my insanity

[Solos]

The imagination I feed every night
to be able to fly in the deep, blue skies
Up where the rivers are crystal clear

Losing my insanity
Would mean I'm losing everything
The dream where I can fly
I'm losing my insanity

Losing my insanity
Would mean I'm losing everything
The dream where I can fly
I'm losing my insanity

Losing my insanity
Would mean I'm losing everything
The dream where I can fly
I'm losing my insanity

Somewhere Close To You

Hold me when I'm standing
When i've fallen, we're disbanding
You are so goddamn beautiful, but
Unstable, your joke got old

Sick one trick pony
You fed my fire,
Now I'm rising ever higher
And the red ripples multiply as
Reflections rise from the sea

From the sea

Take away the pain inflected on me
The hunger you're letting me feed

I bleed my rust on the roses
That once have chained us, me to you
Your dying love is a rose
I will bury somewhere close to you

When we are dancing
I hear worlds, you're still fading
I feel safe, yet unsatisfied
Soaked in trance and disgrace

You are so jaded, keep me sedated
With your nonsense, deeds and phrases
And if suns still set in your eyes
You get to see my face glow

Take away the pain inflected on you
The hunger you're letting me feed

Bleed my rust on the roses
That once have chained us, me to you
Your dying love is a rose
I will bury, somewhere close to you

You, bleed your rust on the roses
That once have chained us, me to you
Your dying love is a rose
I will bury somewhere close to you

I bleed my rust on the roses
That once have chained us, me to you
Your dying love is a rose
I will bury somewhere close to you

I Have A Right

Give me the right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything... I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

I have a right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything... I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

Father, there’s a little flower
Beautiful and different, all alone... All alone...
Is it so, Dad? I’m not supposed to
Make the world anew, and be like you? Am I you?

Give me the gift to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything... I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

I have a right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything... I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

...Right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be me...

You made it clear right from the start
I am to take your sour heart within, one sad day...
But I will never teach my son
Embittered history, tried and true, ’cause I’m not you...

I have a right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything... I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

I have a right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To have every gift... I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

Give me the eyes so I see,
Give me ears so I hear,
Give me love so I know what love is,
Give me the freedom to think,
To believe... in something

I have a right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

[Spoken:]
I have a special right to grow up,
and to develope physically and spiritually
in a healthy and normal way.
Free, and with dignity.
I have the right to love, and understanding.
My parents have special responsibilites
for my education and guidance.
I should be taught peace, understanding, tollerance,
and friendship among all people.

So give me the gift to hear, to see,
The love, the freedom to choose the things I feel,
To be right for the world you’ll leave me...
Give something.

Give me the right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

I have a right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

Ohhhhh…

Give me the right to be heard,
To be seen, to be loved, to be free,
To be everything I need to be me,
To be safe, to believe... in something

Right to be heard, to be seen,
To be loved, to be free, to be everything,
I need to be heard, to be seen,
To be loved, to be free, to be everything,
I need to be heard, to be seen,
To be loved, to be free, to be everything,
I need to be heard...