Summer's Stellar Gaze (2000)



1.   Waiting Four Years
2.   Wish I Could Forget You
3.   Friends In Fallriver
4.   Summer's Stellar Gaze
5.   My Consolation
6.   Forever And A Day

"Waiting Four Years"
 
I gave you everything,
but it just wasn't enough to make you stay.
You said you'd give me time and space again.
I asked to see you everyday.

Now I'm waiting four year just to feel your touch,
waiting four whole years to say how much I care.
The flowers I gave you, died, lost and been thrown away, just like me.

Life has passed me by, reflected in my eye.
Never again will I have you beside me, you to be there.
The years behind cost more than I'll ever have.
More than I'll ever have,
More than I will ever have.

Now I'm waiting four years just to hear your voice,
waiting four whole years to lie right by your side.
I waited all this time, just to see your smile.
I waited all this time, to say how much I care.

Can you see me?
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
Everyday
Everyday

Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Everyday
Everyday

Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Everyday

"Wish I Could Forget You"
 
You won't repeat this for the rest of the crowd.
I know they will miss but you'll still feel proud.
but you'll still feel proud.
Say it's gold, say it's fine.
The secrets out that you're mine.
Say it's gold, say it's fine.
The secrets out that you're mine.
YEAH!
THAT YOU'RE MINE!
Say it's gold, say it's fine.
The secrets out that you're mine.
The television radiates as the clock ticks on and on and on and on and on.
It's getting too late and it's time to move on. [x2]
YEAH!

"Friends In Fallriver"
 
Let's go!

Your life lives half a nation away,
my heart hurts so.
I believe letting you go was
the biggest mistake of my life.

What did I do?
Alone and confused.
What can I say?
What can I do?

I'm heading the wrong way home.
Knowing alone is alone.
It's just too difficult to be
just me instead of we.

What did I do?
Alone and confused.
What can I say?
Nothing.

I don't know where to begin
'cause you left me for him.
I don't know where to begin
since you left me for him.
I don't want to start again,
and I can't be your friend.
I don't know where to begin
now you left me for him.

"Summer's Stellar Gaze"
 
As time passes us by and hurries us with pride,
we'll have the past for the rest of our lives.
Don't lose touch with reality,
compensate for life's stupidity.
I wait for it.
You know that it's true.
You cannot lose.

A summer can't be forgotten
Summer's Stellar Gaze
from the words that you speak
Summer's Stellar Gaze
Summer's Stellar Gaze
Summer's Stellar Gaze
Summer's Stellar Gaze

Don't lose touch with reality,
compensate for life's stupidity.
I wait for it.
You know that it's true.
You cannot lose.

As time passes us by and hurries us with pride,
we'll have the past for the rest of our lives.
I wait for it.
You know that it's true.
You cannot lose.
You're one of the few.
I wait for it.
You know that it's true.
You cannot lose.
You're one of the few.

Summer's Stellar Gaze.

"My Consolation"
 
You left me,
Now you come back to me,
Saying it's changed
And we're not the same people we once were.

And you beg to be back with me,
I can't see anything but you.

Every night, I see you there.
Everyday, I hate you and everything we once were.
You keep saying it's changed and we're not the same.

And you beg to be back with me,
now I can't see anything.

I won't forget everything that you put us through.
I won't forget everything that you put us through.
Every night, I see you there.
Everyday, I hate you.

Crying can't carry you back to me.

"Forever And A Day"
 
I thought we'd be, together forever
But it seems I was wrong
And everything's fallen apart
Think, of what I've done for you
Think of all that we've been through
I hope every time he breaks your heart,
You think of me, and how I was to you
Everything's fallen apart
Everything
One day you'll see, just how good I was
One day you'll see, just how good I was
And I thought that we'd be
And I thought that we'd be (Together forever)
And I thought that we'd be (Together forever)
And I thought that we'd be (Together forever)
And I thought that we'd be...

[Spoken: (the poem "Where The Sidewalk Ends" by Shel Silverstein)]

There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.

Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.

Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.

When The Shadows Beam (2002)



1.   Red Light Pledge
2.   Dawn Of The Fall
3.   Wish I Could Forget You
4.   Bleeds No More
5.   Last Days Of Summer
6.   Waiting Four Years

"Red Light Pledge"
 
The ending's the same
Past mistakes that you made
Come back to haunt you, you

I made a mistake, I wish I could take
Back everything that I did
I wanted to tell you, I really did
But how do I explain this?

Promise me you will be there
Until the red light will change
I would wait forever
Promise me you will stay here
Until the darkness will fade
I'd wait for you, you

A mistake, wish I could take
Back everything that I did
I wanted to tell you, I really did
But how do I explain?

I wanted to tell you, what really happened
But how do I explain this?
How do I explain everything?

Promise me you will be there
Until the red light will change
I would wait forever
Promise me you will stay here
Until the darkness will fade
I'd wait for you

A mistake and I'm all on my own, away
Wait for you
A mistake and I'm all on my own, by myself
Wait for you
I'd wait for you... for you
I'd wait for you

"Dawn Of The Fall"
 
It was yesterday you told me you loved me,
But today I learned you found someone else
and everything was fake, was fake.

When I get back home I know that you'll be gone.
And all the things I've given you are left behind;
I'll put them in a box.
Yeah!

And today I found out you moved in with him.
A one-bedroom apartment down the road
from the place we first met, first met.

When I get back home I know that you'll be gone.
With all the memories of me you had
locked here in this box.
Yeah!

And I'll start to think of everything we had.
I was always there for you
I asked for nothing in return I swear, I swear.

I'll believe,
you'll make me see.
You were there with someone else.

See my pain, I'll believe
you were there with him, there with him.
I don't want to see your face again, not like this.
I don't have to see you in this place, in this place.
I don't want to see your face again, face again.

I will not be ashamed not now.
This time I won't be ashamed of it.
This time I won't make it change myself.
This time I will make myself believe.
My heart, it won't break this time,
won't be left behind,
I won't be so shy;
I won't let you win this time.