Useless

I think you see me
The way that you'd like see
A man that gets nothing done

Ithink you'd like me to be
As useless as i seem
And leave everything undone

(chorus)
But the little boy I used to be
He had a conscience you could see
And he held it in his hand
He did not understand
That he would soon be me

I think you'd like to know
A place that I won't go
And spend some time

You say you need a friend
To take you by the hand
And sit awhile

(chorus)

If you could only feel this
It's nothing to believe
I ask an honest question
I get a silent scream

When I hear the answer
It's nothing I could see
If someone could have warned you
It takes much more than me

But the little boy I used to be
He had a conscience you could see
And he held it in his hand
He did not understand
That he would soon be free

What sorry could be

Take me for a fool and I'll do the same for you
To catch what's coming down I'll repeat myself out loud

Finally I recall all the photographs on the wall
All my friends agree that the latter half is not me

A long time ago I might have been
Tying my hope around you again
But holding me now won't do any good
'cause I died before I could

Remembering what I've seen takes an awful lot out of me
Some day you might hear an apology that's sincere

A long time ago I might have been
Tying my hope around you again
But holding me now won't do any good
'cause i died before i could

The pain that's all around could make me it's Home so i call it my own
As sorry as i seem you never could dream what sorry could be

A long time ago i might have been
Tying my hope around you again
But holding me now won't do any good
'cause i died before i could
Feel anything that matters today
Sing songs that won't go away
All i can do all that's left to be
Is feel it openly