"Shelf In The Room"

The key is so distant..ive open doors
Now when to listen
No what to listen for ,ya
The shelf in the room
Has been the way
Of holdin me,
And letting me stay
Kick me out,
Let me go (go)
I dont belong here no more-ore ore ore...
The releasing steps
Of gettin tired
Hold myself
I cant hold myself
The shelf in the room..
Has been the way
Of holding me
And l etting me stay
The shelf in the room
Has been told the truth
I cant hide from the shelf in the room
Holdin out never hold in holdin out (holding out never hold)
Holdin out never hold in holdin out (holding out never hold)
Now when to listen
Know what to listen for
Levein resistance
Dont let them tell ya nemore
Is there any way..
To get away....
Ask my self
While i stay inside..yeaaaaa
The shelf in the room
Has been the way of holding meh
And lettin meh stay
The shelf in the room has been told the truth
I cant hide from the shelf in the room.....
Yea..........
Holdin out holdin in holdin out (holdin out never hold)
Holdin out holdin in holdin out (holdin out never hold)
Holdin out holdin in holdin out (holdin out never hold)
Holdin out holdin in holdin out (holdin out never hold)
Holdin out holdin in holdin out (holdin out never hold)....
Holdin out holdin in never holdin out (holdin out never hold)....
The key is so distant ive closed my doors the shelf in the room

"Touch, Peel And Stand"

Since I know how low to go
I wont let it show
Won't you touch me touch me, I won't let it go
And now I stand, and I peel for more.
Won't you touch me touch me, I won't let it go

Yes I've finally found a reason
I don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse

Yes I've finally found a reason
I don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse
One to abuse

You're always talking back to me
You won't let it be, won't you touch me touch me
It never bothered you before
Now I stand and I peel for more, wont you touch me touch me, i wont let it go

Yes I've finally found a reason
I Don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse

Yes I've finally found a reason
I Don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse
One to abuse

Ooohh
Yeeahh Yeah
Ooohh
Yeeahh Yeah

Yes I've finally found a reason
I Don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse

Yes I've finally found a reason
I Don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse

Yes I've finally found a reason
I Don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands

I've got this time on my hands
I've got this time on my hands
I've got this
You are the one to abuse
I've got this time on my hands
I've got this time on my hands
I've got this
You are the one to abuse
One to abuse
One to abuse

Ooohh
Yeeahh Yeah
Ooohh
Yeeahh Yeah

"Face Of The Earth"

I'm the one receiving the pain from you
You would make these lies
I would take them true
You're self-existing
No chance of listening
Close your eyes, I will help you pray

Listen to God and tell me what he said and what he says

I'm the one receiving the pain from you
Break me down, so shove me in a shoe
You put it on and walk on me all day
Me it wouldn't surprise
It's something you would do
I watch you

I am the ground and the dirt
Walk on me
Face of the earth

"Solitude"

You are plain insane / inside you live
Tonight / afraid the pain will give

Don't you want to feel
Death has done your part
You choose not to feel
You've won a lonely heart
The devil opens his eyes
He breathes right into your face
If you like the smell
You'll really like this place

You'll really like this place
Are you ready to shake
Don't be afraid of the snake
The will to negotiate

You are you / get used to it / open
The same don't appeal / but it will / you are you

Live to live
To die inside you will
Anticipate solitude

Follow me back home
No other place to go
No need to smile or get stoned
You'll always be alone
You'll always be alone
Your body stripped down to the bone
No breath to scream out or moan
No freedom nowhere to run
Solitude

"The Downtown"

I know a town where people are running
Away from life - it seems always funny
They think they are smart
Don't doubt what they say
Scared of a change
Existing only

To bring me down

Thoughtless in heart - desperate in honesty
Failed from the start - wasted and suffering
Supply them their drugs - just don't take them away
Scared of a change
Existing only

To bring me down

I don't feel like i should even worry about you
But i take the time and you push me away
I don't care too much no more
I always seem to waste my breath
Go my own way

Bring me down
Yeah, bring me down

"What's Left For Me?"

Taken by surprise by the size of my brain
Knowing all the time all the lies, all the games
Thinking up a storm, when it storms it's going to rain
Taking what's mine all the time, all the time

Take some for yourself
It's all good for something
And when there's no more to give
The window will shine in the light
On what's left for me

Know in your mind that you've got to remember your name

Staggering around, can't find a place to sit down
Nothing suits my ass
Toast to some champagne of pain
I know you can bring us all a bottle
Remember the time when time was a friend
And you could make him lend you a hand
Now there's a place where taking takes place
And time just gets in your way

"Freak"

Watch the time
Wait for me
Patience is reality
I don't know how it feels
No, I can't see with your foot in my face

I don't know how it feels
I can't decide

No, I can't see
With your nose in my business
Your ass in my space
Your life as my problem
Your foot in my face

I won't
I can't
I'm lost
I'm a freak

Trust my lie
And you will die
I can't succeed
Now I can't fail
I don't know how it feels
I can't decide

Searching for things I can't see
Mountains in front of me
No nothing will conquer my existence
Fear will not discover my brain

I'm a freak

Your foot in my face

"Now"

I feel alone even with myself
But it does better me
I'd like to tell you how I'm feeling now
But it ruins everything

You try to judge me now, tomorrow's okay
You try to tell me now how I should feel
I don't feel like I should be here

I feel alone even with myself
Do you know what I mean?
I can't explain those things that seem to repel me
They ruin everything

Your fears are working now, but I don't complain
I'm working hard to listen and that's okay
Don't you know it's not okay to be afraid of me

I hate to tell you but you're in my way
I hate when someone tries to push me away
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now

Why don't you listen to this heart full of pain
Sounds like complaining, but it's hard to refrain
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now

"Whimsical"

I can see the orange sky in front of me
I can see things you'll never see
People say its all a f--ing dream
But I can say words you couldn't speak

Is it me?
Can you believe
You'll never live the world I live

Is it me?
It is only me
I can only live a world to...live

Break away from you shattered beliefs
Detaching from my body desperate in grief
I have changed the world in front of me
One against all; I'm starving this world

[bridge] Is it me?
Do you want me?
You think you can have me
Say you love me
You want me!
I'm saving my money 'cause I don't pay to...

[chorus] I'm not afraid to live
I'm not afraid to die
I can only give
What I see inside
You can only take
What I give of me
You can only win
When I'm not afraid to lose...

Subjected to your mother of nature
Limited to the color of your eyes
Drained by the one you call your lover
She don't care if you live or die

[repeat bridge and chorus]

Oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah
You can only win when I'm not afraid to lose...

Well I don't have a problem
I evolved, (I evolved, I evolved...)
Sometimes there are always problems
Well I don't have a problem...
I stand above...

"Where I Stand"

Some of us play life
Like a board game
It's new
Fun
And you play it
With people
There's a time
You get tired
And you put it away
Then one day
You get it out
And the pieces are broken

Self-discipline
I want to feel before you
Take it slow
Feel before you, yeah

That's where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Some of us live life
Like we didn't know it exists
Care
Got to care
Or it fades away
Then one day
You come to life
And living is over