STUCK IN MY THROAT 

These wars of words are pointless
Nothing gets accomplished, no
To see you bent and broken
You'd think I'd like it

But I don't
It disgusts me
That I can be
So petty and so weak

Yeah, You're sorry
Everyones always so sorry
Yeah,
And I thought I heard you say
To lose is not ok, win is the only way;
Guess what I did with my day
Well, I failed

Despite my reservations
I think it's time that we met, we met
And all these complications
(And all these complications)
Yeah they make me something i'm not

(This is a war)
You're kitten as a cat
I know where it's at
Yeah this is where it's at
Yeah,

Yeah you're sorry
Everyone is always so sorry
Yeah
And I thought saw you stray
But I love you anyway

And I'd like us to be forever
That's what I tried to say
But it got stuck in my throat
And words are missing
Words are missing
Words are missing
Words are missing
Stuck in my throat
Now that I know it could only be you
I try to speak out
But the words are missing
Words are missing

STUX 

i see the stars safe in your arms.
i dont want to be your enemy
and im screaming, 'tell me its alright, tell me its all
good, tell me im ok, it doesnt matter'

and its just like cyndi said 'until the end, there is no
end'
oh, damn it all!
tell me its alright. tell me its all good. tell me im ok.
it doesnt matter, anyway.

so dry off your eyes and smother me with the wet cloth.
hold me because you have to.
(you have to) 'breathe'...

tell me its alright. tell me its all good. tell me im ok.
it doesnt matter, anyway.

SUFFOCATION OF THE SOUL 

I thought that I
Was full of such
Hope and light
And such love
But all my words
I wrote them for you
And all my songs
I sang them for you

Photos of me
They all show
A staring man
I don't know

You know that I've been
Through all this nonsense with you
And all my words
I broke them for you
And all my plans
I snapped them in two

I could create
Like it was stealing
I love to sing
How I was feeling
I had a soul
That burned for beauty
But who gives a shit?
I must admit
Oh yes

I've lost it a little bit...

I can't breathe
This atmosphere
Wait 'til I get out of here
'Cos I have wasted year after year
And smile I may
But it's insincere my dear

My dear...

THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD 

Crack of dawn, every morn, ___________________
On my feet in choking heat, back in bed, start again

Working my hands down to the bone in this town
The weight of the world is dragging me all the way down

Twenty years, big ideas and all I've got to show is this
A dead end life, a drunken wife, and all my friends are
taking the piss
Man I'm tired, boy I'm tired, I'm a model citizen
Work until the morning then we go to bed and start again!

Working my hands down to the bone in this town
The weight of the world is dragging me all the way down
Where is the girl I was to build my home round?
The weight of the world is dragging me all the way down

It's breaking my heart
It's breaking my heart
It's breaking my heart
It's breaking my heart

It's breaking my heart
It's breaking my heart
It's breaking my heart
It's breaking my heart

THREE HAIL MARYS 

I am regret, I am doubt, I am alone, I am without, I am
dispair, I am guilt, I am the sand on which I built.

I am a laze, I'm wasted youth, I am aggression, An ugly
truth, I am refusal, I am attack, I got the world set
on my back.

And I can't stand the weight
No I can't stand the weight

I am revolt, I am abuse, I am gave up, I am excuse, I'm
pessimism, I'm jealousy, I am impatience and biggotry,
I am a pain, I am a bore, but when you sing people tend
to listen more, Is this a song, one hour late, this is
a musical complaint.

I got hate, I got rage, I got enough for twice my age,
And this feeling, gets taste.
One of your systems will not stop.

And I can't stand the weight
No I can't stand the weight
No I can't stand the weight
No I can't stand the weight
No I can't stand the weighhhhtttt

And I am going to break
These things in my heart
Dark and disgusting
Feeling and growing
Taking over

Ohh-Whoah-Ohh-Whoah
Ohh-Whoah-Ohh-Whoah
Ohh

All of us are born the same
the same as pop parts
the same as christ

And it's all within my frame
to do something awful, or something nice

"WWHHAAOOUU SAFELY"
"HAIL MARYS, FOR ME"

Ugh, girl yeah your mouth is open wide,
I can see everything inside, you better keep your mouth
shut for now,

Now girl, yeah your mouth is open wide,
I can see everything you hide, you better keep your
mouth, keep your mouth shut, better keep your mouth
shut.

"Ah-ah-ahhhhh"
"Ah-ah-ahhhhh"
"Ah-ah-ahhhhh"
"Ah-ah-ahhhhh"

Now girl, yeah your mouth is open wide,
I can see everything you hide, all of the times that
you lied, keep your mouth shut, keep your mouth shut,
keep your mouth shut,

"[unknown screaming]"

keep your mouth shut, keep your mouth shut, keep your
mouth shut, keep your mouth

TONIGHT MY WIFE IS YOUR WIFE 

You are so precious
I'll carve you in bone
For all of my efforts
I end up alone, yeah

Anything you say
You will always get your way
But tonight, my life is your life

Think of tomorrow
I take it you don't
And if you get tired
I'll carry you home

So if by design or
By freak accident
We end up apart
I will know what you meant, yeah

I scream and I shout
I will always feel left out
Oh but tonight my life, yeah, is your life

Go!

Woah, and I feel it's clear
I was never welcome here
But at least for tonight
You're mine
You're mine

VICTIM 

Smile and in a gentle voice
Tell me you love me
Friends forever, always
Holding my hand

But now I, I see stars in your eyes
And you would let them die
Watch them fade in the sky
For me, happily...

Time goes so slowly
When shared between the two
For years you protected me
Kept me safe and warm

But now I, I see those stars in your eyes
And every star now dies
There were things you'd hide
But you told me everything

I was your best friend
And you trusted me

But I lied to you
I have always lied to you
I destroyed you
I have always laughed at you

I betrayed you
And it was me who made you cry
And it was me who made you cry

WAYS OF STAYING PURE 

Yesterday was quite a day, and I've been a bad boy.
But i enjoyed wiping that smile off your face.
Accident? Act of God? Fate or destiny?
Hypocrites, they're mourning, Its just such a waste...

Clean on the inside.
My hands are dripping with blood but I'm clean on the
inside.
My face is covered in mud but I'm clean on the inside,
and thats all that matters.

Quiet down, folk will hear.
Stop with the screaming.
I can see that boy of fifteen, scared, in your eyes.
Hypocrites shift the blame, pointing the finger.
So be it, I am damned for your demise.

Clean on the inside.
My hands are dripping with blood but I'm clean on the
inside.
My face is covered in mud but I'm clean on the inside,
and thats all that matters.

I'm alone on this lonely planet.
I hope I get home.
This is not how I had planned it, dying on my own.

Hands on my ears.
Blocking the sound.
Put the fucker into the ground.

You turned up dead
And i'm clean, i'm clean!

WE'RE ALL GOING HOME IN AN AMBULANCE 

At school the choices I made were rock and roll bands
And getting good grades,
But brains and wearing all black, to some of those
guys,
It's like a red flag,
The taste of anyone's fist is not a good vibe, or
something I've missed.
I was intimidated, assaulted and for what? I hope they
choke!
Choke! Choke! Choke!

I shrugged off the shit in my youth like growing up
pains and losing a tooth,
But it's not a matter of age, they're everywhere, these
people don't change.

When I was in New York, a woman tried to start a fight
with me
Because she thought I was Jewish,
And somehow it felt wrong to tell her the truth... that
I wasn't
And I pray to God she chokes! Choke! Choke! Choke!
Choke! Choke! Choke! Choke!

You're going home in a fucking ambulance
You're going home in a fucking ambulance
You're going home in a fucking ambulance
You're going home in a fucking ambulance
(You're going home in a fucking ambulance!)

I once saw a man with blood on his face!
From beating up black kids and I could hardly breathe!

Your race, your faith, or just your clothes incite
They drink, they fight, it's not safe out tonight
Your race, your faith, or just your clothes incite
They drink, they fight, so don't go out tonight,
Don't

If your mum and dad hit you as a child
I feel sad for you, but that's no excuse for it
Who says its okay to behave in this way?
I can't help but feel it's us!

For the sake of our own skin, we walk away
And its like we all say, thats alright, thats alright
thats alright
Thats alright, thats alright thats alright
Thats alright, thats alright!

I wish I had the guts to stand up for myself!
And for others as well, against these fuckers!

WHAT'S GOOD FOR ME 

Breaking down the boundaries
To see if I could do it
And if it's hopeless there's no danger
Of putting myself through it
And when the time for that is over
And I don't know what to say
I will deal with it my own way

Because I am a whore of love
I fall in love with anyone
And if you give me time
I can be yours
Because I am a whore of love
I fall in love with anyone, yeahh
And if you give me time
I will be yours

Ohh, how I fell

I throw myself in shoulders first
Ignore the signs and make it worse
And if you would like to see it
All you have to do is tell me when
I can't wait to end up on my own again

And in a few years time
If this means anything
But I hope I don't forget how I feel now
Because I am a whore of love
I fall in love with anyone, yeahh
And if you give me time
I will be fine

I'm fine, fine
I'm fine, fine
I'm fine, fine
I'm fine, fine

I'm fine
(Thank you for asking)
I'm fine
(Thank you for asking)
I'm fine
(Thank you for asking)
I'm fine
(Thank you for asking)

I'm fine.
I am fine.

Look me in the eye
And hold my head and tell me
That everything I do is pointless
And you cannot be swayed
And in the end ill promise
To stay out of your way
But it's so much easier to say

So now when I don't care now
Whatever else you think of me
Because I will forget your face
Like I forget to think, sometimes

Because I am a whore of love
I fall in love with anyone, yeahh
And if you give me time
I will be yours.