And Julie Is No More


[Music/Lyrics - Lodmalm]

The silence came so suddenly
No longer can I hear her breath
Her grip of my hand now faded
So this is how it all would end

And Julie is no more
My love walked out the door
From which she'll never be returning
I hold her in my arms
And wish the nothing her may harm
Wherever she is going

Never thought I would be the one
The bleeder,the one left behind
The flesh of time is crying
Blood red tears from a wound never to heal

The silence screams in me
It's echoes howl (this cannot be)
From tears my eyes are burning
The fire eats away
The marks the sorrow and dismay
Paint death across my face
Paint it black

Sleep my love
Grow one with earth
Stay true to your nature
Don't ever dream of the above
Let your spirit wander among the wolves
Howl under the thousand faced moon
One day I will join you
And that day is coming soon

Dark years die slow
Just like an angel bleeding in the snow
White turns to red,death lies ahead

The silence came so suddenly
No longer I am to breath
The grip of life has faded
Mourning has come to an end

And life shall be no more
I followed thu the door
Where love lasts forever
I hold her in my arms
Embrace the wolves charm
Its loving yellow eyes
As yellow as mine

 By My Own Hand

[Music/Lyrics - Lodmalm]

Who was I or was I really there
You didn't seem to know you didn't seem to
Grew tired of being the nameless one
So I did what had to be done
Washed away the filth
From your sins I am clean
The sins never forgiven
Not even in hell you'll walk unseen

I couldn't put faith in me
I couldn't put faith in God
The only faith I found
Was in the knife that spilled my blood

In tears I laughed
As the blade slowly tore my veins
At last I was free
Free from all my pains
Now it's too late
For you to touch my lips with yours
And say you're sorry
'Cause my heart don't beat no more
And all that's left is what you'll bury

Worms now crawl in me
Crawling in my bones
They're the best friends
And they enjoy my company
Six feet under there's a paradise
Within wooden walls my Eden lies

I couldn't put faith in me
I couldn't put faith in God
The only faith I found
Was in the knife that spilled my blood

In tears I laughed
As the blade slowly tore my veins
At last I was free
Free from all my pains
Now it's too late
For you to touch my lips with yours
And say you're sorry
'Cause my heart don't beat no more
And all that's left is what you'll bury

Close those empty eyes
Forgive yourself but never life
Wash away the filth
Here comes the knife

In tears you laugh
As the blade slowly tears your veins
Read the blood
Read the truth within the stains
The shame you feel is turning into grace
And you're greeting death with a smile on your face

Chain


[Music/Lyrics - Lodmalm]

Days of torment
Days of truth
Living hell
Buried youth

Life is here
Life is dead
Hollowed eyes
Zombie head
Born in dirt
Sin and pain
Always to wear
A fucking chain

Tear my face
Who am I
Behind the mask
Smiles the lie

Life is here
Life is dead
Hollowed eyes
Zombie head
Born in dirt
Sin and pain
Always to wear
A fucking chain

"Bleeding in my hands
Bitter and sour
Lies the holy life
Long passed the hour
Awakening,ascending
Naked on the floor

In a cracked mirror I face the truth
The fact That I am nothing"

Orphan...crawl to your cross
Orphan...receive your chain

Days of torment
Days of truth
Living hell
Buried youth

Life is here
Life is dead
Hollowed eyes
Zombie head
Born in dirt
Sin and pain
Always to wear
A fucking chain

Adrift In Scarlet Twilight


[Music/Lyrics - Lodmalm]

Adrift and forlorn
Disguised and unborn
The night is crawling inside
The little left of joy and pride

Thorns...
Carve the wounds
Thorns...
Art in my flesh

Twilight red
My veins are screaming
Laughter dead
The thorns are gleaming
Scarlet sea
Godless temper
Never again shall I be me

Burning skin
A fruit so sour
The illness within
To my soul devours

Thorns...
Carve the wounds
Thorns...
Art in my flesh

Twilight red
My veins are screaming
Laughter dead
The thorns are gleaming
Scarlet sea
Godless temper
Never again shall I be me

The night has crawled inside
Nothing left of joy and pride
Scarlet for me
Scarlet for you

Thorns...
Carve the wounds
Thorns...
Art in my flesh

Twilight red
My veins are screaming
Laughter dead
The thorns are gleaming
Scarlet sea
Godless temper
Never again shall I be me

 In Black


[Music/Lyrics - Lodmalm]

Darker shade, darker breed
Darker thought, darker need
Pure in heart, clean in soul
Dead in life, empty hole

Black is the veil that hides our tears
Black is our life thru all its years
Black is our soul as it leaves the earth
Black is the child that awaits its birth

Angelworld, dying sky
Beautiful one in dirt to die
Scarecrow child alone to sing
That R & B, the hangman's swing

Black is the veil that hides our tears
Black is our life thru all its years
Black is our soul as it leaves the earth
Black is the child that awaits its birth

Darker shade, darker breed
Darker thought, darker need
Scarecrow child alone to sing
That R & B, the hangman's swing

Black is the veil that hides our tears
Black is our life thru all its years
Black is our soul as it leaves the earth
Black is the child that awaits its birth

Sunrise (Never Again)

[Music - Lodmalm/Hedberg]
[Lyrics - Lodmalm]

Creature
Sinner
Evil
Lullaby from hell
Wishing well

I am the night, the dreams of blood
The claws that shred the sun
...the night, the weeping moon
Enemy...,Father

Feeble whore
Dying sun
Farewell
The sky turns red
The sun is dead
Victory

I am the night, the dreams of blood
The claws that shred the sun
...the night, the weeping moon
Enemy...,Father
"As the last drop of blood
Falls down from the sky
The children greet the darkness
With open arms
Their father has returned"

Sunrise never again
Creature
Warlord
Father

I am the night, the dreams of blood
The claws that shred the sun
...the night, the weeping moon
Enemy...,Father

Where The Fire Forever Burns

[Music/Lyrics - Lodmalm]

My sweet caress of fire
Burns gently thru your hair
You and I forever
In a burning lair
And the fire shall dance just for us
So come with me, we shall never return
Let me show you my Eden
Where the fire forever burns

Don't be afraid
These flames won't harm you now
But if you want a way
Or deny my love
Those flames shall burn your wings
Sweet little dove

Don't ever leave
There is no need to fly away
I'm all you want and could ever need
All I want is you to stay

And forever pleasing me with love
Telling me I'm the only one
And the fire is your home
But if not so you will burn
Trust me you will burn
And in my arms once again
You shall never be

You began to play with fire
To see if it burned
And so it did time after time
You longed for someone else

Don't ever leave
There is no need to fly away
I'm all you want and could ever need
All I want is you to stay

Flying so high, oh so high on virgin wings
As the fire below climbs higher and begins to sing
It sings of a dove so eager for love
But who still wants to fly to another one
(Fly away)...In my flames you shall perish

"Burning love, burning dead
A light you'll never forget"

And you had to leave
Why I do not know
But deep inside (deep inside)
I know you're sorry

"My sweet caress of fire
Burns gently thru your hair
You and I forever
In a burning lair
And the fire shall dance just for us
So come with me, we shall never return
Let me show you my Eden
Where the fire forever burns"

Elysia

visionaire - silverscreen
distant mirrors all I see
shadows dancing closer
dripping from the orb

master of misery
well, it's all said and done
hallucinations scream
yes, I will swallow the sun

no warmth within my heart
the blood upon my door
the demon's free at last
please let me drown the past

thunderbolt - scorpio
13 nails into the soul
bleeding - kneeling down now
clutcing at the straws

can't keep the mind from slipping
further into the dark
hold back the breathing
lead in my lungs

Closer To The Pain

deeper down - suck the sorrow dry
wading thru the sewage that you left behind
the torture is slow
I could not pull the weight of the ache that I've been delt
this bullet is for you

beneath the dirt lives a different kind
crackhead queens - deception kings
the unborn child nobody wants
rub the salt into my wounds with passion and a smile
enter my domain - closer to the pain

 Sundown


our final stand
the last command
our journals final entry
you did so well
none left to tell
about the damnation you brought on

bring down the damned
the blood is on your hands
as the sun sets forever

no saving grace
all out of place
went down in a sea of neon
the desperate lust
in what we trust
now rests in the arms of failure