My Dying Pathway

Drunk the tears from
The darkest light
Ancient sigh of the vanish hopes
Drunk from wound
Of a crying bowel
Smeared by bloody
Torment's agony

Sneers my heart demised
Dreadful mistakes
Cloak of untruth embraced me
Silent refuge of a fragile love
Pouring prayer up to be
Silent omen, an afraid image

Sneers my heart demised
Dreadful mistakes
They're gonna take me down
Living horror of my face
A reflection, deep into my lust
Slowly turning, friendly look
My remorse will be washed away

Sneers my heart demised
Dreadful mistake
They're gonna take me down
I keep on to go down !

The black wind arrives,
My pathway is dust
The pathway has gone,
How deep is the night
Shades take care of me
Evil is the one, who rules his evil
Pure is the one, who tell his soul
Alive is the one,
Who doesn't blame
No colours, no poetry, can tell
Evil is the one, who rules his evil
Pure is the one, who tell his soul
Just because, I longed to be,
I'm not ...

Fiamm

Silence is gone
Someone's moving in white
Blanket steps
Shivering, little hands in the cold
No refuge
Child never lulled
With a dead look unjustified fate
No embrace and no love
In your home
No lullabies ... lullabies
There's nobody
Who sees her suffering
Buy her matches ...
It's all that she can
Through this darkness ...
Cold will take it all
She slowly goes

From above I am looking
Her restless heart
Can't protect her ...
From this evil vice
I'm a spirit ... humble reflex
That you can't see ...
My little Fiamm
Snow is killing me ...
Dreams won't come true,
Would you buy my matches,
Buy my safety for a smile
Fiamm, hold on,
I know you're tired ...
But into this shade, a feeble light
Fiamm, I'm here,
Being lonely hurts
So you close your eyes
You'll never feel ... cold

Snow is killing me ...
Shades in my dreams,
Would you disappear and
Take my pain faraway
Fiamm, hold on,
I know you're tired ...
But into this shade, a feeble light
Fiamm, I'm here,
Being lonely hurts
So you close your eyes
You'll never feel ... cold
Sleep little Fiamm
I am standing, until your awake
To be cared for, step to the light
We live in God
For any burning flame
There's a dying Fiamm
Any time she dies
A flame will burns.

Lacryma

Still, sand, time
It does not belong to me,
To my love
Why are you taking me
Why are you calling me
Why don't you leave me
Why don't you make me
Soul, among the souls ...

 Die To Reborn

Black sky line
Rising fear
From my last day
Lost control
Immortal
Pain and tears
Like my last dream
Blind control

Dark season
Burning from
The hills of willow
Death control
My disgrace
Timeless ruling,
While the lives are passing
Eras entrapped me, in this time
Now I am torn with remorse
I live on, you die
All I need , is Die To Reborn
Endless, is mine
Raving, of mind
Slowly, I burn ... burn
Writings ... on the grave
Read my last name, see no date
Look behind me
Dead
Take my last name, write my date

Want to live
I live on, you die
I'm afraid to blowing over
I live on, you die
All I need, is Die To Reborn.

Forget-Me-Not

Let the night fall again
''Couse I need it's blackened
Warmth solitude at my door ...
I'll receive
If you're loosing me
Suffering will ends
I can feel my chains ... calling me

I have to go back in flames

Let my sin meet the pain
Now I claim the darkness truth
When the end's calling me ...
I'll be free
Don't you look at me
My oblivion gates
They are barred behind ...
Endless stairs
Can't turning, my father's calling
Me back my bent head
Stop crying your tears are
Creasing your light forgive me
I wont take you down
Love entrust it's grief to last
Page of final chapter
Here, my burial shoot is gonna
Yearning the cry of life ...
Let my fall safe your soul,
My vault for your life
Let my scream ... spread,
Vanish to exist
Let my lies ... die,
My mask for you face

Don't forget ... please
"Forget-Me-Not"

Love entrust it's grief to last
Page of final chapter
Hope can change no words
About the ink already fallen
Here, my burial shoot
Is gonna yearing
The cry of life ...
Sweet oblivion ... now I am back,
Sweet oblivion ...
Where did I been ?
Sad oblivion ...
Nothing is like before

You can gave me your gift,
Toy took me so high ... lonely
I ... I've seen a new things,
Unspoken ... demand
She, she gave me her gift,
She took me so high ... living
God, I can take no more,
Tell here ... I cry.

Aurora

Tallin, fallen
We're sailing to go home
War's coming, war's taking

Alone across the Baltic haze
Nobody loses hope
But we were feeling forgotten
Just breathing our death

Across the sea, you lead us
and ease the fears

Kutznetzov, the preacher
No light behind his back
The voice is trembling, no hiding
The end is moving fast
Tallin, fallen
We are leaning all behind
Remember those boatmen

The ghost-men chant, from Volga
Lost in the shadow

When pride is going to die
Inside an ancient rhyme
Ghosts from the Volga's tale

Lonely, the memories are lost
A pathway to nowhere
Stranded, the livid of my soul
Stranded, is claiming all my life

Fate, you take me down, into your dome
Straight into your great decay
Straight into your great mistake
From the boatmen, from the Volga's cry

Step by step and a step again
Fear is my great surrender
The ghost-man chant, from Volga, lost in the shadow
Ghosts from the Volga's tale
When pride is going to die inside an ancient rhyme

Ghosts of the boatmen.

Play Dead

Tonight I walk alone
Across the border zone
While the wind is breaking on my eyes

The summer loses the way
In a cold embrace I lay
I've been waiting for a sign to rise

But slowly fades, but slowly fades away
Loose the grip, falling far, far from you

So mother pray for me
A soldier cannot see
Don't forget those fairytales

Someday, when I'm back
My arms around your neck
And you cradle me under your veils

Your wings of stone
Surrounding me with your being

Play dead
Resounds the silence in my heart
My proud
Obey to "not a step behind"
Play dead
And when I'm near to disappear
My proud
Not for the leader but to you

Loose the grip
Falling far, Luga's nights

Play dead, my proud
Resounds the silence in mt heart
Play dead, my proud
Obey to "not a step behind"
Play dead, my proud
And when I'm near to disappear
Play dead, my proud
Not for the leader but to you

Shine to me, I die.

Pulkovo Meridian

In the night, from the hill
Creeping shadows, cold caress
On your face, hit the ground
And feel the blaze
One of all, young and scared
In a nameless tale to write
By my type, where do I begin

Thrust into you
The splinters of life
Fading away, lost in your mind
On Pulkovo Meridian
Bleeding on you
The tears of the crown
Fading away, lost in your fears
On Pulkovo Meridian

Now, call your name, on this page
But no answer from the hill
What's the time right to die...
And wrong to live
By your eyes, as you die
Why so shining Leningrad
Final breath, why do I begin

Thrust into you
The splinters of life
Fading away, lost in your mind
On Pulkovo Meridian
Bleeding on you
The tears of the crown
Fading away, lost in your fears
On Pulkovo Meridian

Higher, higher to hill, higher to God, higher to live...

Night is falling
Keep defending, keep on save the children of Motherland
Night is falling
Keep defending, keep on save the children of Motherland

In the night, in the cold
Creeping shadows from my back
On this type, hit the page
And feel the blaze
From my soul, to my hands
In a nameless tale to write

 Snowdrifts

"The snow forgotten now begins to fall on my pain
How many children found the eternal rest
Oh, want you take them in your whitest dream
And watching on, on deliverance from agony
Now I'm falling down with you"

Silence, into the misery of my December
I realize how much you can hurt me, silence
Anguish, between to live and die I remember
I feel the memory of a prayer, "Peter" goes on

"Now disappear, save me from my decay
I wish for time to catch my fall
And spread my wings forever"

Deadly, into the cradle of Russian poetry
How many poems of bloody writings
"Straight along this street, I can't find relief"

Mortal, into the garden of barbed wire
How many flowers will see summer?
"Straight along this street, looking for relief"
"Peter" goes on

Peter be the great
For your son, for me
Peter buried alive
In this world, oppressive time

I an feel your heart
I can feel you're near, now
How many tears fall in the "frozen"
Ride, over, once, over
Ride my knight of bronze

"Now disappear, save me from my decay
I wish for time to catch my fall
And spread my wings forever"

Ride my knight of bronze

Now Is Forever

Midnight, frozen is the lake, frozen is the path, and now the time is coming, I know I have to go
away.
Brave or fool, into this night I'll be aware!
Blinded by the snow, grinded by the flow, inside the cry of "Buran" and now begin to move,
straight to the siege of my land.
My hand is gonna trembling to turn its frozen key, breaking on the wheels,
Lagoda lets me in, and now the time is coming, and now I have to go away.

The dear to survive is killing me on... Snow-blind.
The dear to survive is killing me on... But now is forever...

Lonely in this cab, suffering, my friend, the waiting of the children,
they're crying by the starve, speed I will drive my heart on.
Behind they're going forward and never turning back,
they follow my direction and never break the line, await my land, we're coming.
We crossed the oblivion gates for you, we cross the gates to you!

The dear to survive is killing me on... Snow-blind.
The dear to survive is killing me on... But now is forever...

Brave or fool, into this night I'll be aware!
Snow-blind, I'll reach out my hands to you, you, child, just a cloth I laid.
Snow-blind, I'll reach out my hands to you, remind your first son,
in my grave I will need that cloth for me.