Echoes of sorrow


I await the blackened night. Pulled away from the
Warmth of the light. Seized by that which dwells
Inside of me. Cursed by loneliness and it's nondesire.
Dark within these four walls. Lies a Sadness no one
Shall bare. No one shall know, no one ever cares. To
Understand or witness my fall. As a wolf among sheep I
Have wandered. Wandered into an empty void of tears.
Withered in grief of memories once pride. Forever
Echos and never to die. My heart still aches for an
Eternal desire. Feed off my mind, bleed out my heart.
Darkness folds these icy walls. No one near me, no one
Hears my calls. Waiting for the end but it always
Comes back to me. To relive the suffering and
Impurities. I am left alone to forever plunder. As
Wolves among sheep I have wandered. Gazed into
Darkness oblivion to it's call. My mind starts to
Wonder as darkness fall. I stand freely to embrace its
Shell. Given to me this so called hell. In deep
Thoughts never left to rest. Fall of tears the sins of
My past. A warm hand a mind to share. No forgiveness
No one cares. My mind is like a wasteland. Ever vast
And forever storms. I have wandered seems like
Eternity. Filled with sadness and misery.

Eternal emptyness


Winters breeze has frozen my thoughts. crystallized,
My lips are parched from the frost. alone in the
Darkest of worlds. in the day of the grayest light.
Frozen in the breath from my mouth. beautiful is the
Pure white snow. a warrior of ice from the north.
Chilled when i drink the frosty water. solitude is the
Desolate land. the animals pierce me with their blood
Red eyes. it's sweet sadness, loneliness forever. a
King in a glacier palace. my kingdom is vacant and
Colored white. struggling onward by the grace of God.
To find another life. there is no other life. as i
Close to an end when the wolves catch my human scent.
Battling for my life. when the wind caresses my mind.
In the land of darkness i sleep. dreams of happiness,
They will confront me. it's my world. my eternal
Emptiness and evermore. lost in the cold, my body is
Numb i cannot feel. everything that's happened is so
Unreal. the wolves are gaining on me and there's no
Place to hide. the eternal emptiness in me shall die.

Goddess of night


Nightfall, into the eyes of darkened passion.
Nightfall, fall victim to her dark desires. The
Tempting lust, two arms to embrace her beauty. Hearts
Cry, eyes caress her blackened image. Cold nights
Frost, covered in the sleeping snow. A winters spell,
A suspended statue of frozen misery. Her empress
Supreme, goddess of the night. Forest of mourning,
Magical limbo fire. Her eyes of winter entrancing,
Lost in her mystical spell. Guardian of wolves,
Bloodlust, the desire of blissful onslaught. In the
Night the goddess of desire calls to me. For what she
Is, is what I love. I offer her my loyalty and
Devotion. Slave to the spirits of night. Bounded in
Chains of thy lust. A animal of searing passion.
Nightfall, the icy breath from her lips. Nightfall, a
Land of infernal beauty.

In mourning


When we wake in the morning we will see the glorious
Sun. standing in the rays of life, our day has just
Begun, the essence of time is ours, precious as every
Minute goes by. i was a fool to have wasted, the
Stupidity i called fun. who is to love when the hearts
Have grown cold. a life can no longer exist. wheres
The love? if only heaven would shine on is a heart
Would be warm. in the night im clinging to my covers
In bed. i awake once again with another nightmare.
Close the door around you. lock yourself from the
Outside world. an empty heart can't feel love, just
Loneliness. i wish i would die, there's no peace within
Me. hurt and anger in my soul. emotionless as feelings
Are destroyed. only hoping my end will come. how long
Can i go on? experiencing depression. how long can i
Go on? there is no other way, to bring peace in my
Heart, it must all end someday. memories of an
Haunting dream, so close to losing my reality. tears
Are running down my face. i look towards the sky,
Screaming at God in heaven. oh please hear my cries of
Torment. i close my eyes, feelings distraught, my
Heart denies. for the one i loved now walks among
Angels. we shall meet again when the death closes my
Eyes. reunited together as one, happiness of mother
And son.

Intentionally accused


Feeling anxiety. Lost reality. Things I can't believe.
Things I've seen. Wrapped in a dream. Are not
Relieved. Persecuted all my life for lies I haven't
Done. A fugitive on the run. What did I do wrong?
Searching for evidence to clear my name. Piecing
Together the truth day by day. Closing in fast. Got to
Move. I cannot stop. My frustrations are burning
Inside. The expressions I can no longer hide. A
Challenging quest for freedom must not waste anymore
Time. The past and present is my future. All
Accusations are false. Father, I pray for my sake.
Help me before I'm caught. Intentionally accused.
Intentionally accused. Living in total secrecy.
Changing my name constantly. Hiding my images in
Disguises. Going from city to city. Within nobody's
Reaches. A total stranger in the crowd. It's up to me
To be free. Can't go on living this way. Intentionally
Accused. Intentionally accused.