10. Violent Fields Of Extinction

Violet fields, blooming at the nameless crime in the light of the empty screens
pulsating ray short shutters of hatred ritual dance of shadow gestures
Lodge of scoffers, tangled hands
humiliation, blooming on the breasts like a weed
transfused on the paper, the makes endless marches of
twisted and sick gestures, insane shapes
Evil, diminished to the measure of a tear in our might, small as the empty words
madmen on the sock of glory'n'tradition darkness will come, bringin' the relief
I won't see the face of god when he'll come with bowed head
legs in the slime of dirty life left in own hopelessness
on the armchair of illusions I will submit the sentence
I'll stay the moon saving the cadaverous light
on the violet fields of extinction

 Episode Man

He was passing my world
Whistlin' the melody
In the simple suit with hands in his pockets
Dirty pieces of paper
Was floatin' in the air
And he was marchin'
Over'n'over again.

I've never seen his face.
Never heard his melody
I've never known that world
Is a part of his tragedy.

Trampling the povement
Of my quiet life
Smashing the puzzles made of human souls
He was spittin' with hate red as the blood
And I just wonder why he let me feel his sad.

And steel I wonder why
He let me feel his sad
Maybe oneday I'll know the reason
Maybe oneday I will

Ironic

Road made of crosses
Way to the eternity
Symbol of the death
So ironic

But adored by the living ones
Crying their tears
Prying over
Over the cold stone.

Here is the darkness
Just the panic of the weird reality
Desire of lasting
Incessant chase after the unknown.

I can feel it in my vein.
I can grasp this thin border between the dew.
Over the green grass
Whisper of the distant trees.
Between the glow of sun
and the shadows over the dead mouth.

Here is the darkness
Just the panic of the weird reality
Desire of lasting
Incessant chase after the unknown.

Walkin' On Air

I know that someday as the light
Blur on my soul
will switch off.

You'll never know how much does your Gaze means for me
Touch of your hand. The whisper of the heart
Passing moments when I
Felt your breath
Whisper of the heart.

You'll never know
How many of a pain
How many of the suffering
Man can stand.

The limits are like an air
Loosin' the pride he's loosin' face.

I cannot feel anything apart of a reality
Tight as the cage of sad
I'm unable to hate
Unable to hate 'couse I...

Where the birds fly
Where the day wakes up
Where the smell of buyin' tomorrow
From traders of the dreams he was sittin'.

Reveal The Rainbow

In the empty room
The stifling air daub closed inside four walls.
Liein' on my bed
I can see the stains
Over dirty floor
The passion' of creating heaven
In the middle of the rotten swamp.

I just don't want to know
when I kill my feelings
The night comes from behind the sun
And embracin' my world
Then the shadows die.

Prayin' for the silence
I have to find the way to run 'way from here
Run to the shelter
Line of the end
So far as dream 'bout you
Hung up like the rainbow
Between the reality'n'past.

I just don't want to know
when I kill my feelings
The night comes from behind the sun
And embracin' my world
Then the shadows die.

Cruel

What did you give
Give to the man
Mind that can only fell'n'suffer
Heart made with
With daub smiles
Meaningless words
And bottomless torment.

What did you give to the man
when he with bowed head
With storm of feelings'n'passions
Dives in the whirl of existence.

Is it not to much?
Can we stand that whatt a grace is?
On the rough wave
Of the seeming might
Full of the pride
Cruel words as the weapon.
When one blow
One blow changes
mighty'n'rapid river
In the slime of the swamp.
When the end of
Dream 'bout life
Is so fast
Fast like cu of knife.

When hedies like an animal
With hate'n'fear in his eyes
He'll tear you heart out if
That will give him his life back.

Pray for all the sins that you have faked
With your lips
Full of the sand from the river of truth
That's the cynical worship
Cogs of the brain of the life
Loosin' control
Be aware or you'll be just the clown.

 Float To Escape

Cold waves
Of the foaming flood
Over the lowland
Of gray soil
The flowin' like an impulse
From hearth to the brain
Impulse of salvation
When I was dying

Driving the darkness away
Closing the eyes
Tryin' to escape
From the finality
Buyin' moments
Without the haggle
Changin' soul into the matter
To sell it for the breath

tell me how did it happen
When I was touchin' your thoughts
when I was tryin' to tell
tell what I'm afraid of
How did it happen...

Sentenced for the blaze in a fog
Laugh's chokin' the throat
Laugh empty as the streets
During a dusk

To find onself
In the middle of huge ocean of world
Walkin' the dirty'n'grey pavement
In the silence of solitude
In the clatter of the city

To stay with face wet of rain
with longing for the dreams that passed
Feelin' the joy of the empty moment
Stuck in my memory

Then start to go again
With raised head
In to the whirl of life
So impenetrable.

1. Time Is Shadow

The fire is out, and spent the warmth thereof
This is the end of every song man sings
The golden wine is drunk, the dregs remain :
Bitter as warmwood, and as salt as pain
And hope health have gone the way of love
Into the drear oblivion of lost things
Ghosts go along with us until the end:
This was a mistress; this, perhaps, a friend...
With pale, indifferent eyes we sit and wait
For the dropt curtain and the closing gate
This is the end of every song man sings
James Elroy Flecker

Haila

Hear
what I brought
with my fear

Hear
What I thought
scars I feel

Born in the crowd
of the rusty pleasures of your kind
burn like a shout
that'll never rise from your heart
Fall
Never cry alone
Fall
Never cry alone

Hear
what I brought
sign the will
raise the soul
Hear
what I thought
scars I felt
were unreal

Feel
What I brought to you
What I brought to you
Feel

 In The Cemetery Garden

Silence has fallen,
and my burnt-out inner self
has been plunged into
complete darkness.
and not so long ago,
the spark of my stray humanity
used to glow with
thousands of irrational colours.
Now... is already here.
it's impossible to move away
from its intrusive presence.
This permanent contact
causes fear and disgust.
so much you can see
walking along the cemetery alley;
the silence is not just silence...
It is destiny!