Be alive in me


Here I am without a place to start
Lost inside the desert of my heart
All of my mistakes are adding up
Take them all away I've had enough

Heal my jaded soul
I want to feel the weight letting go

Be alive in me
I know, I'm Yours forever
Be alive in me
I know, I'm Yours
So take me and shake me
I know I'm needing You to
Be alive in me, I'm Yours

I need You here so we can talk it out
I'm giving You the things that pull me down
Jesus, can You teach me how to stand
And if I fall I want to fall into Your hands

Excite me, ignite me, relight this fire

Close to you

wake up now, wake up,
i let you get away, i let you get away,

stand up now, stand up,
i'm moving right away,
i am hearing what you say,

i'm getting close to you,
my heart is ready for you,
stay awhile, stay awhile,
now this is something new,
i know i'm ready for you,
stay awhile, stay while,

lose sight now, i'm losing sight,
'cause all i see is you, all i see is you,

you touch me now i'm whole,
i know just who you are,
when all i feel is you, all i feel is you,

all that i am, all that you are,
you've given me what i have so far,

future is bright, we're out of the dark,
i'm not looking back, now,
i give you my heart,

stay awhile, stay awhile, stay awhile

Fall on me

[first verse:]
where have you been hiding so long,
is it me, or have you gone away,
is it fear that keeps me thinking,
you never hear the words i say,
though you live so far away,
i still believe in you,
[chorus:]
fall on me, again, where ever i go
you always find a way,
[second verse:]
your hands i want to hold me,
i will never look away again,
speak to you from the deepest part of me,
jesus, this time i need you,
[chorus:]
fall on me, again, where ever i go
you always find a way to,
fall on me, again, where ever i go
you always find a way to me,
i need you, i need you,
fall on me,
i need to feel your arms
wrapped around my heart,
fall on me,
i need to feel your love
pouring over me,
[chorus:]
over and over, again,
i still need you,
over and over, again,
i still need you,
over and over, again,
i still need you,
over and over, again,
i still need you,
(i need you),
over and over, again,
i still need you,
i still need you,
i still need you,
oh, oh, yeahh,
keep me walking with you,
i need you,
keep me hanging on to you,
yeah, ah, ah, ah,
over and over, again,
i still need you, oh,
over and over, again,
i still need you,

Go


wake up, its time to go,
we're getting out of here,
the leaves are falling down,
its another year,
ahead the open road,
and we're not afraid,
lift up the main sail,
its time to start the race,
a little faster now,
we're gonna set the pace,
walking on the waves
that are crashing down,

will we sink or swim?

lets, go, and now we're moving fast,
we're gonna take on the world
and hold nothing back,
here, we go, you're running next to me,
we will give our lives
to gain everything,

listen up now, open eyes will see,
they are falling down
into their misery,
there are no open roads
so they can run free,
but here we are,
with so much to say,
whose gonna follow us
if we don't lead the way?
pack up your bags...

we're gonna leave this place behind,

Hero

He walked the dirty streets. Famous for nothing.
He said “come follow me” and they came.
A face like all the rest.
But something was different.
The Son of God would lead the way.
And soon they all would say.

There He goes - a hero. A savior to the world.
Here He stands with scars in His hands.
With love He gave His life so we could be free.
The Savior of the world.

He spoke with clarity. Walked across the sea.
A single word would calm the storm.
His touch could heal the sick, but He was called a hypocrite.
Laid behind the stone. His death was shortly mourned. He left the curtain torn.

There He goes - a hero. A savior to the world.
Here He stands with scars in His hands.
With love he gave His life so we could be free.
The Savior of the world.

He choose to take the cross. Shed tears for the lost, the broken, and the needy.
Forgiving those who were and will be.
The angel made it clear. He told them have no fear.
He’s not here. He’s not here!

There He goes - The Hero. The Savior to the world.
Here He stands with scars in His hands.
With love He gave his life so we could be free.
The Savior of the world. The Savior of the world. The Savior of the world.

Hold on


She sits alone and wonders,
When is the end of broken dreams?
This isn?t what I pictured
She says as tears run down her cheeks.
She needs a friend beside her,
She?s looking for a savior.

Hold on, hold on
Someone will find you.
Hold on, hold on
Somebody loves you.

She grabs her coat to leave,
So sure it?s gonna be the end.
Another broken family,
Tears are her only friends.
This isn?t the life they wanted,
She?s hoping that heaven comes through.

Hold on, hold on
Someone will find you.
Hold on, hold on
Somebody loves you
Yeah
Hold on, hold on
You?re not drowning this time.
Hold on, hold on
Look for the search lights.

Does anybody care?
Do you even see?
Look past my skin,
Do you see me?
Do you even know what I?m going through?
I need to talk to someone,
Can I talk to you?
Does anybody care?
Does anybody care?
Does anybody care?
Oh

Hold on, hold on
Someone will find you.
Hold on, hold one
Somebody loves you
Yeah
Hold on, hold on
You?re not drowning this time.
Hold on, hold on
Look for the search lights.

Hold on, hold on...

In hopelessness enlightened

Habital bastards plauge of earth this cold and dying world you deserve
Greedy bastards never learn you own nothing when everything burns
Didn't you say take the freedom you deserve
But there is none to have
As you drain our minds to give place for words from this lying beast you
Serve

In reality we suffer


Darkness surrounds us soon will descend
Grey decay living dead dark are the days ahead
Conserve that precious hatred for later
Dark are the days ahead the walls we face are growing heavy to carry it's name
Carved in flesh the rage
If this is it let the apocalypse begin
Grey decay living dead
Dark are the days ahead a thousand destinies made one and nothing
If this is it let the apocalypse begin
So alike so alone we suffer

Piles of pigs


Weightless words smiling faces weightless words
Must eraste them profit driven depravation
Piles of pigs they hide behind they will succeed
Ashes they leave withering faces heartless cold relentless
And we stand silent and defenseless

Providence


Hey hey! Hey hey!

A man stands alone arms across his chest,
his heart pounding through his bones.
Denial wasn't supposed to be this way.
His passion fell to the ground
but beauty couldn't be found another way, another way.

Well only his answer would tell the story.
Three times were all he had to say yes
say yes say yea yea yea
but denial seemed so beautiful
three times were all he had to say yes
say yes say yea yea yea
but providence took its hold

Hey hey!

Tears drown his eyes, a puddle of shame at his feet
as the reflection of guilt overwhelms a broken man.
Dissent was all he had and he needed a reason to believe
this doesn't happen to only me.

Well only his answer would tell the story.
(Wake up and see we're all the same!)
Three times were all he had to say yes
say yes say yea yea yea
but denial seemed so beautiful
(Seemed (Seemed) So (So) Beautiful)
three times were all he had to say yes
say yes say yea yea yea
but providence(Providence!)took its hold

An electric pulse you can't escape
A force that rules the human race
Hold the hand of Providence
An electric pulse you can't escape
A force that rules the human race
Tonight the stars tell no fortunes, they tell no fortunes

Well only his answer would tell the story.
Three times were all he had to say yes
say yes say yea yea yea
but denial seemed so beautiful
Three times were all he had to say yes
say yes say yea yea yea
but providence took its hold

Took took took!
Took it's hold. Hey!

Three times, Three times, Three times!

Somnambulistic


Sleepwalk your way through this dying hell
Strive to keep our heads above the waterline
No hope just a ratwheel of aching days
System changes tide from low to high
Kneel your way through this lying game
If they pass us their backs lie free
Sleepwalk your way through this dying hell
Beaten down by the invincible pain
This life the lives remaining stains
Betrayal seeks the missing piece
Try to line in the hands hopelessness crawl beneath and hide to die
Burden of birth they gave you hell
Like ice shattering under feet
A broken fucked up mind breaks easily like leaves fallen their tree
A dried out soul dies away this year
Crawl beneath and hide to die
Burden of birth they gave you hell
I am falling endlessly
Blackened shattered dead crippled existence
We crawled for crumbs spilled our passion
We washed our tears in dedication

Stillborn persistence


[track 10 also]

No more words won't hear no more won't see no more
Been so long on my knees now
Father patriarch burn thy kingdom down
Exhausted within can't take another day
I hate this world as I hate myself as I hate the ones who gave me life

Surrender


[verse one:]
bring to life my fading dreams,
pave the road that leads to change,
clear my conscience, tonight,

fill the void inside of me,
heal these eyes so i can see,
i want it to be you,

[chorus:]
before tonight is over,
say goodbye forever,
give my life to you,
(my old ways are no good),
before my dreams are shattered,
and i can't remember,
my way back to you, give it all to you,

[verse two:]
yesterday when i was
sinking down and almost gone,
you're lifeboat rescued me,

i was weak and fading fast,
but you then gave me hope to last,
i know that it was you,

[chorus:]

the surrender i felt,
when i gave you my heart,
left me standing praying for the rain,

[chorus:]

before tonight is over,
before my dreams are shattered,
i'll bring it back...
(...to me),
back...
(...to you),
back...
(...to me),
to you

Trauma is the trigger


A step towards tomorrow moving slow from yesterday
Never again the darkness seems to follow
I have no future I just want to die
Heavy guilt mine to keep
Weight of depression cannot rise above
Try to hide as it drags me deeper
Mind full of hatred suicidal urge
Aching eyes count deceivers
Tried so hard nothing works
Crawling towards a fairly grave
Trauma is the trigger the aim you gave
Life so meaningless day by day
Different shades of rage
Cant think can't think straight
I laid on you all the things i miss
Precious death set me here
Fragile little mind blessed with a fist

Who you are

take away everything i'm wanting,
take everything i know,
life is wasted on the things
we cannot find,
why don't you leave now,
or change your mind,

(i can't feel anything) when your gone,

when your world is crashing down,
remember who you are,
remember how you've come so far,
when all hope seems to disappear,
look inside your heart,
look inside your heart,

carry me, i know i'm not where i belong,
i need to be with you,
'cause i'm higher than you know
i'm gonna show you the unknown,
i am now for real,

(i can't feel anything) when your gone,

find who you are,
find who you are, oh,

yeah

Will gladly perish


Dragged through the pain once again
From this I'll gladly perish
Dragged through the pain once again
Hopeless from this I'll gladly perish
Meaningless growth in these scars of your fucking regrets
Torture drowning... Choking beneath the surface of wrath,
Led through the darkness guided by the soothing hate
From this unwanted existence I'll gladly perish
Dragged through the pain once again
From this I'll gladly perish...