Chasing The High

Waking up to face another nightmare day
Blood drips from the mouth, my teeth decay
Deep depression is coming on fast
Got to get me my crystal breakfast

High, chasing the high
Die, chasing the high

High anxiety, panic setting in
Will do anything to get the sin
Sunlight burning my eyes gotta fill the need
Methamphetamine, it's time to feed

Dying to feast
The monster is fed
Call for the priest
One more is dead

The chemical injection, rushing through the vein
Speeding up the system and burning up the brain
Powered and invincible, the pain is at an end
High above, so beautiful, the demon rides again

Cycle starting over but it's too late
Try it just one time, it seals your fate
Deadly consequences, you can't go back
Life is gone, a heart attack

City Of Ice

I'm getting sick of everything I see
and I hate what's happening to me
this place is cold, it's turning me to stone
these streets won't leave me be
garbage, murder, misery, so this is ecstasy
it's all a bunch of lies
you try to take me and rape me of my dreams
they're melting right before my eyes, city of ice
I'm feeling anger and I'm feeling rage
just like a puppet on a stage
I hear the shots can't you hear the screams
death is all around, this ain't no dream
garbage, murder, misery, so this is ecstasy
it's all a bunch of lies
you try to take me and rape me of my dreams
they're melting right before my eyes, city of ice
I'm freezing up inside, there's nothing left to heal
this can't be happening, this can't be real
a living nightmare, what is it for
cause I can't take it, I can't take it anymore, no
I'm getting tired of all this pain
I'm surprised I'm not insane
it's never over until the end
but I know I'll never be the same
garbage, murder, poverty / so this is ecstasy?
it's all a bunch of lies
you try to take me and rape me of my dreams
they're melting right before my eyes - city of ice

Clare

Time keeps on ticking away
Another day in disease
I'm looking for someone special
Crawling on my hands and my knees

Somebody turn the lights on
I can't breathe the air
Won't someone help me find my
Little Clare

I want you to see me when the lights go down
I wish I could be me when the lights go down
I'm running out of time, I'd do anything at all
I want you to see me when the lights go down

I can't stop thinking of you
Always on my mind
I see you in the shadows
All the time

You never talk to me
And you're never there
I'm getting tired of all this
And you don't even care

Twisting and turning
My body is burning
Their position runs deep down inside
No one will listen
They make the incision
Now something inside me has died

Come take Alice now
Look at Alice now

I wrap my arms around you
Protect you from the night
I'll save you from this madness
Make everything alright

Get back, don't come any closer
I'll crush you with all of my might
White men with a needle, a cocktail
A schizo delight

 Clown Parade

One by one, the fools suck you in
Like many others before
No guilty conscience, just another sin
They're truly rotten to the core

Contracts with criminal intent
Spelling out the things they're gonna do
Liars, taking back their word
Draining the life right out of you

Over and over, they do it again
A network of thieves try to bring you an end
Never believe any promises made
Look at the crooks, they're the clowns on parade

Paid for the service
Signed the dotted line
But then get nothing in return
Result, I'm sinking and running out of time
Response, it's none of my concern
When you're exposed
The first reaction, defend it with another lie
Attempted character assassination
You cannot kill me but you try

Payback is mine
You tried to make a mockery
It's payback time
A failed attempt to bring an end to me

Two-faced, these sad little people, enjoy the spotlight while you can
Disrespecting, those who you deceive, you're just a flash in the pan
Evil, to take you for a ride, then try to damage all you've got
Pure scum and headed for a fall, karma will catch up and then you'll rot

Cold Blooded

I am the one that has chosen to lead,
The power that grows within me
A force that has come to inherit the earth
My calling
A time and a place for sadistic intent,
I know for when you will bleed
Saving your life is beyond your control,
Wait for my eternal greed
Shortage of time, you are next,
Prepare to die
Power grows in my, look to my supremacy
Force fed in line, death-row,
Prepare to die
Cold-blooded murderer,
Strengthened by the massacre
Destroying the lives of the ones I forsake,
Scour the earth as I take
Searching to quench, thirst of my soul,
It hungers
Cauldrons of blood filing up in the rim,
Enemies die by my hand
Feeding is done, nothing left but the bones,
Left to rot and turn to sand
Building up the walls of the kingdom
Building up the walls of the king
Stronger I grow as I suck out your life,
Pleading as I watch you kneel
Abduction of strength,
I am now in command, I rule
Cities of flesh lay in my path,
Watch as the innocent die
My nation is built from
The souls of the dead,
Born of life to terrify

Couple Suicide

We can make it something
But both know that there's nothing
It's like couple suicide, it's not going right
We ain't got no feelings, so why don't we stop dreaming
Shake it up a little bit to sleep a little better at night

We had to take two steps back, just to make it something
Get back the thing that lacked, the fact it's never gonna work out
We had to take two steps back just to make it something
Get back the thing that lacked, the fact it's never gonna work out
And I know you know it too

And we can make it something
But both know that there's nothing
It's like couple suicide, it's not going right
We ain't got no feelings, so why don't we stop dreaming
Shake it up a little bit to sleep a little better at night

We had to take two steps back, just to make it something
Get back the thing that lacked, the fact it's never gonna work out
We had to take two steps back just to make it something
Get back the thing that lacked, the fact it's never gonna work out

And I know that you know too
You know I know you do
Now what we gonna do about it
What we gonna do

When you said goodbye you can't say I didn't try
To make it all better
Something had a hold on me and I couldn't see
But now I can and now I know I'm free

We had to take two steps back, just to make it something
Get back the thing that lacked, the fact it's never gonna work out
We had to take two steps back, just to make it something
Get back the thing that lacked, the fact it's never gonna work out
We had to take two steps back, just to make it something
Get back the thing that lacked, the fact it's never gonna work out

You know I know you do
And the only way to end this thing
Is if we drive it six feet underground

Criteria For A Black Widow

Can u touch it
Can u hold it
Can u love it
Can u need it
Can u use it
Can u taste it
Can u screw it
Can u waste it
Black Widow
Can u caress it
Can u crave it
Can u kiss it
Can u save it
Can u use it
Can u break it
Can u destroy it
Can u rape it
Black Widow
Can u eat it
Can you suck it
Can u bleed it
Can u fuck it
Can u torture it
Can u make it quit
Can u set it free
Thank god it'll never be me
Black Widow

 Dead Wrong

tar me, feather me and push me around
punish me and correct me
kick me when I'm down crucify me and stone me
hang me out to die
well light a fire and burn me
all because of a lie
all these years you have taken away
you don't wanna listen
don't care what I say
you're making a mistake
ashes to ashes, dust to dust
I'm tired of doing the time
I shall return, then you will learn
vengeance will be mine
try me, judge me and put me to your test
use me and abuse me
come on and do your best, gas me
shoot me, destroy me if you can
slice me up and dice me
then bury me in the sand
all these years you have taken away
you don't wanna listen
don't care what I say
you're making a mistake
ashes to ashes, dust to dust
I'm tired of doing the time
I shall return, then you will learn
vengeance will be mine
connect me, fry me, electricity
well off with the head
then hold it up for all to see
boil me and screw me, stretch me open wide
injecting the poison, cook me from inside
all these years you have taken away
you don't wanna listen
don't care what I say
you're making a very big mistake
ashes to ashes, dust to dust
I'm tired of doing the time
I shall return, then you will learn
vengeance will be mine

Demon Dance

I've had it with confession, I've had it with the priest
I'm tired of all the doctor's and I want to be deceased
I can't control the madness and I don't wanna face the day
No artificial numbness, the pain is here to stay

Can you understand what it is like to be me
Climb the highest mountain and then sink in the sea
Won't you come and take a look, I give you the chance
Wrap your arms around me and we'll do the demon dance

A steady black, it multiplies, attacking sanity
A psychological battering, a relentless enemy
Things are getting brighter and the color's turning red
I'm swallowing this nightmare, the demon shall be fed

I can't hold on much longer
There must be another way
Give me something stronger
Or take my breath away

A deep depressive episode, you know not when it strikes
Is this the one to be all, end all, is the end of the fight

Denied

[music Waters/lyrics Comeau]

welcome to darkness the future is here
destruction and pain are my friends
explosions and fires that rip through the night
surrounded by bodies of death

burning, crying, helpless
burning, dying, in the dark
burning, crying, helpless

fire in the sky
watching and praying and waiting to die
fire in the sky
no hope for tommorow, denied

smoldering ashes and flames rise again
nothing to breathe from this life
flesh is beginning to pour in the streets
death is my saviour tonight

final solution of means to and end
a product of science and man
no way to take back, just what have we done
fire in the sky rules the land